Saturday, July 29, 2006
i shd understand
no more time should be for me.
maybe you've forgotten.
i know i m dreadful.
use the big eraser.
dictated by the Queen at 1:10 PM
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Friday, July 28, 2006
no 5 part two
went library and picked up 3 bimbotic books
her "news spread fast"
made my imagination ran fast.
hahahah
you are damn funny.
well. so.i had a total change of plan.
and.i ate the very nice chicken rice.
and to think i wasnt angry at the mess the aunty made.
gosh.
quite yucks.
now to think of it.
but well.
i guess we managed to look at the bright side!
as least didnt dirty my clothes.
then the mms.
and the call
which was disastrous.
i failed jap.
tt's why.
n feel so stupid.
gosh.
kinda affected the shopping mood.
but well.
end up you had to coax and comfort me.
then we went crazy.
girls can really shop.
and i m into dresses.
somehow k.
just like to buy.
dont like to wear.
and! luckily that pretty shoes dont have my size.
just feel guilty about buying shoes.
for the moment.
hahahha
saw this nice bag at dorothy perkins.
wah.nice,small,white, with big ribbon.
hesitated damn long.
and resisted.
oh well.
well.i finally managed to get the espirit bag!
happy!
but so sweet.
special thanks to ms tan.
gosh.
erm.totally went crazy at bugis.
ok lar.
not exactly.
bought the colour i've always wanted.
a bit pricey.
but well.
at least quality is there!
hoho.
and the service is superb lar.
so i dont mind the higher price.
really q professional.
commendable.
i just love good service.
and i am stunned u guess the colour at the 1st try.
not used to going home alone.
especially q late at night.
gosh.not good.
luckily i wasnt too paranoid.
hoho.and there's good news from ivy.hope more loot comes back.
dictated by the Queen at 11:52 PM
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no 5
see.
5 is a good number.
just like chanel's.
couldnt slp.
had a real bad dream.
or i should say bad dreamS.
1. i shitted all over my pants.
really.stink to the max.
and i was catching a plane w my parents.
as in.
i made them late.
and there was no toilet.
hate all toilet dreams.
2. there were ghosts in a toilet.
i was bathing.
then they came out of the mirror.
grabbed me and i wanted scream loudly
but no voice came out.
and to think that whole place was crowded w ppl
but no one could help
nearly died lar.
really scared.
then was stuggling n stuff
till i finally fought back and got some voice.
and someone pulled me out of that place.
and i cant even rem who.
woke up sweating. in fact didnt slp well.
and i was so scared i lost my voice.
i even tested it out.
gosh.
anyway.woohoo!
i've got a call.
so i guess the day is made good.
list of things to do today:
library
salon
mend shoes
suan
hope i can do all.hmm.doubtful.
just feel like sitting at home.
dictated by the Queen at 7:52 AM
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no 4
swimming was hot.
damn it lar.
forever no cute guys.
only old ah peks.
why do i live in an aging estate?!
and stop looking.
luckily i didnt have to go dental alone
mum rushed w me after work
and!i can proceed with my crowning
good news.yet bad.
i mean.my bones grew back
but my $$ will be cut back.
pray that all is well this monday.
hate dental.
chomp chomp was FULLfilling.
gosh.
i really looked hungry.
cos i really was.
hokkien mee was good.
stingray was boo.
but chicken wings was nice..but too much fren.
and.ask them stop selling sugar canes in such big mugs.
gosh.
no msges.
dictated by the Queen at 7:48 AM
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
no 3
erm.
it happened.
somehow everyone knows about it.
so yes.
went ktv.
attendance was q poor.but yar.
hmm.
finally went to sing.so q happy!
oh.yes yes.tired man.
and i actually walked fr amk to bishan.
dunno what we were thinking.
and heh heh.
learnt some gossips.
though backdated.
better than nothing!
origami was good.
as in clar n jh.
me n sw cmi.
esp sw.oh gosh.
hahaha
3 msges!
happy like siao.
dictated by the Queen at 11:41 PM
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
food stuff
really stuffed myself today
mushroom bread
lunch
marie biscuits
oat milk
marie biscuits
apple
papaya
oat milk
marie biscuits
durians
logan
dinner
marie biscuits
meiji yoghurt
oh gosh.i cant imagine.
how much stuff i got in my stomach.
just cant help but keep eating.
bad bad.
dictated by the Queen at 11:50 PM
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no 2
i woke up in shock.
no nightmare or what.
but it was 08:47
wah.crazy.
and i was still thinking that i want to wakey early to go swim.like reach the pool at 8am or sth.
cool.
luckily the sun was encouraging.
prayers do work!
heh
grandma chu stunt.
she wanted get grocery.
ok.
so we changed and went downstairs to the deceivingly- a- lot- of- variety- but- actually- nothing- much supermart.
ok. then grandma's legs are kinda weak.so she told me to buy while she wait at the void deck.
health is really impt.
anyway,true enough!!!
there wasnt any da hua dark soya sauce.
boooooooo
oh yar.i got a milk to recommend!!!
