陈卓思灵

the feeling is bad

2007-06-15T23:52:00.000+08:00

i hate it.
first it's the specialisation
then the 30 points
then the second lower
then this.

again.once again.
what good happened in uni?

suddenly

2007-06-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

i miss someone.

my 15.5 kg luggage

2007-05-12T22:31:00.001+08:00

http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/journal/item/50

you think you know me..

2007-05-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/365285

take the test!

my DNA

2007-05-02T10:13:00.000+08:00

http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/journal/item/46

not abandoning my blog.
just.
decide that i want to change this skin again.
so meanwhile..
multiply!

of music, mornings and happiness(s)

2007-04-27T09:50:00.000+08:00

http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/journal/item/40

the days i din sleep well

2007-04-11T11:02:00.000+08:00

as if i dont already have bad skin.
now.i cant sleep much.
these days.
i am also not sure what's up in my mind.

perhaps it's just the exam syndrome.
and the lack of income.
and the lack of motivation to find jobs.
and the long waiting time for a letter of reply.

the playing of mahjong also can make me upset.

well.at least i read through some notes.
and the constant checking of multiply.

seeing her, i envy.
i want my own too.

the ZOO day

2007-04-10T14:22:00.000+08:00

due to the lots of photos...

http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/photos/album/39

the Queen's birthday.

2007-04-09T00:25:00.000+08:00

finally got down to it.
a memory of my 22nd birthday parts!

http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/photos/album/34
http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/photos/album/35
http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/photos/album/36
http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/photos/album/37
http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/photos/album/38

done.

help me choose these lovelies

2007-04-04T21:35:00.000+08:00

need your valuable taste and say:

http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/photos/album/33

a Fish speaking up for Fish

2007-04-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

see.
here's another reason not to eat fish.

see.
dont eat fish.
that's why i dont eat fish.
ha
not entirely, but well. i am for not eating!

http://www.nofishing.net/fishFarms1.asp
http://www.nofishing.net/fishFarms2.asp

"(Oxford) scientist also revealed (that fish) completed complex mental task which would baffle 'brighter' pets like hamsters and dogs."
- The Sun (UK), October 4, 2004

good friends

2007-04-03T09:45:00.000+08:00

special thanks to
ms tan, ms soo and mr ding.

for the sms early in the morn- thanks for caring fren. hug
for the sms from down under- was stunned by it. gandong fren.
for the offer to bring me out for movie- thanks fren. cheered me up
and for the talk, the ride and stitch.
and i saw the dress i want in mr bean. such a coincidence.

and i did a "virtual" virtual shopping.
i.e. made a list of dresses i wanna get online. but din send it out.
so pretty.

and i bought myself an Ernie.

i wanna..

2007-04-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

cut my hair.
i want to cut it away.

all my life

2007-04-01T21:39:00.000+08:00

and i lost it.

face

2007-03-31T23:32:00.000+08:00

just as i thought everything was good.
and beginning to feel bad that
yes perhaps i am kinda treating you as a "slave"

then u had to raise the issue again.
yes.i've already know that.
and you already know that i know that.
but you still need to tell me right?
and this time by citing an example of someone who agrees with you too
thanks

i have been taking care of it k.
just that with the work and projects and stuff.
rest is already a luxury
i am totally lack of sleep

yar.imagine someone looking at your face intently
and all that person sees are pimples and moles.

so, issit u cant comment?
does that matter?
you've already said it so many times.

what's once more?
enough.

the conversation about kids

2007-03-30T13:00:00.000+08:00

i was laughing so loudly and happily
grandma (who was in the bedroom) asked me what i was laughing about.
hahahaha

she: what you laughing at? laugh till so happy...
me: some kids show. damn cute!
she: you like kids?
me: yes!
she: then next time your kids will be fortunate.
me: no need next time. tmr lo. tmr i'll have kids. *laughs.
she burst out laughing too.
she: so which guy you gonna be married to? got so many.
me: -_-"
she: then she goes on to ask if bf is smart etc. studying or not. good in studies not..

yar.end of story.not much of a climax.
i am not a narrative person.
but that really made me -_-".

this is the last one!

2007-03-29T23:15:00.000+08:00

http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/photos/photo/32/1

cos i hate to post photos on blogspot.
anyway, i am damn happy.

it's coming up

2007-03-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

i am writing a thousand and one thing for the birthday.
and not done yet.
soon
soon.

desperados

2007-03-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

three girls:

one desperate to earn money
one desperate to save money
one desperate to spend money

this is so cute.

they made me wonder

2007-03-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

they told me not to work so much.
if both these people ask me not to,
i must really be quite overworked right.

should i cancel some days?

and i love tuition more and more.

the colour day

2007-03-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

i woke up quite on time.
but headache as usual.
and dint go class again.

so..was trying to do GMS the whole day.
not that i did very a fantastic job.
but i tried.

ok.so therefore it begins:

suddenly remembered that she told me about the theme creator.
kinda excited to try it out.
and so there was the searching online for the software.
fast.
DIDNT know it'll be so tough.
CHEATED.
but very fun.
love anything to do with designing.

and of cos.personalisation of handphone visually should go beyond mere wallpaper
always wanted to create my own theme.
and to think its actually possible.
so happy!

and so the tedious (but fun) work of re-sizing, designing and sending
for like...an hour?
not sure.
but overall quite happy with what i've got now.

and so next, i attacked the MSN and changed the skin
then the WMP, changed the colour, chose a skin view
then Win XP, changed all the task bar etc to olive green.
ok.sounds disgusting.but not that bad.
afterall, not much choice. only silver (which i previously use), blue (which i dont fancy) and green. hence. green!

everything is more or less coloured the way i want it.
for now.
=)

and today she told me listening to music makes a lady beautiful.
damn.i dont listen much.
maybe colours make a lady beautiful too? =)

i am 25?

2007-03-22T09:04:00.000+08:00

鑑定結果您的精神年齡25歲
與您實際年齡差3歲
幼稚度72％
成熟度43％
老化度31％

hmm.did a test.
but not accurate i think.
other than the 幼稚度.

爱

2007-03-21T09:31:00.000+08:00

我不知道。

it's so funny.
but i remembered what she told me.
"whenever u love someone, you gave away a portion of your heart,
the more you love, the lesser you have left."

i just feel like i havent been a fantastic girl.
but yet people treat me so good.

why do some people get attached easily,
while others are still waiting.
but everyone wants to get attached.
other than ms soo who claims otherwise

those who are in wants out,
while those who are out wants in.
it's a cycle?
it need not be.

love needs constant renewal.
love needs its fuel.
and romance is the fuel which keeps love burning.

settle down

2007-03-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

and now it marks the start of non stop working studying.
in one month's time.
my exams.
and mum keep asking me not to work so much.
oh.
but i got no sponsors.
work resumes.

it's weird

2007-03-16T08:36:00.000+08:00

i felt so good when he asked,
"how's your day?"

and today marks the start of R&R weekend!
and what's the first thing i thought of when i woke up?
got report to do.
by sunday.

and the sun is shining brightly and smiling at me today!! =)

she said i was happier than before.
so happy.

tuition

2007-03-15T20:17:00.000+08:00

hahahaha
i was scared to go tuition.
ok.laugh.
my first time.
i loitered at the void deck cos i was too early.

no one asked about experience.
and i was stunned with the primary 4 work.
as in.wah.
how come the science so difficult.
can just die.
they learn respiratory system, water cycle etc.
and all i remember from my primary school science is light travels in a straight line..
and..the countless food chains and food cycle.

english and math is ok.
but science.luckily my science not bad ar.
but tough to explain.
i mean they got to learn so many things.
ke lian.

but!i think i was not bad.
always wanted to be a teacher you know?
now it's fulfilled.
i am happy.
think no one can understand.
hahaha

but why so late?
gonna graduate soon.

the workload

2007-03-15T09:53:00.000+08:00

oh yes.
after 7pm today will mark the start of my freedom week.
where's my freedom fries?

work, hasnt been attending school much..
but i DID my work.
and been doing some other work as well.

working is for the money.
why didnt i realise how good it is to earn your own $$?

but yes, it's crazy.and! i am excited yet nervous about later. hope i dont screw up.

and i so want to travel.
pls say yes to hk.

and i still read blogs.
some i cant help reading.
while some have just nothing new to read.

and!special thanks to gene sindee zhixiong ruth, huiqing junhui!
will blog about this another day.*reminder

amazingly disgusting

2007-03-12T13:11:00.000+08:00

it's amazing how some people can be amazing
while others remain to be amazingly disgusting.

oh pls. heard of speaking behind your back?
how about speaking just out loud "in front" of you.

like repeatedly.
thanks for all the comments.
they are all so lovely.

and speaking about judgement of people,
pls look deeper.

