Friday, January 27, 2006
crossed
we'll see.
it was good.
i was warned.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
joycelyn is happy?
dictated by the Queen at 8:57 AM
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
sometimes LOVE just aint enough
it's my heart that i cant trust.
there my heart lies cold n frozen.
no warmth no light.
shall it remain that way?
self defence someone taught me that day.
if only the heart can be protected too.
buried deep within myself.
love is wonderfully mysteriously feeling and process that i am constantly repulsing.
love, joy, and peace.
i am
joy.
dictated by the Queen at 7:45 PM
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Monday, January 23, 2006
me glutton
it was a food oriented weekend.
crystal jade, bbq, birthday cake, neo gardens, yum cha, sakae.
simply love.....
tim sum
la mian
bbq wings
buffet
CAKES.
well.
i love the fried "radish"
and the xiao long bao
no one can beat crystal jade man.
not forgetting
their chilli is the best.
but service is still like shit.
too bad there wasnt any chicken franks
but the wings were fab
and the petty me is upset w the not manly boy
*laughs
but thanks for sending me home
and of cos, the frangipani photo
wah.the cake was powerful
wat can i say.
3 helpings.
i could have eaten more
but i was shy
*heh heh
tim sum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wah.luckily we were sitting in that direction man
gosh.
just keep eating.
love it.
ordered like nobody business
4 pple $75
and pls rem, egg tart is NOT dan juan.
omg
sakae
i love the ice cream
some place brings back memories. most of the times..it's not about the food, it's the people that's more important.
to laugh, to joke, to tease.and to enjoy each other's company.
dictated by the Queen at 9:24 AM
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Thursday, January 19, 2006
how much i love this room
it's funny that two people asked me whether i m lonely living in a single room last night.
should i be?
isnt it good that u're not accountable to your roomie what time u're home
and that one can strip naked whenever she likes
not to mention yakking on the phone till u fall aslp
with no one to listen to your conversation
though the walls here are not exactly sound proof
i get to listen to tv almost everyday
i want one of my own too
it is in this room that i can do whatever i like, whenever i like.
snoozing the alarm for 1hr+
hmmm.so, am i suppose to be lonely?
at least i got my pigpig, polar and ernie
n mr giraffee.
i cant help but sigh these days.
been so tired that i can no longer wake up at alarms
prob when there's a fire, i'll be the last. heh heh
n i can watch a vcd till i fall aslp
doesnt seem fantastic till the point i fell aslp
"a walk to remember"
isnt it suppose to be good?
maybe it's the mood
slpt so much.
i love my bedsheet.
dictated by the Queen at 9:11 AM
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006
random bits
there's so many things i wanna say.
here i am looking at my disgusting checklist.failure which i have accepted.and it's gonna cost money again.wad da.whatever.money has never been an issue.coz i spend it so willingly.i worked like shit during the hols.only to succumb to material wants.but then again.i rather buy shoes anyday than anything else.yet.shoes.haiz.too many of them.so many that i suppose i can wear a different pair everyday to school for a month.but i dont.i got the stupid habit of buying shoes n chucking them at home.kept wearing slippers n flats only.in fact, i have been going to sch with the same pair.ho ho.i m suppose to count my shoes.i hope it's not too many.
it's ridiculous what i mess i am in now.school work is screwed.
hmmm.haiz.too messy.
men are hard to come by, good men are even harder to come by.men are troublesome.i m happy to have a good guy friend.thanks.the one whom i think has no charm, looks like a rat and the one i "insulted".thanx lar.guy friends.just more difficult for me i guess.it gets messy.but i appreciate it.
my heart.it's weak.n frail again.it's near yet far.it's closed.or is it?someone commented that i still want.so what?
my shoulders.it's aching.n no one help to massage.it hurts.
i m just tired.
muruku tastes good.makes a good dinner.
it's been long since i've been pat to bed.
dictated by the Queen at 10:39 PM
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
too many
i should count my shoes.
