Saturday, March 31, 2007
face
just as i thought everything was good.
and beginning to feel bad that
yes perhaps i am kinda treating you as a "slave"
then u had to raise the issue again.
yes.i've already know that.
and you already know that i know that.
but you still need to tell me right?
and this time by citing an example of someone who agrees with you too
thanksi have been taking care of it k.
just that with the work and projects and stuff.
rest is already a luxury
i am totally lack of sleep
yar.imagine someone looking at your face intently
and all that person sees are pimples and moles.
so, issit u cant comment?
does that matter?
you've already said it so many times.
what's once more?
enough.
dictated by the Queen at 11:32 PM
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Friday, March 30, 2007
the conversation about kids
i was laughing so loudly and happily
grandma (who was in the bedroom) asked me what i was laughing about.
hahahaha
she: what you laughing at? laugh till so happy...
me: some kids show. damn cute!
she: you like kids?
me: yes!
she: then next time your kids will be fortunate.
me: no need next time. tmr lo. tmr i'll have kids. *laughs.
she burst out laughing too.
she: so which guy you gonna be married to? got so many.
me: -_-"
she: then she goes on to ask if bf is smart etc. studying or not. good in studies not..
yar.end of story.not much of a climax.
i am not a narrative person.
but that really made me -_-".
dictated by the Queen at 1:00 PM
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
this is the last one!
http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/photos/photo/32/1cos i hate to post photos on blogspot.
anyway, i am damn happy.
dictated by the Queen at 11:15 PM
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
it's coming up
i am writing a thousand and one thing for the birthday.
and not done yet.
soon
soon.
dictated by the Queen at 10:51 PM
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
desperados
three girls:
one desperate to earn money
one desperate to save money
one desperate to spend money
this is so cute.
dictated by the Queen at 11:42 PM
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Sunday, March 25, 2007
they made me wonder
they told me not to work so much.
if both these people ask me not to,
i must really be quite overworked right.
should i cancel some days?
and i love tuition more and more.
dictated by the Queen at 11:09 PM
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
the colour day
i woke up quite on time.
but headache as usual.
and dint go class
again.so..was trying to do GMS the whole day.
not that i did very a fantastic job.
but i tried.
ok.so therefore it begins:
suddenly remembered that she told me about the theme creator.
kinda excited to try it out.
and so there was the searching online for the software.
fast.
DIDNT know it'll be so tough.
CHEATED.
but very fun.
love anything to do with designing.
and of cos.personalisation of handphone visually should go beyond mere wallpaper
always wanted to create my own theme.
and to think its actually possible.
so happy!
and so the tedious (but fun) work of re-sizing, designing and sending
for like...an hour?
not sure.
but overall quite happy with what i've got now.
and so next, i attacked the MSN and changed the skin
then the WMP, changed the colour, chose a skin view
then Win XP, changed all the task bar etc to olive green.
ok.sounds disgusting.but not that bad.
afterall, not much choice. only silver (which i previously use), blue (which i dont fancy) and green. hence. green!
everything is more or less coloured the way i want it.
for now.
=)
and today she told me listening to music makes a lady beautiful.
damn.i dont listen much.
maybe colours make a lady beautiful too? =)
dictated by the Queen at 9:26 PM
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i am 25?
鑑定結果您的精神年齡25歲
與您實際年齡差3歲
幼稚度72％
成熟度43％
老化度31％
hmm.did a test.
but not accurate i think.
other than the 幼稚度.
dictated by the Queen at 9:04 AM
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
爱
我不知道。
it's so funny.
but i remembered what she told me.
"whenever u love someone, you gave away a portion of your heart,
the more you love, the lesser you have left."
i just feel like i havent been a fantastic girl.
but yet people treat me so good.
why do some people get attached easily,
while others are still waiting.
but everyone wants to get attached.
other than ms soo who claims otherwisethose who are in wants out,
while those who are out wants in.
it's a cycle?
it need not be.
love needs constant renewal.
love needs its fuel.
and romance is the fuel which keeps love burning.
dictated by the Queen at 9:31 AM
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Monday, March 19, 2007
settle down
and now it marks the start of non stop working studying.
in one month's time.
my exams.
and mum keep asking me not to work so much.