*pui

on another note: i m very happy and excited.counting down!

dearest julian

2007-03-12T09:45:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dyPhCO3LrtQ&NR

oh i love him.
amazing is really the word.

i cant describe my mood

2007-03-11T23:30:00.000+08:00

happy yet disturbed.
and definitely excited.

it's next saturday

2007-03-09T09:22:00.000+08:00

i m always self-hyped up about the day.

i want cards.
and stop ending off with "stay pretty"
wish me to be prettier leh.
and wish for more brains for me.

i m not craving for shoes, perfume, watches,bags yet.
i want what i lack.
skincare n makeup.
thanks!
especially that biotherm biosource exfoliating gel.
and the nivea body good-bye cellulite gel.
and those face masks (non-whitening type)
and anything for my eyes.
and also, blusher, mascara (the more the merrier), colourful eyeliner, lip gloss!!!,
Za foundation (no.22).
how apt.i m 22 soon.
and concealer!!!
ha

BUT! i know everyone's broke.so nvm.
card is the MOST impt.
i love cards!!!
CARDs k?

and my trip to the IT show is probably not gonna happen.
i so wanna get hard disk, some cheap but good mp3, that samsung LCD $299 only tv.
but yes. we are going bangkok right?!
i so wanna save up to shop at bangkok.
you all better too.
then we can all enjoy!!

good old mickey

2007-03-07T11:38:00.000+08:00

http://youtube.com/watch?v=L0qUExJjEJ8

watch this.
awwwwwwwhh....
boy should stop playing game. ha
i want to go to the beach, go on cruise, buy a bikini, go ice-skate too!

there's just this mysterious attraction.
i love mickey!

sleep

2007-03-07T11:19:00.000+08:00

it's suppose to be simple.
to be natural.
then how come i cant sleep easily
and stay asleep longer?!

yes.did a proj till 3+am.
and i was joyfully awake at 8+am.
what's wrong w me?

and dreams kept coming to me.
woke up not remembering much.

and i want to do so many things:
1. sleep well
2. play mahjong w/0 $$
3. eat some nice chocolate/ black forest slice of cake
4. do a little shopping
5. get out of the house, and not just for work.
6. i want to drink.
7. go bangkok
8. get some sun
9. do yoga/pilates again!!!!!
10. read some rubbish female mags

but the things i need to do:
1. FYP
2. GMS - SJER project
3. save $$

and the needs overrides the wants.
limited time.

mahjong n steamboat day

2007-03-05T23:39:00.001+08:00

A. mahjong
my inaugural mj session at my place.
me kel suan hq
and for the horrible record.
i lost.and the only one to lose.
$18.
heng, we only played chips.
cos i 咋胡 like twice?!
laugh.

how come lidat ar?!

and mum finally understood what it feels like to want to slp but disturbed by mj.
not i purposely!but i forgot.
but luckily she was ok.

and we played real slow. we played like 4hrs for one 东南西北.
laugh.

lessons learnt from this session:
1. i "love" to 咋胡
2. suan loves to act/庄
3. stupid boy like to 乘机 touch my hands when we all 洗牌!
4. huiqing is s...l...o....................w. real slow.

and thanks to boy who took time for this slow session.

B. Steamboat @ clar
there's a lot a lot of food.
horrible amount!
and the yushen also terrible!as in the amount!
everything was just too much!

steamboat we had:
button mushrooms, xiang gu, egg tofu, eggs, quail eggs, 3 kinds of vege i think, meat, scallops, squids, cutterfish (which no one, except jh, ate), chicken seaweed, "sandwich", meatball, fishball, some yong tau hoo thing which i dunno called what, crabstick, prawns and my specially requested tang hoon!!
did i miss out anything?

totally a feast. never have i ate any steamboat that got so much variety.
other than the buffet kind lar.

and thanks for treating us to it!
and i still owe u $$.

and thanks to hx n yh for the mickey crayon.
and no thanks to u two for making me gian to go hk.

and thanks to everyone for the small bits of gossip here and there.

the day i did things my way

2007-03-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

1. i missed.and i went.
couldnt believe the amazing speed of mine.
happy yet was sad.
like not reciprocated.
and i loved holding her hands.
i want my own one too~!

2. i worked and felt short changed.
now i know why she works so hard.
and i hate printing.
and now even more.

3. i want to sleep
and i am going to.
am so tired i cant believe myself.

4. cant stop thinking of our May trip.
where are we going?
i want a nice place.
nice enough to reward my 18 years of schooling.
but yet, there's sth called budget.

5. grandma's bday.
she's celebrating this sunday.
she is 78 years old.

and

6. my birthday.
celebrating..dunno when.
but it's like next sat.
how fast!!

7. 12 days of work.
got the finalised schedule today.
5,8,9,10,12,14,21,23,24,26,28,30..
i am working.
march.
march forth!
pls anyone got time pls eat with me!

8. sweet to know..
that my dad bought a new walking stick for grandma.
looks more stable
and better. =)

9. right now got the urge to..
go clubbing
go shopping
play mahjong
go swimming
go waxing.

jOy (busy)

2007-03-02T09:58:00.000+08:00

my gosh.
i hate to spend my recess week all busy.
to be more specific.
i hate to spend my week all busy with things i dont enjoy.
i.e. projects.
actually.i just dislike GSM.

at the start of the week i was just thinking.hmm.
good one.
can relax.
but now!!
sian.

like got 1001 things to do.
hopefully weekend is more relaxed.
and i signed up for work at the sticker booth.
and he said i m gonna complain i m tired in march
which i can so feel so.
at least its at toa payoh hub.
so what's if it's auntie-fied?
whatever.better me bumming around i guess.

and why does bangkok has to be so chaotic.
angry!
hk or bangkok!one too ex, one threw my $$ away.
but i so dont mind sunway lagoon n KL.
ok.whatever it is. i just wanna enjoy all your company!
like she said, worse come to worse, genting.

and i just got reminded twice
by two ppl that my bday is coming!
and i purposely dont work from 15-19march.
hahahha
22 i think nothing special, right?

财源广进 (guang like not correct)

2007-02-27T11:12:00.000+08:00

ha ha!
the time of the year where there is extra income!
ok.
i know i've been a $$-faced girl.
but i m tight now.
so i need that cash in my bank.
must 省省省!

and why dont dbs accept $2 for machine deposit.
ok.i know small notes are just not as worth it for the bank.
ok.

and because of the seemingly lots of $$ (i.e. actually not alot)
i ended up taking cab for like.. 4 times in 4 days. i think.
each time >$12.
and i hate the peak period + cbd charge.
it's 3 dollars!!!means $5.40 when we step into cab.
i shall stay away from cab.
never believed in wasting $$ on cab.
dunno what happened to me.

now desperately trying to save some shopping $$ too.

tired.always waking up with a headache.
until yest! when i napped again.
thanks to the boy who was so patient with me.
because now i finally see things better.
few people other than family will be patient to me.
too hot tempered!

and seeing grandma's memory get from bad to worse.
i fear.
i lost my temper at her.
cos. she actually asked me about the amt of $$ i changed w her..
like 5 times in less than 10 minutes.
and she kept counting them.
as if i will cheat her.
next she went into the room and placed all the 2dollars notes.
and came out.sat down.
and asked me what happened to those $$ i changed with her.
kinda accusing me of not giving her.
it's so scary.
pls let me be patient.
i want to be.

therefore.the sudden enthu-ness again to play mj.
i actually re-learnt the basics.
cos i totally forgot everything.
i dunwan to be senile.
scared.
and so i took down notes for the many many mj rules.
the how many 台s, what is 碰碰, 平胡,花,大牌,一色,半色, 单吊 etc.
(dunno if that's the correct words)
and had a hard time remembering the 台s.
and still cant recall fully now.

now i see some good in my mum playing mj.

the time of the year-CNY07

2007-02-22T12:18:00.000+08:00

here here!
http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/photos/album/29

joy tales: men from mars, women fron venus, couples from Earth

2007-02-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

how apt.
i saw the Guess Who.
i love cards.
postcards handmade hallmark metoyou

she who got a psp
she who got an expensive dinner
she who got a pre-dinner

to all the girls who expect too much out of that day,
cheers!we're all greedy pigs.

something tangible to keep.
too much to ask for?
just some words out from the heart to keep.
even that was too demanding i guess.

reading for today:
why men and women leave each other

"A man's biological urge is to provide for a woman and her appreciation of his efforts comfirms his success. If she is happy, he feels fulfilled. If she is not happy he feels that he is a failure because he believes he cant provide enough. Men constantly say to their friends, 'I can never make her happy,' and this can be sufficient motivation for a man to leave a relationship for another woman who seems happy with what he can provide.

A woman leaves a man not because she is unhappy with what he can provide, but because she is emotionally unfulfilled.

She wants love, ROMANCE and conversation. He needs to be told by a woman that he is successful at what he does and what he can provide is fine. But a man needs to be ROMANTIC and most of all, listen when a woman talks, without offering solutions. "

joy says: it's a wonder why with the many differences between men and women, most women are still not lesbains.
i love vday and i celebrate vday. i love it cos its so commercialised. shower me with flowers. just draw me some if u're broke. drown me in the sweetness of lovey dovey words.
and pat me to sleep.

ok.now the piscesian is awake. back to reality. =) i am still happy.

uVwxyz.