Marigold got this nice carton milk..
oat milk.
taste like hollicks!heh
nice.go try.wont cheat you one.
ok.
then after that i proceed to swim!!!!
actaully tanning was the main purpose.
but well.
i refuse to be those pple i hate..
those who go there just to tan and go home.
w/o stepping into the pool at all.
buay tahan.
so.after a few laps
i decided to tan!
heh. erm.so i sat there apply lotion and moisturiser and stuff
THEN!~!
there's this stupid old ah pek keep looking at me.
eh.not i bhb or what..
but i was sitting at the end of the pool. and the only person/thing in the direction he was looking at was me.
damn it lar!
lao pek pek.
disgusting lar!
if it's once or twice nvm, it's like..4 to 5 times lar..
ok. luckily i got a book with me!
hate public swimming pools lar..
sex ratio always not balanced.
dont guys/boys have sch or work or sth?!
cant retired old men play chess or do taiji...
aiyah. the thought of an all females swimming pool crossed my mind..
BUT!
then again.then there will be no cute guys to ogle at eh.
not that there are many to begin with.
but well.
heh.
finally managed to do what i've been thinking of doing during attachment.
nice. i m happy.
dictated by the Queen at 1:18 PM
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no 1
i am getting by.
i brought a total of $10 out to town.
and i withdraw $$.
weak.
i got a spending problem.
not that i have bought anything in the past week.
as in.not at all.
ok.$8.but that was well spent.
other than food.no.
disgusted by myself.
i wanted to shake my head.
but i nodded instead.
joycelyn tan!!!
haiz.
enough of shoes.
if anyone wants to get my anything,
just give me $$.
jaded.
i shall spend time doing good.
swimming, keeping fit, vacuuming floor, washing dishes, learning how to cook, folding clothes, jog, get a nice tan, reading.
now i know.
been to the bank.
and finally did my debit card.
totally retard.
haiz.
i want more deposits.
i'll prob forget all this once i wake up tmr.
and that's bad.
dictated by the Queen at 12:07 AM
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
this saturday
it's a feel good saturday.
i woke up a little too early.
like..7+am.
almost ridiculous.
had diarrhoea.
but i am so used to it.
gosh.
anyway.
just when you think that things are bad..
heh.
anyway, couldnt eat anything too early in the morning
flipped thru the papers and found the saturday special report "when love hurts"
and no.it's not some breaking up and sobbing stuff.
abuse.
family abuse.all sorts.
kinda saddening.
oh wait.
ok.let's go to the happier stuff
i actually managed to finish reading a book.
ok.it's those pink covers with cartoon illustrations type.
"the secret dreamworld of a shopaholic"
well.
could totally understand the story.
and it's not all rubbish k.
anyway, the story ended very well.
makes me feel like today is a good day.
and the sun is shinning all bright and cheery.
and.i am going swimming again.
the second time this week.
i m so gonna be chocolatey.
woohoo!
just when i am starting to love being home..
need to move into hall soon..
but well.
at least i will have someone in the room with me!!
it's gonna be pooh vs mickey SOON.
dictated by the Queen at 9:24 AM
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Wednesday, July 19, 2006
happiness
sometimes.
some people are more selfish than others.
it's amazing what they said.
totally stunned.
and no.
make-up does not make someone looks thinner.
glad you like our effort.
take care friend.
wishpers: "**** you *******" !!
dictated by the Queen at 10:38 PM
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under the pink umbrella
wild thing
surprise package
leaves and mud
happy.
dictated by the Queen at 5:45 PM
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Friday, July 14, 2006
10x5x8.5hrs.
suddenly sitting here all alone makes me think things.
so many thoughts are running through my mind.
oh my god.
headache.
and tummy ache everyday during week.
lack of sleep but i dont care.
i always think sleeping is a waste of time.
that's why i go out so
often too.
being an only child is bad.
in the sense that i m less family oriented.
terrible.
haven really been home for dinner this week.
and prob no more chance to.
as in for this week.
i want to spend my next week doing things i really want to do.
which means
no more waking up too early (6+am)
no more falling aslp on the train w my wide gaping open.widely.
no more lugging of laptop around
no more wearing of heels everyday
no more changing pass
no more eating at canteen one
no more waitin for 5.55pm everyday
no more using of photocopying machine
no more shredding papers
no more messy cubicle
no more online shopping sprees
no more calling hp to get into office
no more clean like shit toilet (ironic)
no more shawl
no more transit
no more student meals
no more 858
no more rushing down long escalators
no more eating merci
no more gossips
no more lying on shoulders
no more using of floppy disks
no more using emails
no more cleaning aunties
no more free perfume sprays
no more shopping
no more money changers
no more cold storage
no more.
finally i am going to walk out here.
finally i did.
