Tuesday, February 21, 2006
looking at my bear
how long more?
is it worth it?
there's no promises.
again.
love and freedom.
are they inversely related?
i want to choose love.
help me to.
dictated by the Queen at 10:44 AM
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Thursday, February 16, 2006
tears
"the man who deserves your tears will not make you cry and the man who makes u cry does not deserve your tears."
is this always true?
there are always exceptions isnt it?
and what is so bad about crying?
dictated by the Queen at 9:41 AM
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006
it's all about love
here i am pondering over love.again.
just one word. it's simply: amazing.
it's amazing how angry i can get over a person.
it's amazing how i cant get angry for long with a person for long.
it's amazing how i get motivated to do silly things.
it's amazing how cute china men can get.
it's amazing how things turn out.
"maybe your mum is right"
dont you just hate it when things seem to be what your mums says? i refuse.
but mums are more than often right.
"so how?"
good question.
all girls should receive flowers this valentines' day.
do flowers and teddy bears go well together?
every girl wants flowers because every other girl has them.
teddy bears are only good if they are big n cuddling.
and flowers and teddy bears are good because they are expensive.
and a better deal if a cute guy delivers them to my doorstep.
woah.
dictated by the Queen at 10:50 AM
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Monday, February 13, 2006
i R stupid
hmm.why do i subject myself to all these again.
my mum asked me the same thing.
i dunno.
i feel more than i think.
i feel.
do you?
i dont want make people's life hard.
just want to be happy.
y is joy not effective.
i dont bring joy.
why.
a born sleeper.
i just dozed off.as in.i just dozed off n woke up while writing this.
y dont believe me.
dictated by the Queen at 1:56 AM
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Friday, February 10, 2006
clap clap
when you're happy and u know u clap your hands
*clap clap
looking forward to birthdays and my vday dates!
(while ignoring the horrible projects and reports)
dictated by the Queen at 3:46 PM
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Wednesday, February 08, 2006
i'm loving it
somethings dont change.some things like the heart.
it's ridiculous.
dictated by the Queen at 10:55 AM
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
6.54 am
i actually fell aslp with my lights on.
totally dont like to do this.
sleeping with lights on decreases utility from sleep.
besides.it's scientifically proven that people sleep better without lights.
so here i am ranting on a half awake mind.
woke up sudd at 4.23am.
stunned.
coz i fell aslp with my notes all over the bed, lights and laptop both swtiched on.
the only good thing was i read a good night msg when i woke up.
then i realised i haven finished reading my Fairfield case.and it's due at 850am today.
how wonderful.
n amazingly, here i m sitting down here happily done with it!
i m so happy and proud of myself!
i must do work and attend lessons!! *guilty
and i even packed my tutorials and notes and printed this week's stuff just now.all neatly done.
*smile.
now i m juz wondering if i can survive till 630pm today.prays for myself.
*prays
and it's gonna be so busy with school work next week
one presentation and report, one jap quiz, one accounting quiz.
and this on top of the 3tutorials and one report weekly.
drowning...........
prdt n pricing tut, accounting tut by this fri
golf club reading and jap hw by thurs
and still got birthdays this weekend.
yes joycelyn, you will survive!
dictated by the Queen at 6:56 AM
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
valentines' day
this day.i only celebrate TWICE in my entire lifetime.i mean a proper date out.not counting those little pressies i get from nice girlfriends in sec school and jc n uni.n not those outings after school with babes on vday either.hmm.i was laughing like siao when i read on **'s blog that he cant remember when's vday.and that's even after being reminded just earlier that day.gosh.guys.ok.yes i know that vday is commercialised.overpriced flowers, heart shapes pressies, bears and balloons, couple set meals and promotions....so what?which girl doesnt want to be pampered and be showered with gifts?!and flowers esp on vday?which girl doesnt?tell me man.ok.maybe many doesnt.hahaha so what?i want.hahahawoah.but i already got dates on that day man.so guys.forget it.i m dating 3 men. mr marketing channels, mr accounting II and mr integrated marketing communications. am i hot or HOT?!definitely HOT i tell you.from 830am all the way to 630pm man.and all 3 in the ulu ulu land of NTU.oh.and i rejected a girl's date.sorry man kaiting.hahahhahhahaahoOps.anyway, my 3 wishes for this vday:may all my girlfriends be pampered n showeredmay all my boy friends find a datemay i be happy with my 3 dates.
dictated by the Queen at 12:26 PM
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