2007-02-15T15:22:00.000+08:00

today is the aftermath.
the W day.
apparently W day is wonderful day.
and V was very not q fantastic day.

but at least.
at the end, it was quite not bad.
different definition.
just too bad.
i was so super attitude.

cant wait for new year.
and here i come back to a pek chek mum
cos she cant get her bak kua.
and there's the naggy grandma to add to mum's pek chek-ness.
and in turn there's the pek chek dad
who's out there sourcing for bak kua.

what a great time to come back.
so i guess u better appreciate that piece of bak kua
that u can eat at my house
IF there's any.

nah

2007-02-14T11:21:00.000+08:00

i changed my mind.decide not to blog yet.
tonight.
tonight.

many many things

2007-02-08T09:02:00.000+08:00

1. scary things

(a)there was this huge roach in my room yest.
first spotted on my white towel. thanks lo.
then.
i realised it's really HUGE!as in HUGE.
like..size of index finger?
worst of all.
it is pregnant.
means...
it can fly.
i never thought roaches are scary
and nv thought they can be so HUGE.
and seldom encounter flying ones.
so i screamed.
twice.
luckily it made its own escape.
anyday i would rather have roach then lizzy.
and the lizzy is still in my room.
and it's not dirty lo!!!

(b) he said he will leave me to be fed by the dogs
and to let roaches feed on me.
right.
why do i have such a fear of animals.

2. money matters

(a) its only thurs
and all i have is $20 left from my weekly allowance.
4days left to go. shit.
and got bday dinner on sunday.
how to go?!
i wanna live within my means

(b) planning to go on shopping tripS
no $$.but i am saving up.am really.
and my pay for last month came!
boss was so damn funny
ask me can go withdraw $$ to use le.
all i can think was.. money can be saved up what.

(c) grocery shoppping
thanks to sponsorship.
for shower foam, choco lexus and haw flakes.
i love chocolate lexus!!

(d) camera
to live within my means.
so i shall do without my own for now.
save up!

3. girls matter!

(a) i love going out with girls,
although it means only to JP
and need take the bus at peak hours
it's nice!
to gossip.
and to hear comments about everyone!
so i am ABA. attractive but attitude.
can i just ignore the latter?

4. CNY

(a) eating out every day for dinner.
for 5 consecutive days.
the entire extended family.
ha ha
and got gene's bday on sixth day
and 7th day got visiting to do!
i m money faced.

5. school work

(a) GSM
no idea what it's talking about man.
shit.

(b) Svc mkting
hahhaha at least meihui quite funny!

(c) fyp
die le die le.......

6. Lust2Must

cleared all those that i am suppose to design the photos.
yeah!!
a total of...
2+7+14 items!
and my 4 diy pieces.
pls go and see!!
can rest my mind on that.so happy.
and most impt!
my photoshop got improve i think.
at least i am doing sth i like.
always thought that i was more creative when i was younger.

do you understand? a whole afternoon of designing is satisfying.

7. me against myself
why does the mind keep thinking?

a simple life

2007-02-05T11:24:00.000+08:00

how much i love heart shaped marshmallows.
and grapes marshmallows.
pick n mix.

sour.eeeeee

because i am a water sign.
live simply?or live simple?

i so want to revamp my wardrobe.
consultants needed.

but i am suppose to save $.
i TRY.

oh.so contradictory.
my mind is in a swirl.
lack of slp.

and menses nearly killed me yest.
really dying type.
no joke.
pink pill reigns.
thank god for science.
irony. science and religion.

was reading times. gosh. so many interesting topics
make me want to write like them.
science vs religion
how the brain works
etc.
i lack intellectual readings recently.
shall buck up!

just a simple life
reading newspaper
magazines (those junk & those serious ones)
talking about which, i so wanna buy women magazines.
haven been reading any or buying any for at least 8mths.or a year.
to all gals: donate those you're done w reading k?
even past issues!!pls!!
and thanks to fish for free mags.
packing room
going school
photoshop-ping
singing to myself
satisfying my cravings
washing clothes n bedsheets
sleeping in aircon
paying hall fees.

not so simple after all.
ha.
i am having monday reds.

chinatown

2007-02-01T10:00:00.000+08:00

i went there intending to buy ribbons

and i ended up finding the two shops
and lots of stuff that i can use to make things!
happy.
but had to resist many!
only spent $3.20
how amazing.

and a detour back left me with little $.
i love the designs
and totally have in mind what to go with them.
and bargained my way.
3bags total = $25
gosh.
it's a steal lar!!
i feel i am so over shoes, and into bags.
maybe into both?ha

and am TRYING not to buy new year clothes.
unless really pretty.
so far i have...
red & white,green,purple,brown,black dresses.
green,beige,white tops.
and the 3bags.yeah!!!

and i wanna wanna wanna go bangkok and hongkong.

just another disagreement?

2007-01-29T01:27:00.000+08:00

it's just a bad option to speak to him about my so-called future.

because i've given it lots of thoughts.
and these are the things you cant afford to do after u work permanently,
start a family,
give birth..
or just simply get older.

because i dint get to hear that u feel i made any sense at all
only those constant reminders that i got to find a "proper job"
so what constitutes a "proper job"?
sth which made you work within a confine area,
nothing which will exactly excite my mind most of the time?
nothing to do with children, with designing, with fashion or travelling?

gosh.
i cant imagine.
well actually i can.
but i thought that maybe i can do something about it.
maybe.

i dint play sports
cant dance
din dare take up a course that i really love
and for once,
want to do sth i love before its too late..
and all i get is this.

cos i am not someone who is able to "dont mind everything"
i have expectations of myself
of people around me.
just dont call it nua-ing my time away.
i just want to be selfish and happy when i can.
you made it sound like that's less impt than what u can tell ur mum.

i know how terrible a girl i am.
and even a worse girlfriend.
but just dont let me feel stupid pls.

u're the first i told my options to,
and this happened.
i wldnt dare tell u any related next time.
dont you see it?

fatness is relative.
smartness is relative too.
so is hardworking-ness.
and height.

i hate the constraints of being an only child.
the burden of providing for parents, alone.
two person worked for one.
soon, one person soon hafta work for two.

i remember the times when u told me about ur plans for making those acrylic stands/shelves.
i liked that.
and you liked that.
and i liked that, that you liked that.
i know you will succeed, even if its not that.
i know what we both dislike.
we just wanna be happy, right?

i just realised i got very little time left.
i just realised:
i really enjoy dancing in the club, so what if its ugly?at least it feels good
i can save money and go bangkok and hongkong to see disneyland, without taking $ from parents
i dont have to sleep alot everyday
i can get the chance to be busy, happily busy too
i just have a problem of showing my displeasure, and i will argue whenever you have different opinion from me.

but there was a time when i argued and i saw the other perspective too..... i was most of the time convinced. i can be convinced. i can be controlled willingly too.

show me ur viewpoint. argue with me. fight it out with me. just dont keep quiet. i hate it. so do you.

so why?

it's not just another disagreement.

lack of sleep

2007-01-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

zzz

feel like i've never been so busy in my life before.
but of cos i've have.

woke up at 8+ to 9+am for the days below.

1.fri-DXO.
WAH.free free free.
and yar.
i was very fast down the stairs
slpt at 3+am

2.sat-proj&supper&bowling
super tired.but my very first four daggers.
proud of myself.
slpt at 5am

3.sun-work work work
stand the whole day
slpt at 12pm

4.mon-lust2must
went
smu
tanjong pagar
chinatown
ntu
tired.
slpt at 5am

5. tues-sch:suay to the max day!
couldnt climb out of bed
my printer was the only damn slow at fal
rushed to proj,
but everyone havent reach
struggle to keep awake at class
prof thot we only spent 1hr on our ppt slides
nearly was so frustrated
went smu
chinatown
farrer park
rochor
smu
serangoon north
and had to queue for bathroom to bathe at 2+am.
walau.
slept at 3+am

6. wed-lust2must bazaar at smu!
heavy stuff
so happy people actually said our packaging is pretty!
and lots n lots of cheeries!
and our namecards are finally done.
happy to see the cutest senior.
best of all, he rem me.
ha
and happy to sell things!!
i want to open a shop!!
and love our no discount policy.
sounds bad?but also means..whatever u buy, the value will not drop!
slping at 1+am?

the near future

7.thurs (tmr)- bazaar again!!
hope not as tiring.

8.fri-work again.
stand stand stand!
at least got $$
and she wants to go dxo.
but i m tired.
but i dont mind.
see what my body says by tmr.

9.sat-my only free day the entire week.
i only want to go on dates!!!
no work pls!
no sch related pls!

10. sun- work again n again!
at least.
its the last day of the month that i m working!!
hooray!!
so looking forward.

in the further than near future:
GMS ppt!
FYP!
Lust2Must online!

observations @ work

2007-01-19T10:58:00.000+08:00

1. there are mums who make their kids conform to gender sterotypes
"girls play with doll doll, not ultra-man."
ha.pls.
i grew up playing lego and construction toys.
cars and transformers.
risk, monopoly, cluedo.
and barbie.
so what's wrong?

2. mother-in-laws can get along with daughter-in-law
"oh..my daughter-in-law painted my nails for me."
that's how sweet.
suddenly this topic is getting more and more relevant to me.
but i paint nails for my mum!
ha

3. kids call pple our age aunties and uncles.
"auntie, auntie..how much is this?"
i hate this.
totally.
unless you're utterly cute. yar. i discriminate.
but well.if you're real young.i accept.i mean..i would call someone 15 years my senior auntie.
but!if u're already in sec sch, dont u dare.
and worse of them all, the parents refer to us as aunties and uncles.
those whom i will greet as aunties and uncles.
so what makes them?
grannies n grandpops to their children?
idiotic.
shit.we are getting old.