oh.
but i got no sponsors.
work resumes.
dictated by the Queen at 5:23 PM
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Friday, March 16, 2007
it's weird
i felt so good when he asked,
"how's your day?"
and today marks the start of R&R weekend!
and what's the first thing i thought of when i woke up?
got report to do.
by sunday.
and the sun is shining brightly and smiling at me today!! =)
she said i was happier than before.
so happy.
dictated by the Queen at 8:36 AM
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
tuition
hahahaha
i was scared to go tuition.
ok.laugh.
my first time.
i loitered at the void deck cos i was too early.
no one asked about experience.
and i was stunned with the primary 4 work.
as in.wah.
how come the science so difficult.
can just die.
they learn respiratory system, water cycle etc.
and all i remember from my primary school science is light travels in a straight line..
and..the countless food chains and food cycle.
english and math is ok.
but science.luckily my science not bad ar.
but tough to explain.
i mean they got to learn so many things.
ke lian.
but!i think i was not bad.
always wanted to be a teacher you know?
now it's fulfilled.
i am happy.
think no one can understand.
hahaha
but why so late?
gonna graduate soon.
dictated by the Queen at 8:17 PM
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the workload
oh yes.
after 7pm today will mark the start of my freedom week.
where's my freedom fries?
work, hasnt been attending school much..
but i DID my work.
and been doing some other work as well.
working is for the money.
why didnt i realise how good it is to earn your own $$?
but yes, it's crazy.and! i am excited yet nervous about later. hope i dont screw up.
and i so want to travel.
pls say yes to hk.
and i still read blogs.
some i cant help reading.
while
some have just nothing new to read.
and!special thanks to gene sindee zhixiong ruth, huiqing junhui!
will blog about this another day.*reminder
dictated by the Queen at 9:53 AM
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Monday, March 12, 2007
amazingly disgusting
it's amazing how some people can be amazing
while others remain to be amazingly disgusting.
oh pls. heard of speaking behind your back?
how about speaking just out loud "in front" of you.
like repeatedly.
thanks for all the comments.
they are all so lovely.
and speaking about judgement of people,
pls look deeper.
*pui
on another note: i m very happy and excited.counting down!
dictated by the Queen at 1:11 PM
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dearest julian
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dyPhCO3LrtQ&NRoh i love him.
amazing is really the word.
dictated by the Queen at 9:45 AM
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
i cant describe my mood
happy yet disturbed.
and definitely excited.
dictated by the Queen at 11:30 PM
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Friday, March 09, 2007
it's next saturday
i m always self-hyped up about the day.
i want cards.
and stop ending off with "stay pretty"
wish me to be prettier leh.
and wish for more brains for me.
i m not craving for shoes, perfume, watches,bags yet.
i want what i lack.
skincare n makeup.
thanks!
especially that biotherm biosource exfoliating gel.
and the nivea body good-bye cellulite gel.
and those face masks (non-whitening type)
and anything for my eyes.
and also, blusher, mascara (the more the merrier), colourful eyeliner, lip gloss!!!,
Za foundation (no.22).
how apt.i m 22 soon.
and concealer!!!
ha
BUT! i know everyone's broke.so nvm.
card is the MOST impt.
i love cards!!!
CARDs k?
and my trip to the IT show is probably not gonna happen.
i so wanna get hard disk, some cheap but good mp3, that samsung LCD $299 only tv.
but yes. we are going bangkok right?!
i so wanna save up to shop at bangkok.
you all better too.
then we can all enjoy!!
dictated by the Queen at 9:22 AM
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
good old mickey
http://youtube.com/watch?v=L0qUExJjEJ8watch this.
awwwwwwwhh....
boy should stop playing game. ha
i want to go to the beach, go on cruise, buy a bikini, go ice-skate too!
there's just this mysterious attraction.
i love mickey!
dictated by the Queen at 11:38 AM
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sleep
it's suppose to be simple.
to be natural.
then how come i cant sleep easily
and stay asleep longer?!
yes.did a proj till 3+am.
and i was joyfully awake at 8+am.
what's wrong w me?
and dreams kept coming to me.
woke up not remembering much.
and i want to do so many things:
1. sleep well
2. play mahjong w/0 $$
3. eat some nice chocolate/ black forest slice of cake
4. do a little shopping
5. get out of the house, and not just for work.
