Saturday, October 28, 2006
games day
really a fun filled day.
i played:
showdown
reversi
7 hand poker.
total played ard 10 games.
and i won all.
just my lucky day.
then went over
and i became a lucky charm.
hahaha
i insist it's me
and not by chance.
crazy.hyper.
just want to laugh like this day.
dictated by the Queen at 2:20 AM
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Friday, October 27, 2006
drowning non stop
these days.
i cant stop drowning in my sleep.
oh gosh.
it's really terrible.
with an intent to sleep only 1.5 hrs.
i drowned....
to 3-4hours.
totally.
sleep doesnt even compensate my waking hours.
feel so drained still.
oh.and yes.i was just attempting to study
and was lying on the bed.
and yes.
so to block out the lights, i cover my eyes with my lect notes.
and this keep repeating.
and amazingly.
WAH.
i managed to remember every slide i read.
in the exact order.
gosh.
well.
as we all learn in sceondary school.
the wonders of diffussion.
heh.
joycelyn tan.stop daydreaming.
i cant help it.
gosh.
dictated by the Queen at 1:48 AM
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
the secret admirer
aiyoh.
can just die.
i open then its just lying on the door.
i was like.shit.
how come clara got secret admirer!!
i dont have!
argh.
and to top it up, its my favourite sweet.
argh.
and stupidly i got cheated by stupid boy.
ok.
and now i get to brush my teeth too!!
and dunno what shampoo i use right.
ha
dictated by the Queen at 6:24 PM
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
viiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
vo.
went vivo city.
again.
this time with fleshimp power money respect.
this time wore better shoes.
and covered almost every part in vivo.
outdoors and indoors.
as again.it was a bad day to go.
factor of novelty = loads of people
public holiday = worse.loads loads of people
no congestion inside the mall
BUT!
the mrt is HORRENDOUS.
queues for restaurant is RIDUCULOUS.
and the BIGGEST GV has the LONGEST queue too.
not that i watched any movie.
and the thousands of SKUs at toysRus.
WAH.
love it.
and i hate it..
taboo and pictionary are $49.90 each.
but i got PINK!
and.i love the outdoors.
the seemingly man-made beach
no lifeguard on duty
and lots of kids splashing around!!!
oh.and to clara who said IMM was the biggest mall cos
IMM got a GIANT (as in the hypermart)
now now.
VIVO must be the biggest!!
COS.it has the biggest GIANT.
in anycase, VIVO IS the largest.
and no more receivables.
damn.
cleared your debt.
and i am two pairs of shoes richer.
not i buy one.
cos someone spoiled my slippers.
compensation.
thanks anyway.
and then there's the sterotype
.no. not all girls carry tissue paper.
and no. not all girls dont like egg yolk.
oh gosh.
and excitingly.
there's blue.so there were the reading maps
getting lost
the walk thru, drive past, sat down.
and i must learn how to read map better.
on a happy note:
congrats. really happy for you.
on a more serious note:
i wish you a speedy recovery.
dictated by the Queen at 11:38 PM
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Friday, October 20, 2006
ah peks
today had two opportunities to "interact" with ah peks
1. ah peks are childish toowell.was sitting beside two in the canteen.so yes i was evesdropping
as sterotyped..
they are lim-ing kopi and milo
so here goes..
AP1 (ah pek) : eh.have you watch the...
me thinking: wah,what show what show??
AP1: ..the 万寿如江。
me thinking: oh sian. what?!
AP1: goes on to talk about show etc..
then they started to bet on which year did the earthquake occur blah blah
AP1: i bet with you its 1995 or 1996
AP2: no no..i think its 1990 or maybe 1991
AP1: no no..i am very sure its 1996
AP2: its earlier.i am sure
AP1: ok.i bet with you its not. i'll go check tonight
AP2: ok.i bet its before 1996
AP1: eh eh..cannot cannot.lidat u got so many years
AP2: no what.means before 1995
...continue to argue about number of years etc..
AP1: eh.okok..then lidat i take 1996 or 1997
AP2: okok..i am v sure.
AP1: i cfm win.i go home check tonight.tell you tmr.
me: oh gosh. i nearly LOL.
sounds like two primary sch boys.
boys will always be boys.see.
2. i love the bus uncle
i always enjoy good service
he was very good
made me fall in love with him
oh gosh.
waiting twice for girls to run to the bus
without driving off like some other idiotic uncles
and!!
he directed traffic in the bus
like letting people alight
before asking those to board
so sweet.
and efficient
and!
he went toilet break at hall 6
then i was like..hmm
where did he go man..
then when i saw him again
he was running back lo.....