4. kids these days have weird names or spelling of names.
christel
racheal
Lindina
Xester
and many more which are forgettable.
ok. i know i wanna name my kids castle and summer.
laugh.

work is getting more sian.
but $$-tary compensation is good again.
now.
and now hafta entertain old aunties and uncles enquiries about canto dvds too.
and those feng feifei, chen baozhu, zhen ni, lu shan.
and like as if you sing me the songs i will know which song is it.
blah.

got to know more classic movies. english movies.
roman holiday, as you like it, the thin man, the postman came twice etc.

the past few days

2007-01-16T11:04:00.000+08:00

1. friday : the not intending to shop day.
my 10mins later sms made me spent a lot!
but it was happy!
3 girls @ vivo.

and i ended up spending like...ard $130?
finally fulfilled my date with you!
and yes.so happy.
cos everyone bought stuff.
retail therapy just works for girls lar.

and it's G2000 who cheated most of my $$.
why does it have to have a final sale?!
3shirts + 1skirt set me back by $88.
q cheap per piece, but shit.althogether is ex!
and i bought a bra.
not the colour i m looking for,
nor the type i m finding.
BUT so comfy, and sale. so me n her got one each.

and i m still tempted by the forever21 blue one.
but it sorta serve no purpose.

and topshop!!
bought a purple one instead of white.
but happy!
and to think i was like "ewwww" when she took it for me to see.

trying clothes non stop.
food was good!
hokkien mee-s, toast, you tiao!
and ericia lee and ix shen was sitting behind us.
nothing special. but feel that its sweet.

and i rushed down to semb
only to realise the girl is not home yet!
aiyoh.
and yes.
borat and
scream 1.
we should do this more!!
free movies!ha

2. sat: notti little girl day and nights out
got whacked by a little girl.
naughty!
ok.
i m vengeful.and yes i know its just a small kid.

nights out to ktv at safara tpy.
i dint even know there is one there.
and understood a little more about billard
the worst part was to take bike.
cos i scared.and the 1st time i m taking 2person bike.
and i dont even know how to wear helmet lar.
yes.1st time i took 3 person bike.
hahhaha
and we ate bak kut teh.
was sian when i heard.
and it's the 2nd time i ate bak kut teh.
surprisingly nice!
got worldclass chilli somemore.
and hotties from 7-eleven!
home too late.
and was upset.

3. sunday and monday: stand non stop and cashier day
tired. but luckily there's monetary compensation and
its so near my house.
and last night i got to see my boy.

4.tues: now. not in the mood to go class.
got readings to do.
but book not even bought yet.
lunch haven eat.
class is in an hour's time.
and got report to write.
mailboxes to check.

and tmr work again.
sch again on thurs.
so hoping that fri can go dxo.

the Suay day

2007-01-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

yes.
the rushing through
the stayover
the struggling to type

the cannot help but fall asleep
the tedious headings
and matrixes

and the final rush.
contacts broke
hair clip broke
all hair like shit
smell like shit
eyes like shit

and it had to rain.

and sorry to jensen.
the always happy sounding HR.

and so it's all over.
without it actually happening.

and all things bully us.
the expensive calvin klein bra,
the men in our life,
the teens making us jealous in macs...

and rain and more rain.

(red)

2007-01-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

1. (red)ness

traumatized by my own acts
gosh.

he said now
he has a 把柄
so i cant anyhow tickle him.

eeeeee
forever threatening me.

the Expected

2007-01-07T09:17:00.000+08:00

we were both so lucky yest!
happy that luck has finally changed.
please save.

and shit.why did i do it.

and i m about to go jogging.
how sickening a thought.
help!!!

and mum nagged at me to pack my room.
and i hate that.i pride myself on a clean and neat room.

so want to buy a camera.
pink/white/black/yellow, at least 2.5" LCD screen, at least 4 or 5MP, long batt life.and less than $500.
budget budget
please please recommend.
want to get one at the next IT show.
sudd i love gadgets.
so want to get an mp3, if i do jog for the long term.
ha
and i want an external hard disk now that i have only 5GB of space left.
and need back up my thousand and one photos.
and a new handphone.but haven seen one i like.anyway,it's like the last priority.

and so feel like gg bangkok/hk/taiwan soon.
does mickey speak canto in disneyland hk?
gosh.i want to go holiday in May all the way till June!
in the mood.but financially weak.
i want to go with you. let's go let's go.

many thoughts running

2007-01-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

in my mind.
better label them.
so random.
let me see.

1. night at muesum is ok only.
not as entertaining nor that good.
and the only part i actually thot was funny was when the tribal woman looked at the van tracks and said it went east and crashed.
some jade lion was forever in the background moving...
and it's just not very funny overall.
perhaps.too high expectations?
or i just dont like this type of family entertainment movie.

2. went pasar malam
and i was reminded that ruth actually nv tried ramly burger before.
how come ar.i also dunno.
and i bought stickers and a sticker book.
simply irresistable.
yes.it's mickey mouse.
was very bad cos i was dragging a sick boy along

3. found that 2yr old kids are heavy
cannot carry for long
but she is damn cute.really!

4. jb trip
forgot to blog about this.gosh.
so many details.
to keep it short,
i actually only spent $35 there and am proud of myself.
and now we know how impt "hei po" aka crayfish is
bribe the cabbies w a little more $ and can take 5 ppl in a cab
never hestitate too long over a top you really love,
if not u're regret it and be pek chek even if u end up buying shoes u like.
and yes.the above is not describing myself.
and now we know some ppl can try shoes for almost 30mins.
walk around the entire shop trying the new pair,
and end up asking the salesperson for another new pair
pengs.
and i hate the service at secret receipe at city square.
rate it 2 out of 10.
like shit.

5. service
a. sakae sushi at habourfront centre is like shit. totally. dont bother.but well. 3/10.
b. sake sushi at semb shopping ctr (not sun plaza) is fabulous! 8/10.
c. crystal jade kitchen at ps...totally awesome!!!9/10.
and yes.service is very impt to me.cos i dint pay to see you diao me, sulk and be inefficient.
no one will pay money to eat in unhappy setting.so pls.thank you.
i appreciate good service.and even when i work i also give good service k!

6. Lust2Must
woohoo.happily.thanks to fellow fish and amanda!
first customer!!

7. staying in hall
going back to school soon.gosh.and yes.i m staying hall still.
just for the memories and company.
and i guess i can never have the same roomie for two sems consecutively.
but well.

8. reading the allan and babara pease book.
"why men cant listen and why women cant read maps"
not one of those bimbotic books k.
differences are described scientifically.
yet managed to be interesting.best!
interesting, but expensive.so thanks for lending me suan!!
and i took a quiz. only scored 190.
brains wired mainly for women is suppose to be in the range of 180-300.
and brains wired for men is suppose to be 0-150.
and yes.shit.
i am so close to be being a man.

9. my messy room
done with the shoes.
but the entire other cupboards etc is totally CMI.

10. craving to go club.shit!!!

the Shoes family

2007-01-05T09:47:00.000+08:00

because blogspot makes it tough to post photos for me

thus see them all here:
http://joyuxsin.multiply.com/photos/album/28?mark_read=joyuxsin:photos:28

the NEW year

2007-01-05T09:20:00.000+08:00

reading so many posts of others
i just realised my first post of 2007 is my retarded post on zouk
focusing on their toilet.

oh well.

anyway.
this time we REALLY studied hard for the exams.
and for once
we REALLY DIDNT have to say we need to study harder next sem
BUT.
shit still happens.

average.always average.
y does average begins w an "A"
and excellent begins w an "E"
but both means the opposite.
the last semester to go.

be contended or strive harder?
time factor that guys dont understand YET.
5-7 more sem is ironically nothing compared to the very last sem.

not the kind of person who plans for the long term.
but this time,
i want to make sure things work!
(not in order of importance)

1. will end up in europe
2. save money daily. only 4 months to go.
3. settle down with a job
4. pay off my study loan
5. buy less shoes (not buying shoes is just not realistic)
6. tell myself i got >40 pairs of shoes,slippers,heels etc
7. drag myself to jog
8. take up yoga/pilates again
9. keep my hair long
10. less bad attitude

11. family friendship love

zouk

2007-01-04T10:41:00.000+08:00

yes.
laugh.
my first time there.

the crowd is super gin na
lots of young girls swearing in the toilet
which only has two cubicles

and i think from 11pm-1am
i actually had to go toilet 3 times!
and once....
queued till i thot i was gonna pee in my pants.
so i decided to go when i felt it coming....
and not wait till it's already here.
hahahhaha

and there was this girl who was not very conscious..
she actually walked out of the girls toilet and right into the gents.
hahahhahaha
luckily the toilet auntie saw and asked her out.

oh gosh.

and everyone smoked over there..
which made my clothes stank
but well
yest i didnt have to pay a cent.
ladies night.
no entrance
no drinks
no cab fare.

erm.and i m lousy.
easily high.

but this time really drink without worries.
felt very safe.
and it was enjoyable
though i was initially dreading it.
simply cos i dont dance.
but well.
of cos i did.

yipee.

all i want

2006-12-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

all i want for christmas.

i told ruth i want a romantic christmas
and she told me that i should just wished for a blessed christmas.
and that did happen.

i didnt splurge on myself this year.
am so grateful for my dis-interest in retail recently.

got a lamb for someone who loved it at first sight
and a set of clothes that was so sweet, but size is not exactly correct
and of course, your present.