6. i want to drink.
7. go bangkok
8. get some sun
9. do yoga/pilates again!!!!!
10. read some rubbish female mags
but the things i need to do:
1. FYP
2. GMS - SJER project
3. save $$
and the needs overrides the wants.
limited time.
dictated by the Queen at 11:19 AM
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Monday, March 05, 2007
mahjong n steamboat day
A. mahjongmy inaugural mj session at my place.
me kel suan hq
and for the horrible record.
i lost.and the only one to lose.
$18.
heng, we only played chips.
cos i 咋胡 like twice?!
laugh.
how come lidat ar?!
and mum finally understood what it feels like to want to slp but disturbed by mj.
not i purposely!but i forgot.
but luckily she was ok.
and we played real slow. we played like 4hrs for one 东南西北.
laugh.
lessons learnt from this session:
1. i "love" to 咋胡
2. suan loves to act/庄
3. stupid boy like to 乘机 touch my hands when we all 洗牌!
4. huiqing is s...l...o....................w. real slow.
and thanks to boy who took time for this slow session.
B. Steamboat @ clarthere's a lot a lot of food.
horrible amount!
and the yushen also terrible!as in the amount!
everything was just too much!
steamboat we had:
button mushrooms, xiang gu, egg tofu, eggs, quail eggs, 3 kinds of vege i think, meat, scallops, squids, cutterfish (which no one, except jh, ate), chicken seaweed, "sandwich", meatball, fishball, some yong tau hoo thing which i dunno called what, crabstick, prawns and my specially requested tang hoon!!
did i miss out anything?
totally a feast. never have i ate any steamboat that got so much variety.
other than the buffet kind lar.
and thanks for treating us to it!
and i still owe u $$.
and thanks to hx n yh for the mickey crayon.
and no thanks to u two for making me gian to go hk.
and thanks to everyone for the small bits of gossip here and there.
dictated by the Queen at 11:39 PM
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the day i did things my way
1. i missed.and i went.
couldnt believe the amazing speed of mine.
happy yet was sad.
like not reciprocated.
and i loved holding her hands.
i want my own one too~!
2. i worked and felt short changed.
now i know why she works so hard.
and i hate printing.
and now even more.
3. i want to sleep
and i am going to.
am so tired i cant believe myself.
4. cant stop thinking of our May trip.
where are we going?
i want a nice place.
nice enough to reward my 18 years of schooling.
but yet, there's sth called budget.
5. grandma's bday.
she's celebrating this sunday.
she is 78 years old.
and
6. my birthday.
celebrating..dunno when.
but it's like next sat.
how fast!!
7. 12 days of work.
got the finalised schedule today.
5,8,9,10,12,14,21,23,24,26,28,30..
i am working.
march.
march forth!
pls anyone got time pls eat with me!
8. sweet to know..
that my dad bought a new walking stick for grandma.
looks more stable
and better. =)
9. right now got the urge to..
go clubbing
go shopping
play mahjong
go swimming
go waxing.
dictated by the Queen at 11:10 PM
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Friday, March 02, 2007
jOy (busy)
my gosh.
i hate to spend my recess week all busy.
to be more specific.
i hate to spend my week all busy with things i dont enjoy.
i.e. projects.
actually.i just dislike GSM.
at the start of the week i was just thinking.hmm.
good one.
can relax.
but now!!
sian.
like got 1001 things to do.
hopefully weekend is more relaxed.
and i signed up for work at the sticker booth.
and he said i m gonna complain i m tired in march
which i can so feel so.
at least its at toa payoh hub.
so what's if it's auntie-fied?
whatever.better me bumming around i guess.
and why does bangkok has to be so chaotic.
angry!
hk or bangkok!one too ex, one threw my $$ away.
but i so dont mind sunway lagoon n KL.
ok.whatever it is. i just wanna enjoy all your company!
like she said, worse come to worse, genting.
and i just got reminded twice
by two ppl that my bday is coming!
and i purposely dont work from 15-19march.
hahahha
22 i think nothing special, right?
dictated by the Queen at 9:58 AM
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