*guilty
dictated by the Queen at 9:13 PM
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Monday, January 09, 2006
bad to good
this day i will not forget.
bad morning.
terrible control.
drama mama voicemail.
lots of whining.
cold day.
nice omelette.
great world city!
pretty toilets
here's it...
heh heh.so blatant.
no la. it's at ben and jerry's.
damn cute place.
we concluded it's a happy place!
ice cream is nice!
but really.the toilets at great world are cute.
dictated by the Queen at 11:04 PM
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Saturday, January 07, 2006
i made love
finally. i found love.
dictated by the Queen at 11:45 PM
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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
two zero zero six
So much has happened. Had fun.
Thanks.
Mum- who has given me so much freedom this hols.
suan- for the good fren u have been, the great chalet we shared, the coming to my hse to do stuff, and the spring cleaning of my room. The roxy heart, the creative chocolate..and thanx for the new people I met thru you. thanx for the late nites talk.
ruth – thanx for the staying over, the MOS nite, the slping n slping. The hello kitty. The trip we made into msia..and the gossips and things we share. And of coz, for being a patient friend, tahan-ing my nonsense even when u’re damn pek chek.
viz – thanx for being ideal.hahahaha n the free labour. Thanx for organizing the new yr’s eve dinner..food was good!really. n oh.pls stop thinking u’re the ideal bf, u r the ideal gf, k?n.it was great fun seeing u being so high.hahhaha *oOps
ideal – wah.thanx for the nonsense, the spring cleaning, the driving us ard, the trying-to-make-me-drunk?!the lousy games u made us play, esp the googles thing. The merci chocs, the self defence lesson..oh.n u got cute knees.
Spidey – thanx for the nonsense online, the food u provided, the bed that I had to slp on, the meals we had.
Sps – thanx for the cute nice photo.mr santa.
Donald duck- thanx for the dress.wah.*speechless. Overwhelmingly happy, but A BIT the expensive eh. But it was a real surprise man. Ribbon was wonderful too.thanx for the fetching me after work, the roller blading and the ktv-s.
You chun – thanx for being a nice guy to work with man.i know u hate me talking abt my “jielun”..but still.he’s too cute. Thanx for the xmas pressie.wah. didn’t know u’ll get for me man.n the cookies.wat can I say.i m impressed!keep gobbling them b4 slp. *fist hits fist
Junkai – thanx for the room, the chocolate, the glowing face of urs, the mickey calendar, the good company in school.
Roomie – thanx for the xmas cards the sweets n the pouch!lovely!!so sweet….think of me in shanghai.
Eugene n xx n ruth – thanx for the thai express dinner, the settlers café, esp the cluzzle game, the coffee bean sharing sessions.wah.glad we share so many stuff!must meet up more often k!
To all councillors – esp the girls- thanx for the fun we had. Thanx cass n hx for the gossips we share, thanx to the countdown n chalet committees. Love the kayaking, the yakking, the monkey in the swimming pool, the 007, the bbq, the survey, the great company. And the countdown, love the treasure hunt (esp the fuego n foresta), the good cheesecake, the nice program, the beautiful walkway to 2006, the animal game which I totally gave up, the letting me slp on the sofa for the nite.
To all people who attends the xmas chalet – thanx for coming n loving our reindeer, the drinks we had, the games we played, the poll we had. Of coz, thanx to those who provide the bbq on that nite, for starting the fire n stuff, the guys n girls who attended. The “resident evil” show which was lousy, the vodka n the gin, the presents and the bed for me to slp on.
And thanx to all the people who sent me xmas sms n new year sms!
I was lazy.real lazy.din really reply to all of it!pls continue to sms me..i promise to reply!
Then, in this new year……..1.family
I m not exactly a family person, not those who always put my family on the priority list.which is bad.it must be a one child thing.so in this new year, I shall try not to treat my hse like a hotel, like wat u said. Appreciated my family when I moved home after exams…but here I am now again..back in sch.and I feel the whole cycle repeating.
2.cousins
Hmm..failed in my capacity of a cousin..
3.money
Must save a lot of money.really.
4.independence
5.shopping
Cut down on shopping.spending too much, buying too much,bank is depleting.i shd have known.gosh.
6.friends
Be more generous, more concerned.
7. myself
Learn to control my temper, my money. Learn more, do more, study more.
8. love
It’s amazing.but I still cant.
It’s a new year. Or issit just another year?
dictated by the Queen at 9:24 PM
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this new year
dictated by the Queen at 7:34 PM
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