and i received some sms-es
not many
but thanks to all!
and i m so lazy to reply to you all.
so thanks to
jie, leon, 好朋友, isaac,siaowen,mervin,sps,david,zijie,edwin,melvin,denis,vincent l.
and to the girl who put in the effort to send me an email!!

had a mega plan of sending personalised xmas e-mails to lots of people,
but was too lazy.

there was no log cakes
but the blue tigger, the bubbleQ, the tons of food
and specially requested chicken franks.
the cute art work on the cover
the light sticks
the kisses
and the envy me.

see the joy on people's face.
and seiyu is giving away me..
"a joy to give everyday"

christmas christmas.

our kids

2006-12-22T10:01:00.000+08:00

fabulous outing with them again.
as usual,
lots of laughter
but this time a bit lesser photos.
ha

like what she said,
we're really fortunate to have known them
cos there was really no direct connection
not the same class,
neither the same cca,
and actually dont even really know each other existed.

amazingly.

so, the day started with bishan
when we all realised all 3 of us have direct bus to the destination.
could have saved time and transport money!
but well.
going together is just a different experience.
so bus 52.

and i tell you.
the queue is long.
and people buy in bulk.
bought muffins.
totally nice.
must try double chocolate!
see lar.all your fault.
i never buy any.
and i refuse to reveal the place.
if not more people snatch my muffins!
total of 22 muffins bought.
ha

and the monolouge.
"i also want to cut hair.
but i cut already.
maybe i go and spike my hair?
oh.神经病。"
hahahhaha
totally got us in stitches!

and then there's the novena!
the voucher number 1: bible and bookmarks
and the start of kids
love the skirt and top,
so cute!
hope it fits.
and we all had to jostle around the shop like mums and dad.
and they keep laughing saying i look experienced!
hahahhahaha
there's basically nothing much to see at the new VELOCITY
which is the extension wing of novena square.

and then we all met!
in town.
voucher number 2: potpurri skirt
and we head on to voucher number 3: hagen diaz chocolate cookie!yum yum.
so many vouchers.
that girl is powerful.
and then there's the guardian, the watsons, the bra shop, the trying of clothes
and more trying of clothes.
basically,
the guys are powerful.
will to shop and wait and comment on clothes.

had to go mos to sit down and rest.

and then cos he had to work
we headed to raffles city.
we took pictures.
but none of christmas.
but better than nothing.

and then 3 people again,
we went to see shirts
and she got a cute lamb
and finally got to try the fry mars bar!
not bad not bad.
special.

then rojak at tp and laksa.
then everyone headed to my home!
thanks to the guys who took turns carrying the muffins!

so now lets wait for everyone to get married and have kids.
the wayne and cheryl
the emmanuel/wayne/ryan and ashley/megan
the (i forgot ur boy's name!) and rachel
the joel/sean/shawn and summer/cheryl/noel

hahhahah and the endless list of names we dont really fancy.
but i think (no offence)
top of our list is abigail.

a fabulous outing.
shuwen,peiying,xx,qiuhan.

and dont forget our next outing
the next year!
2 january.
looking forward!

temper and words

2006-12-20T20:45:00.000+08:00

and action.
bad.
sad.

that's why i m afraid of..
fist against the wall.

streamed down the cheeks.

aircon everywhere

2006-12-20T08:48:00.000+08:00

walking down the streets
lightings, christmas lightings.

feel the atmosphere
air water and land
til' i walk again.

always sheltering me w brolly,
lazing around in the malls
weaving in and out of the crowd
attempting to buy the best gifts
you were good company, and
so dear to me.

it's just different.
christmas shopping with you.
thanks suan!

and i love the weather.
all i want for christmas is you.
love actually. you know?

rain rain, dont go away

2006-12-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

because..

when it rains...
outings are more romantic
sleep is more peaceful
body is less sticky
temper is not so bad.

my mum is always so gossipy about my life.
ask abt my frens,
my school and
love.

and of cos,
she's the most interested in love.
and she knows me the best.
and we have similar taste.
surprisingly.
hate it when i realised my mum can read my mind.
mothers.

i forced an answer out of her.
and *ta da.
now we know.
*laugh out loud
it feels good to have a friend in the next bedroom.
i actually love my mum.

and yes,we have many things in common.
the reading,
the taking photos
the being focused on stuff we're doing
the english lang
the writing
the eating chinese food.

and its so funny that he said if he stays at a place like cck,
plus need take lrt to reach home,
he prob wont send me.
so cck is the limit.

and well.well.
deja vu.

the good old advice

2006-12-16T10:07:00.000+08:00

"Friends, find that man in yourself, stop taking shit from yours."
- lion queen

爱情的休止符。
well.unwell.

fatique.and xmas is coming.which reminds me.

love me choose me pick me.
there's no more reception but i still love you.

and i hate working at suntec.work that's suppose to end at 10pm and i stepped into my house at 11.15pm. thomson here i come!two more days only.reaching my work quota.40hrs work week.
i m beginning to love the 18th.

5th council chalet

2006-12-15T11:15:00.000+08:00

pasir ris costa sands
Mo3
dec11 mon- dec13 wed
committee: len clar me pq siaowen

forgot who pointed it out
for i m always bad at numbers.
our fifth annual chalet.
seriously quite powerful.

thanks to those who came
total strength is 17.

so now we know..

8bottles of drinks is too much.
calbee potota chips is hot favourite.

who is good at bridge and
who cant set controversial questions

black n white photos are irritating
and lamp post are difficult to find
clarence is the murderer
and ants bite hard.

there are actually people living next to the red house
it almost is ridiculous
cycling up slope requires the "push and push" mentality
and cycling hurts some guys
i actually quite enjoy nasi lemak
when i m hungry
and i dint pee during the entire cycling
proud of myself
there's the fright walk near hendon camp
the lamp post-less road
and the marching non stop to stop the ants from attacking oneself

the slping on the bed beside the make me sea sick girl
and the me squeezing her out

never play against tall and long people in games
and drink lots of water when under the sun
sychronise swimming can actually look funny
and people can be displaced by siaowen

bbq makes you get smoke in your eyes
and in the entire house

something we never knew about you
let us know who drank pepsi at 1 mth old, nearly bought a car, had a crush at 10,
has a m shaped scar, cant cook, wanted to be botanist,
gets dizzy w jackfruit, get mistaken for uncle's wife, 1st kiss in jc,
ran ard in underwear, walk ard stark naked, wants to drive mercs,
had two games under her name, change even when bro in rm,
managed to get into a "明校", who is called "大B"
and the one we all know "i can never understand girls".

and we know who's the most make over people,
the most inspiring and the most encouraging, the most entertaining
the talk cock king and queen
the two most eligible people
the mr popular
and the person who is getting funnier
never forget the most talked about person
and the one who is always on our minds
the best person to share gossips with
and the we think is gonna be richest person.
and of cos,
the undisputable best council couple award.

the next year chalet committee.

the struggle in the way to be pond.

the ridiculous games and sounds
the wish,the wash
the 搬house, the hold down, and the big tit-ties cowgirls?.
the forever lousy programming and the lousy banging.

the never to eat otak and drink alcohol

the vomitting outdoors
and the clogged up toilet bowl
the non stop dancing
and the clubbing music
the gastric sufferer
the buying of milo, tea and warm water'
the missy-s tan-s and dr wong

the sleeping on the staircase
and the confession of pattaya

the sharing on the shuttle bus
and the talk cork at macs.
the limited vocab and jokes and the
官方网站绽放万丈光芒。

the taking of one hour plus bus 88
and the singing of k after chalet.

tired but happy.
money matters were easily settled
and program was able to be executed well
overall ambience is good
and food was cooked.

in the mood for christmas

2006-12-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

been listening to christmas carols at work..
or did i imagine those tunes in my head....
well..
and seeing those christmas deco at ikea
at watsons
at body shop
all the chocolates
and i have been thinking of what i want this christmas.
hahhahaa

a sensual christmas...
pamper me with lingerie, foot scrubs, foot file, eye mask, eye cream, eye whatever-which-can-reduce the eyebags and dark eye contours.

cant wait for christmas.
though there's no plans yet.
ha
tired from work.

back

2006-12-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

back from overseas
back from life-without-internet-at-home
back from work.
back from 5 consecutive days of diarrhoea,
3 days of fever
2 days of vomiting.

total weakness.
stomach again.
again.
being sick is tough
taking care of the sick is even more tough.
so, thanks.

and how i so hate december.
cant wait for it all to be over.
and i miss someone.

the mixed feelings

2006-11-24T16:01:00.000+08:00

well.
last day of exams.
yes.
envy me.
i want that fragrance.

packed many stuff to go back home with.
leaving this land of many hubs
to the land of many smiles.

oh.and i m looking forward to work.
cos i need the money.
yes.
refill my bank account.

and as i m typing this,
in around 27hours time i will be in another land.

need to take care of myself.
and not wander off from the group.
and not spend more than what i have.
and to take care of my belongings and my weak stomach.

and today i am finally going home.
three weeks since i was last home.
quite powerful.
miss my home.

gonna miss staying in hall too.
guess i am most likely gonna have a new roomie
the next time i come back hall.
handed in the form today.

and take care my boy.

and no presents for anyone.
cos i m selfish and am spending everything on myself.

feeling grey

2006-11-23T10:24:00.000+08:00

had dreams again.
this time multiply.
and many people in the dream.
whom i know.

scary.
cars, booze, lust.
didnt know people will behave this way.

two more nights.
please dont let me have any more nightmares.
one more night to no more blogging.

love hate

2006-11-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

list three things.
list three things u love and hate about me.
list.

teeth-ed again

2006-11-21T11:17:00.000+08:00

i dont know how many dreams i need to have
of being toothless.
but this time is a horrible one.
basically in the dream i took out every single tooth in the lower row.
means left the upper row.

the usual molar was shaky.
i took it out.
then i tried the other tooth
so one by one,
i took them all out.

just what are these toothless dream telling me?

my health weakness,
teeth, legs, stomach.
heart?

and will all the diarhorrea stop please.
i want hard solid waste.

update: from dream moods online

"My Teeth Are Falling"

Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams we here at Dream Moods receive. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumbling in your hands or your teeth falling out one by one with just a light tap. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?