RUN leh
not even walk fast
super nice lar
like dont want to waste our time
so sweet.
and everytime
there's a bus on the other side of the road
he will acknowledge by rasiing his hand
so sweet lar...
to those bus 179 drivers too
BUT.
only one responded.
so shit.
anyway
so i love him!!!
and when i dropped off and wanted to cross the road
i stood in front of the bus
while waiting for a chance to cross road
and!!
he didnt even "beep-ed" me.
oh....
so sweet.
and i shall stop slping so much.
ruth tan.
you better dont slp so much too.
dictated by the Queen at 7:03 PM
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
retail class
oh.
i just wanted to remind myself.
the plastic bag and the wallet
paddle pop!
anyway,
retail class.
case study: toysRus
something funny...
you know how parents in sg always wanna buy educational toys for their kids
how toys cant be just toys
to play just for fun
why does everything has to be educational
true.
and even more funny...
tutor said if he dated the mum,
should he like buy a $50k encyclopedia with gold covering
instead of a $50k diamond ring?
dont know if u find it funny
BUT
i totally LOL inside me.
oh gosh.
boys.dont give me encyclopedia!
talking about that.
i want a ring.
those nice a bit bling ones.
*hint.
hahahaha
my best friend knows me best.
suan!!
i want a ring!!!
dictated by the Queen at 3:11 PM
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Monday, October 16, 2006
when there is love
hmmm.
kinda reminded me of a hymn..
when there's love there's God,
and when there's God there's love.
born of God's love we must love him..
cant rem the lyrics.
hmm.this song just came to my mind.
anyway.
i want to go bkk.
the tickets.
cost $$.
quite a bit.
and the shopping.
shall save.
got 5 weeks to save up!
so friends..
no expensive food and entertainment.
was just sitting here
reading all the blogs
the usual ones that i'll read
some dont really update anymore.
there sure is some happy stuff up there
but here are some things which people are unhappy about..
1. studies
2. love
stressed about school work
lagging behind in modules
in tutorials and lectures
lab work etc
one semester flew past.
here are the exams again.
how fast.
really very fast.
pls 加油.
while there are those who are super duper advance
yet equally worried.
i have to start studying soon.
one more month exactly.
luckily i have lesser modules
but gotta study alone.
and no games
no shows to watch
no dabao food to eat
should i just stay in school during weekends?
the topic of love.
there's those who are very much in love
with the flowers
the presents
the surprises
the sweetness
yet. there's those who are struggling
who are in dilema
who cant let go
and feel as if their other half dont miss them anymore.
for me,
i am happy.
and i felt the sweetness just last night.
people should learn to learn from their past.
only then,
can they improve their present.
stocked up:
potato chips
hello pandas
chipsmore
kaya buns
marigold choco milk
green tea
watermelon
fancy gems
haw balls
milky bar
when there's love there's food.
i know how cream puffs made me feel loved.
pass it on.
dictated by the Queen at 12:00 PM
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i wish upon a star
i wish...
to relax and do nothing
look at the sea
listen to the waves
dine by the beach
soak myself in the water for long
play in a jacuzzi
be done watching the first season of prison break
sleep on a cozy bed
sit on a retarded tram
eat hoties at 7-eleven
see cute cupcakes
eat japanese buffet
draw on fine beach sand
take lots of pictures
eat calibee hot n spicy
dictated by the Queen at 12:20 AM
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
lala land
too many dreams these days
not exactly nightmares.
just bad ones.
dreamt about my teeth dropping out.
and i meant all.
and it felt so real that i could feel my front row of teeth completely gone
and they drop out easily
shake and drop
without blood or whatsoever
nearly scare myself when i woke up
scared that it was all real.
teeth dropping is always recurring in my dreams.
help me to 解梦。
had another about my mum scolding me and being suspicious of me
for what reason i cant rem.
almost paranoid.
oh gosh.
help help.
kinda cant differentiate between reality and fantasy.
woke up all disoriented.
dictated by the Queen at 9:41 AM
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
learning points
learn from her words
never agree with her point of view more.
thought it didnt make sense.
now i am beginning to see it all.
still on my saving mode.
out out and out.
never a last minute person.
all done.
almost.
something wrong with my left footie
why cant the stairs in hall turn into escalator
i got no replies.
all i want to be is to be busy.
especially now.
it's a wonder how recurring things can be.
dislike repetitions
more of variety seeking.
if only distances were longer.
good night.
till now he hasnt noticed.
how wonderful.
dictated by the Queen at 2:05 AM
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