10x5x8.5hrs.
dictated by the Queen at 4:03 PM
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the last day of work
it's really shoom shoom.
and it's gonna be over today.
i woke up late
my new shoes broke
and i almost missed my stop
bad day.
but.at least it's all good.
at least all good when it's all gonna end.
and i was thinking what an irony too.
work is just difficult for me to cope.
anyway,the past few days had been good.
erm.well.
was superman
ate pizza hut's drumlets
went 3 places to get 4 person's food
surprised by the black box
ate at home
got a kiss
watched emily rose, birth, deuce bigalow
went to immerse in an urban place
saw two pairs of slippers i like at m)phosis
ate 2 times at sakae
once at brek
spending too much $ on food and not clothes.
well.
work. tmr gonna be work again.
date me date me!
but go where?
dictated by the Queen at 10:46 AM
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Monday, July 10, 2006
red and whte
to whom it may concern,
i want to go
stars & moon
red and white
thank you for your kind attention.
dictated by the Queen at 12:08 PM
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
a lazy day
it was really a lazy sunday.
suppose to go swim
never go
suppose to go watch match
never go
suppose to do online research
never do
wah.whole day just slack.
love to be woken up by fellow babe.
poor thing.
keep knocking and knocking but no one open door.
wanted breakfast
became brunch.
wanted watch pirates
became dozed off.
and the disc was screwed.
wanted some smart people to think
became give so many hints.
and the boy was toot.
boxes.
i love boxes.
box you, shoe box, mail box.
and once again.i am bad at drinking games.
0,5,10,20.
stupid hands n brain cant coordinate!
but well.i think at least got improvement!!!
praise me praise me!
at least i get to pinch too!!!!!
dinner was simple affair.
yet such a feast.
gosh. really a lot. crazy.
but really catered for me.
thanks. the fish was fabulous. really.
i auto feed myself fish, so must be damn good one.
a different side of a person.
not yourself at all.
hahahaha
and questions were answered.
left or right was decided.
dont anyhow throw cards around.
thank you.
i will just ignore.
cramps.
dictated by the Queen at 11:38 PM
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
two tails / tales
we are kids, major in white and pink!oh gosh.
it was really cool.
love the colouring of the letters.
hope u loved it as much as we loved colouring it!
looking at the process of the whole deco,
really feel touched, even though it's not my birthday
and everyone really put in effort to dressed up and colour and enjoy
and oh gosh.
hmm.love ur hair, ur dressing, ur tiara, ur cake, ur deco, ur house!
gigantic.nice.fun.really.
and glad that your family was there too
nice sisters you've got there!
totally!
hope all the photos turn out good, turn out cute and funny n kiddish.
and.
well.all the girls threw away their xing xiang to tie two tails.
worth it lar.love it!
and the guarantee is for real k?
and glad you liked it! gandong to see you!
and i under. take good care of yourself.
germany vs portugali wanted portugal k. how come germany keep going in?
i dozed off and woke up to watch k. 1st match that i watch at late night.
or should i say early morning.
oh gosh.
total screwed up.
how can?!
where's the striker?!
but i love the blue man!the goalkeeper!you're good.
it was not happening lar. where got happening. suan.not happening lar.
and i keep sleeping. and sleeping.
just not the night owl.
i am the early bird!
wedgeswedges come in shoes and cakes.
i m weak once again.
my top two weakness!!
and i tell you all!
please go and buy cakes from secret receipe!!
they are good.
and i tell you all!
please go and buy shoes from vincci!!!!
they are good.
royal chocolate is the best. i mean. we tried 6pcs. oh gosh.
a wonderful saturday for a wonderful me.
dictated by the Queen at 11:24 PM
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Friday, July 07, 2006
the teacher
the only teacher who managed to call my name after 4 years.
touched.
really.
and it was great that we were all able to be there.
everyone kinda look the same, hardly any different..
but we now lead different lives..
do different things.
and all are more mature..
no longer are those little kids in class making noises and worried about o levels.
though i felt he was trying hard to make conversation with us..
seeing him lidat was kinda painful for me
you used to be happily joking with us
walking around in class
now,
at least our presence did helped cheer u up a little
really happy.
hope i can go back to teach.i want.
it's my childhood dream to be a teacher.
dictated by the Queen at 11:56 PM
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
pain (s)
the pain in the head.
1st time i slpt thru' lunch man.oh gosh.tired.
really headache to the max.
and they say that pain comes in two.
my stomach pain.
and here come a string of my toilet woes..
when the toilets are too taken care of..it's just not too nice.
like..when the auntie smiles to you..
i mean.i cant shit.
i mean how can i shit when i know it will stink up the toilet after i shit.
argh.
but well..only 1.5 weeks more!!
no more toilet woes.
and i have a serious problem.
cos i shitted a record high of 5 times.
yest and today.
help!!
and i thot i nearly fainted at work today.
cos really spinning.
ho.i so wanna watch world cup.
italy will win.
go go go ho
dictated by the Queen at 9:59 PM
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Monday, July 03, 2006
one big round
the only thing that i m glad now is my PA.
that it is ending!hahhaha
soon.pls everyone.pls rejoice for me.
on the 14th july.
painful eyes.
at least i did what i did.
but.carrying a bear was stupid lar.
even got some stupid woman who smiled at me.
then i realised i was carrying a bear.
match was lousy.
but at least i was kinda excited.
i keep shouting kick it in.
buay tahan myself.
noise pollution.
no good luck.
ikea.lousy.
i got pipi!!one for you one for me!!
though smaller than frog.but still.
heh heh.
a lighter me.
dictated by the Queen at 12:45 AM
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