One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.
worried about how i look, yes. but not to this extent.

Another rationalization for these falling teeth dream may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.
not so paranoid either.

Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth represent power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream is an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the value of your own opinion.
powerless. interesting.maybe?

In the latest research, it has been shown that women in menopause have frequent dreams about teeth. This may be related to getting older and/or feeling unattractive and less feminine.
hahaha definitely not.

Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition which may be applicable to some dreamers.
hmmm..coupled with diarhorrea.maybe it's a sign?

Other Perspectives

A scriptural interpretation for bad or falling teeth indicate that you are putting your faith, trust, and beliefs in what man thinks rather than in the word of God. The bible says that God speaks once, yea twice in a dream or a vision in order to hide pride from us, to keep us back from the pit, to open our ears (spiritually) and to instruct and correct us.

In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.

According to the Chinese, there is a saying that your teeth will fall out if your are telling lies.
since i m no greek and no christian..so the chinese one should be more related to me? but what lies?

It has also been said that if you dream of your teeth falling out, then it symbolizes money. This is based on the old tooth fairy story. If you lose a tooth and leave it under the pillow, a tooth fairy would bring you money.
so since i was toothless. hope i see lots of money coming my way. but seriously. feel i will tend to give more $ away the next week then earning $. ha

from a dream dictionary:

"teeth"
Normally an unfavorable sign in a dream. It signifies displeasure and also shows that you are afraid of losing someone dear to you.
knew it was unfavourable. knew it! how can anything good come from falling teeth?! a total nightmare. worse than going to the dentist. well. well.

a blueberry tart

2006-11-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

u sit here in a room.
with no one.
only lots of pooh bears and a frog.
and 5 jay chous.

if only there's a blueberry tart.

something to cheer you up
motivate you
play games with you
make you cant stop feeling happy
tell you you're not fat
even though you know you arent exactly thin
make silly faces to make you laugh
tell you your shampoo smells good
share with you how studying sucks
but at least you're not alone
give you a tight hug and make you feel like crying.
pet you to sleep.

what's your blueberry tart?

living together

2006-11-20T11:04:00.000+08:00

love the show.
cos it shows people who love their job
and after all,
they are just normal people.

and the recent focus on differences.
super messy dont wash underwear and just keep buying new ones girl had to learn how to live with ultra neat man who arranges his books according to the dewel decimal system.
and the fact that he believes in xmas and while she's jewish.
on top of that.
she has partial asian roots
while he's afro american.

can you imagine living together with someone totally different?

i cant imagine living with someone ..
who is totally into eating fish and seafood (save for crabs and stingray)
doesnt brush teeth before sleep
dont fold clothes and simply stuff them into the wardrobe
have a thousand and one things left on the dinning table
doesnt make the bed.
doesnt make the bed.
doesnt make the bed.
who washes hair less frequent than once every two days
leave dishes in the sink over two meals
who tells me to stop snacking
frown upon desserts (then we cant share ice cream etc)
throw their shoes everywhere

the house my mum made is the house i can live in.
not much deviation can i accept.
too high expectations?
hahaha

the dream

2006-11-19T12:11:00.000+08:00

shows that i cant wait.
just that the setting is weird.
but there was a bunch of cute guys
i seriously cant rem what they look like.
but.
they are the damn cute kind.
u know i seldom squeal over cute guys.
but those in there are real good stuff.

oh.there was like 18 of us or sth..
3 cars and one motorcycle.
hmmm.
dunno how we managed.
but we did.
and we split into 3 groups.
and i arrived at this wacoal shop.

i must be mad about shopping.
there wasnt as many bras as there were bra accessories.
crystal and beads etc.
and the whole place feels v japan.
and.
i was forced to eat some metal hotdog.
which is actually like those metal chain at the end of the regular nail clipper
yes those kind.
but its supposedly is some hotdog flavour.
dreams are weird.
but i know what it is telling me.

i want to buy lingerie.
cant wait.
and i m kinda amazed by the details i can rem.

maybe i should go into surrealism.

my first post again

2006-11-18T14:55:00.000+08:00

now u see it.
yes.
got the skin i always wanted.
and yes.
it's "adapted".

hahahhahaha
but well.
more me now.
so now,
i am suddenly switched back to blogspot again.
hahahhaha

its so personalised.
look at the background picture.
the colour,
the spade,
the barcode.
yes.
even the barcode stands for something.
try decoding.
ha

am so happy.
satisfied.
credits to leon.

and i learnt many things yest:
1. wearing a cup size bigger will make ur breast grow bigger over time.
cos the actual size will restrict growth.
and not wearing any will make it out of shape.
so she said.
worth the try, girls? maybe.
2. never irritate people who drives you around.
they always threaten to not send you back.
and this lesson was learnt twice in a day.
3. never play drinking poker with a person with lots of luck
will end up drinking too much water.
4. when a person cry, all is needed is a tight hug.
5. sleep more the day before the exams.

and i am loving the new me.
my new skin.

throw away 311

2006-11-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

haiz
haiz
haiz.

write till my hand hurts.
hope everything turns out well.
fall short of target i guess.
well.
and we still see sm everywhere.
diversification
competitive strategy
organisation design
internationalisation strategy
complementor substitute
sustainable competitive advantage
strategic control systems.

throw them all out of the brain.
now.
its time for retail.
and we started off with vivocity.
again.
everytime i go there,
there's something new.
and its not the shops.
isnt it suppose to be a retail attraction?

oh.
and i hate the chocolate shop.
lousy decor.
like putting chocolates all over the house.
disgusting.

what an eventful day.
exams at src
trip discussion in room
lunch at novena
wasting time at vivocity
book exhibition on a real ship
back to hall.

i so want to go swim.

the evil laptop

2006-11-16T20:28:00.000+08:00

you know.
dont be fooled by a laptop.
they are ALL evil.
and the best of all,
they are coupled with the number one evil.
the internet.

though i have been accumulating fake wealth.
but hey.
at least it trains me well.
i am so much less risk adverse.
but i think i still cant stand to lose.

and.
i cant stand to watch what happen in the OR.
as in operating room.
cant imagine cutting people up.
oh gosh.
and i just cant stand blood.
and pls guys.
not the same as menses lar!

and.i am so enthu about mulitply now.
that i have said i am enthu there,
and now i have to once again proclaim it here.
oh gosh.

and am happy that far away frens like ruth and huiqing being concerned!
and.
cant wait to see you all.
been like...super super long.
cos i missed 2 birthdays.
not intentionally.
so.
pls come to the chalet.
its been a long long long long long x infinity
since i miss council outings..
so.
CHALET.

oh gosh.
and now,
i am gonna be banyan-ed,
again.

good luck to those who are
losing it,
feeling stressed,
cant study,
staring blankly at the books.
and boo to those who are able to study non-stop.
ha
kidding.

chop off the tree?
well.
i'll harvest the tree.
so...
strAtegic mAnAgement here i come!!!

giddy

2006-11-16T09:17:00.000+08:00

dont like waking up to giddy-ness
holding the walls up the stairs to the toilet

sudd i sat up on my bed and realised.
one more week!

and i am still drowsy.
cold.

shall start my engine.
and gear up.

addiction

2006-11-15T11:27:00.000+08:00

of all times to be addicted to.
played till 3am?

crazy.
losing it soon.
cant exams just come sooner?
get it over and done with.

then again.
need to do well.

getting kinda excited.
yet scared.

banyan tree again.

2006-11-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

same case.
different subject.

is there a shortage of case or something?
so yes.
and i said i hated the case at retail.

BUT.
now using strategic mgmt,
its a total new perspective.

now i know what peter meant by RICH case.
so many concepts.
compeitive strategy
differentiation
strategic grp analysis
Rs and capabilities
value chain
organisational design
internationalisation strategy
innovation
retail
industry life cycle

OMG.
starting to use my brain.
finally.

pitter patter

2006-11-13T14:14:00.000+08:00

ridiculously slept at 4am.
but at least.
got people to chat with me.
thanks for calling!

erm.and
got nice cheese to eat.

and didnt spent a cent yest.

and i forgot to pray for sun.
woke up raining.
and went to do many things.

and now my floor is squeakly clean again.
magic cleaned
then wiped with cloth.

yipee!
and i tell you.
pens are gettin more n more expensive.
for those lousy pilot pens.
$0.95
prices went up again.
u mean inflation's so much?
ok.cos i m in the cheapo mode.

and.
i finally eating fruits today.
cos i bought.
haven ate for like..
one week.

am waiting to go DXO.
pls dont quit yet!

upcoming

2006-11-12T14:33:00.000+08:00

happy birthday boy n girl.
today and tmr respectively.

november is so exciting.
cos i gotta to love both my McGraws.
love hate relationship.
and studying in hall is good.
cos its so quiet and there's no Tv
but of cos
there's the so many d/l-ed shows on my com.
so i just plug out and let the lappy die for today.

and yest i finally went to the tiong bahru market.
hate the self service.
but well.so clean.
food was not too bad.

and the initial plan to be near my ulu hall
was changed to far away city hall
now i got a big head mickey
and i guess we won the basketball game.
and thanks leon for the maps and the bag.
oh gosh.
and lucky i m not staying at chinatown.

and now i am studying.
and clara!
i am using ur table.
change of environment.

and to the boy who came.
thanks.

upcoming stuff....
1st paper:17thnov
last paper:24thnov
and no paper in between.
then off i go!
then chalet?
then birthday.
and work!

and i so wanna go somewhere nearby to relax.
and i m sad i cant go hongkong.
but europe is more important.
yes ruth tan.

and ruth tan.
stop slping.and stop reading.
STUDY.

so let me go back and continue to love my McGraw.

trips

2006-11-11T09:29:00.000+08:00

so in the mood to travel.
used to think those who travel are wasting their money.

BUT.
now.
i realised i m becoming one of those "fools"...

the pictures of europe is disgustingly nice!!!
i want to go there too!!
but backpacking is so different from tour.
and the amt of $$ too.
like.i seriously wont spend $10k per person on a tour!!
ok.
i want to go!
and i wan to go in the tulips season.
and i dont care how ugly is the london bridge.
i want to hear the bells on the cows.
the clocks on the street
the very painful cathedrals
and the weird parliament house.

oh well.
and!
genting trip only costs $110?
3 days?i forgot how many days.
lets go!!
december?

places i want to go:
bangkok
taiwan
hongkong
japan
india
bali
shanghai

maldives
nepal

paris
london
barcelona
holland
italy
rome
germany
greece
sweden
norway
prague
belgium
vatican city

south africa

dubai
egypt
UAE

new york
canada
florida
las vegas

DISNEYLAND

ok.the list is like crazy.
so let it be.
top top priority is EUROPE.

dilema

2006-11-09T14:06:00.000+08:00

a diamond ring or a tour.
some sweet guy is deciding which to give his gf of like..5 years?
so sweet.

which one will you choose?
guess which i chose.

poor

2006-11-09T09:01:00.000+08:00

which leads to me working.
1st,2nd,
6th,7th,8th
at least there's $ to replenish my bank acct in dec.

i've been thinking about the trip
is it worth it?

parents have evolved.
i used to not able to..
stay out beyond 11pm...
then midnight...
then...2+am
then kinda no limit.
but hey.she gotta know who i go out with n coming back what time.
and now i've got my way with going abroad.

stop me from gg abroad she said its too controlling.
doesnt stop me, she said doesnt care.
so either way its bad.
she made me think.
and he said even parents cant stop me from doing what i want.
so who can?
well.

i dont know what is love sometimes.
or at all.
looking back,
i know i was no good.
you knew too.
yet i kept defending myself.
you too.

so the best now is to cherish what i have now.

talking about working.
3 consecutive days was crazy.
especially since...
monday night i had to do project.
tuesday night come back sch.
wed morn presentation in sch.
then went down to work.
and work is 10 hours a day.
just for $6 per hour.
and all these for those clothes, bags, shoes.
am i crazy or something?

and thinking of working maybe 3days per week nxt year.
get $ to go europe.
or some road trip.
i m interested.
i want to go somewhere quiet, serene and beautiful.
and see those urban nice architecture too.
the company is the most important i guess.

and council chalet.
the last one before most girls are going into another phase in their lives.
so pls attend.
really not expensive too.
$25 for 3days 2nights and food.
gathering with people whom may be diffficult to see from next year onwards.
so come.
lots of effort is put into it.

and now back to $.
living on a $6.00 per day budget.
so far i've been sticking to it.
wasnt successful the last time.
but now i am gonna make sure i do.
so good with $ mgmt.
shd have picked it up then.
so i have $150 to use till 24th nov.
and i m gonna park myself in school till then.
3weeks=$150
1 week=$50
1 day= approx $7
so extra maybe slightly better food on weekends?
no mac' bfast for me.

9 more days to 1st paper.
and i haven studied much.
today marks mugging day.

so feel like going waxing.
but it will be one week's $.

and joycelyn shall be self motivated to spend less, study more, sleep enough.

swingz

2006-11-05T00:39:00.000+08:00

i want to learn how to dance too.
more useful than singing.
ha

well.and i was walking at the rooftop that day from SSC
and i was thinking n thinking..
$700 x 6 = $4200
$6000 x 3 - $4200= a lot.
oh gosh.

groovy.
like mr tan said.
its cool to dance w your spouse.

aunties

2006-11-02T01:53:00.000+08:00

its the ultimate auntie i tell you.

what she looks like:
is quite young (assumed,since she said she got a 4yr old kid)
but actually quite old.
and the top she's wearing.....
i tell you..
it's worse than my mum say that its low.
which means
it's ultra low.
i tell you.
and the top, to top it off,
is ugly shade os red.
like those chilli red, but the unglam version
and.
ok.nvm.
the top is so super V neck
and her boobs are so big..
they are joined together.
prob C or D.
but never.big so what.
boobs are just fats.
bigger boobs then me then nvm
she lean over to look at things on table and
it's like
spilling all over my field of vision.

and i tell you.
she keep choosing n changing
and changing her mind and choosing.
all this while, telling us how naughty her kids are.
she's partly responsible for their behaviour too right
in the end she whined so much,
she went back to what she wanted in the 1st place.

what's worse.
ask for recommendations and
insulted my mickey mouse.
the super auntie auntie said mickey mouse is outdated.

and to that msn nick:
giselle exclaimed:haha she insulted your husband.
ruth said:relax fren!
jerhsuan told me:slap her!hahaha

oh well.
she is so much more outdated.
dont think even she can carry off red clothes as well as mickey lo.
oh pls.
oh pls.

shudders.

games day

2006-10-28T02:20:00.000+08:00

really a fun filled day.

i played:
showdown
reversi
7 hand poker.
total played ard 10 games.
and i won all.

just my lucky day.

then went over
and i became a lucky charm.
hahaha
i insist it's me
and not by chance.

crazy.hyper.
just want to laugh like this day.

drowning non stop

2006-10-27T01:48:00.000+08:00

these days.
i cant stop drowning in my sleep.
oh gosh.
it's really terrible.

with an intent to sleep only 1.5 hrs.
i drowned....
to 3-4hours.
totally.
sleep doesnt even compensate my waking hours.
feel so drained still.

oh.and yes.i was just attempting to study
and was lying on the bed.
and yes.
so to block out the lights, i cover my eyes with my lect notes.
and this keep repeating.

and amazingly.
WAH.
i managed to remember every slide i read.
in the exact order.
gosh.

well.
as we all learn in sceondary school.
the wonders of diffussion.
heh.

joycelyn tan.stop daydreaming.
i cant help it.
gosh.

the secret admirer

2006-10-26T18:24:00.000+08:00

aiyoh.
can just die.

i open then its just lying on the door.
i was like.shit.
how come clara got secret admirer!!
i dont have!
argh.

and to top it up, its my favourite sweet.
argh.

and stupidly i got cheated by stupid boy.
ok.
and now i get to brush my teeth too!!

and dunno what shampoo i use right.
ha

viiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

2006-10-24T23:38:00.000+08:00

vo.

went vivo city.
again.
this time with fleshimp power money respect.
this time wore better shoes.
and covered almost every part in vivo.
outdoors and indoors.

as again.it was a bad day to go.
factor of novelty = loads of people
public holiday = worse.loads loads of people
no congestion inside the mall
BUT!
the mrt is HORRENDOUS.

queues for restaurant is RIDUCULOUS.
and the BIGGEST GV has the LONGEST queue too.
not that i watched any movie.

and the thousands of SKUs at toysRus.
WAH.
love it.
and i hate it..
taboo and pictionary are $49.90 each.
but i got PINK!

and.i love the outdoors.
the seemingly man-made beach
no lifeguard on duty
and lots of kids splashing around!!!

oh.and to clara who said IMM was the biggest mall cos
IMM got a GIANT (as in the hypermart)
now now.
VIVO must be the biggest!!
COS.it has the biggest GIANT.
in anycase, VIVO IS the largest.

and no more receivables.
damn.
cleared your debt.
and i am two pairs of shoes richer.
not i buy one.
cos someone spoiled my slippers.
compensation.
thanks anyway.

and then there's the sterotype
.no. not all girls carry tissue paper.
and no. not all girls dont like egg yolk.

oh gosh.
and excitingly.
there's blue.so there were the reading maps
getting lost

the walk thru, drive past, sat down.
and i must learn how to read map better.

on a happy note:
congrats. really happy for you.

on a more serious note:
i wish you a speedy recovery.

ah peks

2006-10-20T19:03:00.000+08:00

today had two opportunities to "interact" with ah peks

1. ah peks are childish too

well.was sitting beside two in the canteen.so yes i was evesdropping

as sterotyped..
they are lim-ing kopi and milo
so here goes..
AP1 (ah pek) : eh.have you watch the...
me thinking: wah,what show what show??
AP1: ..the 万寿如江。
me thinking: oh sian. what?!
AP1: goes on to talk about show etc..
then they started to bet on which year did the earthquake occur blah blah
AP1: i bet with you its 1995 or 1996
AP2: no no..i think its 1990 or maybe 1991
AP1: no no..i am very sure its 1996
AP2: its earlier.i am sure
AP1: ok.i bet with you its not. i'll go check tonight
AP2: ok.i bet its before 1996
AP1: eh eh..cannot cannot.lidat u got so many years
AP2: no what.means before 1995

...continue to argue about number of years etc..

AP1: eh.okok..then lidat i take 1996 or 1997
AP2: okok..i am v sure.
AP1: i cfm win.i go home check tonight.tell you tmr.

me: oh gosh. i nearly LOL.
sounds like two primary sch boys.
boys will always be boys.see.

2. i love the bus uncle

i always enjoy good service
he was very good
made me fall in love with him
oh gosh.
waiting twice for girls to run to the bus
without driving off like some other idiotic uncles
and!!
he directed traffic in the bus
like letting people alight
before asking those to board
so sweet.
and efficient
and!
he went toilet break at hall 6
then i was like..hmm
where did he go man..
then when i saw him again
he was running back lo.....
RUN leh
not even walk fast
super nice lar
like dont want to waste our time
so sweet.
and everytime
there's a bus on the other side of the road
he will acknowledge by rasiing his hand
so sweet lar...
to those bus 179 drivers too
BUT.
only one responded.
so shit.
anyway
so i love him!!!
and when i dropped off and wanted to cross the road
i stood in front of the bus
while waiting for a chance to cross road
and!!
he didnt even "beep-ed" me.
oh....
so sweet.

and i shall stop slping so much.
ruth tan.
you better dont slp so much too.

retail class

2006-10-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

oh.
i just wanted to remind myself.
the plastic bag and the wallet
paddle pop!

anyway,
retail class.
case study: toysRus
something funny...
you know how parents in sg always wanna buy educational toys for their kids
how toys cant be just toys
to play just for fun
why does everything has to be educational
true.
and even more funny...
tutor said if he dated the mum,
should he like buy a $50k encyclopedia with gold covering
instead of a $50k diamond ring?
dont know if u find it funny
BUT
i totally LOL inside me.
oh gosh.

boys.dont give me encyclopedia!
talking about that.
i want a ring.
those nice a bit bling ones.
*hint.

hahahaha
my best friend knows me best.
suan!!
i want a ring!!!

when there is love

2006-10-16T12:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm.
kinda reminded me of a hymn..

when there's love there's God,
and when there's God there's love.
born of God's love we must love him..
cant rem the lyrics.
hmm.this song just came to my mind.

anyway.
i want to go bkk.
the tickets.
cost $$.
quite a bit.
and the shopping.
shall save.
got 5 weeks to save up!
so friends..
no expensive food and entertainment.

was just sitting here
reading all the blogs
the usual ones that i'll read
some dont really update anymore.
there sure is some happy stuff up there

but here are some things which people are unhappy about..
1. studies
2. love

stressed about school work
lagging behind in modules
in tutorials and lectures
lab work etc
one semester flew past.
here are the exams again.
how fast.
really very fast.
pls 加油.

while there are those who are super duper advance
yet equally worried.

i have to start studying soon.
one more month exactly.
luckily i have lesser modules
but gotta study alone.
and no games
no shows to watch
no dabao food to eat

should i just stay in school during weekends?

the topic of love.
there's those who are very much in love
with the flowers
the presents
the surprises
the sweetness

yet. there's those who are struggling
who are in dilema
who cant let go
and feel as if their other half dont miss them anymore.

for me,
i am happy.
and i felt the sweetness just last night.

people should learn to learn from their past.
only then,
can they improve their present.

stocked up:
potato chips
hello pandas
chipsmore
kaya buns
marigold choco milk
green tea
watermelon
fancy gems
haw balls
milky bar

when there's love there's food.
i know how cream puffs made me feel loved.
pass it on.

i wish upon a star

2006-10-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

i wish...

to relax and do nothing
look at the sea
listen to the waves
dine by the beach
soak myself in the water for long
play in a jacuzzi
be done watching the first season of prison break
sleep on a cozy bed
sit on a retarded tram
eat hoties at 7-eleven
see cute cupcakes
eat japanese buffet
draw on fine beach sand
take lots of pictures
eat calibee hot n spicy

lala land

2006-10-10T09:41:00.000+08:00

too many dreams these days
not exactly nightmares.
just bad ones.

dreamt about my teeth dropping out.
and i meant all.
and it felt so real that i could feel my front row of teeth completely gone
and they drop out easily
shake and drop
without blood or whatsoever
nearly scare myself when i woke up
scared that it was all real.
teeth dropping is always recurring in my dreams.
help me to 解梦。

had another about my mum scolding me and being suspicious of me
for what reason i cant rem.
almost paranoid.
oh gosh.
help help.

kinda cant differentiate between reality and fantasy.
woke up all disoriented.

learning points

2006-10-04T02:05:00.000+08:00

learn from her words
never agree with her point of view more.
thought it didnt make sense.
now i am beginning to see it all.

still on my saving mode.
out out and out.

never a last minute person.
all done.
almost.

something wrong with my left footie
why cant the stairs in hall turn into escalator
i got no replies.

all i want to be is to be busy.
especially now.

it's a wonder how recurring things can be.
dislike repetitions
more of variety seeking.

if only distances were longer.
good night.

till now he hasnt noticed.
how wonderful.

the need to

2006-09-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

the need to get out and enjoy
to splurge
to spend
to try
to enjoy

flaunt

but!
i m on a money saving mode.

the need to drink.
to dance.
gonna do it.

dress up, go out, wear heels.
empower myself.

- the joycelyn talk.

starbucks

2006-09-29T14:57:00.000+08:00

the smell of coffee..

rather heavenly,
yet
i was never a fan of coffee

4 oldies
2 newbies

1 pink man
5 dull girls

i see starbucks sprouting everywhere
it s really a place for conversation
much less a place for coffee.

and i cant believe it.
the playing-cards-inspired IR is gonna be up by 2008.

luxury retailing and
super luxury retailing.

better earn more money.

the coffeeshop day

2006-09-26T11:09:00.000+08:00

the supposedly day of high transport cost.
alas.
no.
thanks to those who drove!

12 people squeezing in a table
really cosy.
been long since we all ate out.
at least for me.
cos i missed the last dinner.

great food.
cos almost all my favourites!
my zi-char must haves!!!
kangkong, sweet sour pork, tofu!
and the 加料 chicken!!
woohoo.

and ck was great.
great at eating.
hahahahha
my mum would love him.

was so hungry,
i just gulp down all the food
in almost record time.
and i overloaded my stomach with kangkong.

feel like going clubbing.
the mood is here again.
since a month ago.
the need to get high.
gosh.
sponsors?!

and so..
someone recommended the dynasty.
peace centre
almost stunned.
the so many girls.
who dressed...erm
unpeacefully to the mind...
well.
different people different lives.

luckily closed!
so we got the super uber big room.
and waived of charge.
thanks to the birthday boy
whose head grew bigger.

embraces the songs.
the fling n the flung
the couple song
the anyhow shout song
the hahaha song
etc

and embraced the plastic bags.
thanks to the 无微不至 cass wong and kaiting.
gosh.

and thanks to mr kim for driving.
for seat belt
for slowing down.

nearly locked out of house.

now i know.
and proved.
i need to lie down after a heavy meal.

luckily all that kangkong etc were not lost.
phew.

and thanks to neighbour, birthday boy and casswong for the smses.
much better already.

5 languages of love

2006-09-25T02:00:00.000+08:00

well..
heard this from zeng-san
very interesting to me..
so i shall share this...

i guess whether you're in or not in a relationship
you'll learn something from this...

getting to know each other better

the 5 languages of love

1. words --- things the person say, sms, etc
2. physical affection --- hugs, kisses, patting you to slp, etc
3. gift giving --- buying presents, noticing things that you like, etc
4. quality time --- doing things both enjoy, quite difficult to define
5. service --- massaging, cooking, teaching, carrying stuff, etc

these are the five main languages in which people show their love..
so there's two aspect to consider: giving and receiving..

giving= how you show your love
receiving= how you would feel loved

so what you're suppose to do:
a. rank them for the both aspect
b. compare results with your partner
c. analyse the results

i guess this will serve to let you see each others' languages
and learn how to show your love in his/her language
even if not able to,
at least appreciate the difference..

never knew there was such things.......
and i though zeng-san only talk cock.
oOps.
interesting...

cant seem to sleep

2006-09-21T03:46:00.000+08:00

still cant slp.
i want my 道明寺。

when all you need is a pat to sleep.
now i have so much tissue paper
all over.

no.
must be the night.

cant sleep

2006-09-21T03:34:00.000+08:00

cant stop running.
no one responded.
tired.
sleeping.

sleeping.
without fan.
without wax?

i cant sleep.
dont u notice?
i just listened to songs.

yinyang.
i need to find balance.