Tuesday, May 31, 2005
my pig.
the pig was kinda ugly.really.using a mouse to draw a pig.
*dont you dare laugh at my picture!
the ANaLysis:Toward the middle, you are a realist.Facing front, you are direct, enjoy playing devil's advocate and neither fear nor avoid discussions.With many details, you are analytical, cautious, and distrustful.With less than 4 legs, they are insecure or are living through a period of major change.The size of the ears indicates how good a listener you are.The bigger the better. You drew medium sized ears, you are a good listener.The length of the tail indicates the quality of your sex life.And again more is better! You drew large tail, WOW!how can a pisces be a realist? i proclaim myself to be a dreamer.haven't wake up from my dreams to make them come true.and see.i am a peacemaker.must be the Dove conditioner.see the link?contradictory. i think i trust people too much.i am indeed going through a major change. as in.i cant decide which major to take.which specialisation should i choose?and.of course.i am a good listener.i listen to music, to arguments, to TV,to gossips.actually. i think i tend to talk more than i listen.somehow, whichever tests i did, i always have a good sex life.supposedly.not having it now.let's hope it's true! at least in the future*blushes*laughsanyway, here's where to get the test.http://drawapig.desktopcreatures.com/draw.asp?f=38051
dictated by the Queen at 12:12 AM
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
the nth time
yes. i am doing for the
Nth time. *gosh.and i thought that it looked small.
what they said was true.
"dont be deceived by looks"
i had
5 steps.
1. take out everything
2. use wet cloth
3. use dry cloth
4. sort
5. put back everything
anyway, here's what i found during Step No. 4

yes.i keep uniforms.from my primary to jc. stunned?
i even keep the PE attires.
*gosh
and the best part was the collection of Aces Day caps. see the yellow one.
*gosh. year 96.
just take a look at the NDP costume. it's horrible colour combination. worse part: it has to be all glittery and with sequins. u think it looks ridiculous?
you haven't seen a picture of me putting it on.
*laughs
and you won't.
*laughs
of course, i cant bear to part with my D & T apron. i love the subject. and totally don't fancy home econs.
home econs = stinky kitchen + dishwashing + massaging raw chicken + smelly clothes + standing up all lesson
and i didnt want to throw away the pyjamas because it helped me pass my swimming. i used to be hopeless in the water.
really. hopeless.
failed X times beginner test.
and i am a pisces. doesn't make sense eh.
ok.
let's just get to the point.anyway,
*drum rolls*
here's it!

and. i am probably going to do it for the
Nth + 1 time when i shift my clothes from hall back.
go ahead.
laugh at me.
at least mine is tidy now.yours?
dictated by the Queen at 11:43 PM
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Saturday, May 28, 2005
the first outing after release of exam results
a similar entry was posted on earlier on. it was removed and replaced by the following. and i was dead.means now i m resurrected and alive.you'll find out why... *laughssaturday28may
we went back to the happening place. the place where we lost lots of money. no. the casino is not yet ready. we went back to THAT place. remember? my mini-mini-mini disneyland.
of course. just like what happen across the causeway, our trip to causeway point (note the similarity) something bad has take place first.*deja vu*
seriously, for a NON-beef-fish-prawn-pasta person, the menu was horrible. steak parked themselves everywhere in the menu. and i was so happy when i found a picture of an omelette, only to realise that it was grilled salmon. *gosh. and the best thing was. the soup of the day: cream of CORN.
anyway, after the waitress tried to recommend UNsuccessfully to me, i ordered chicken.
at the restaurant...
*laughs
giselle is gonna killed me for the original photo. so dear friends. can only have me in this picture. please pray for me. if i am reported as murdered, you all know who to find. there can only be one suspect. no one else. she'll probably tickled me to death or whack me flat with her birkenstock sandals. maybe i REALLY should have just killed her with that knife.
*laughs
and, i've got this love hate relationship with cherries. they look so good, i HAD to eat them. BUT. i know i'll always regret after popping it. cherries shouldnt taste like almond. stinks.
anyway, here comes the GOOD thing.
we have good luck. i caught a winnie the pooh which i IMMEDIATELY stormed excitedly to counter to redeem MicKey! of course. those who know me, i dont fancy pooh. and the photo below with pooh was delibrately shrink. to me, pooh just cant be compared to my MicKey!


everyone caught something. but the BEST thing was. EVERYTHING eventually came home with me!
too bad mickey and minnie are apart. one in toa payoh, the other in boon lay.
the lastest update: my dad brought Minnie home. my two beloved ones will be reunited this evening!
and the bestest part is here..
i finally used my Charles and Keith voucher. i was deciding between 2 pairs.
the main point is NOT to bother between which 2 pairs. or which one did i eventually get.
just, kindly mail another Charles and Keith voucher to me.
i hate to abandon beautiful shoes at shops.
*laughs
dictated by the Queen at 11:59 PM
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Friday, May 27, 2005
26may Part Two: my 家乡
i went back to my past, to my 家乡.
well. this is where i grew up, where i spent my childhood.memories flow back.i went in search of my blueberry tarts.the shop was not there. BUT! we found it at a nearby location.not much suspense for you eh?
my version of shangri la!

big and small ones
then! after dinner. i went to *ta da*
my kindergarden!
of course. many things has changed, but many others remain the same. i still love the place.the small and old town feeling.
dictated by the Queen at 12:20 PM
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26may Part One: my Arcade
we spent so much money
i cant believe it
but
i love the couple so much
but
i only managed to get one half
here's me and her
i am waiting for her the other halfand i highly recommend the arcade
and the cute shop beside it
it's like a mini mini mini disneyland
go see for yourself
causewaypoint
dictated by the Queen at 12:08 AM
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
my skin
now:it's peeling.and i am addicted to peeling. my favourite activity each day. the satisfaction that i get whenever i managed to peel off a large piece, indescribe-able.my friend claims that i have thick skin. not true. proven! such a thin layer only.peeled off skin looks like those fish flakes on the taco-pachi. dont "eeeee" or "yucks".i should have applied sun block.i look like a patched doll.hope it's not too late for moisturiser.i started on intensive whole body moisturising act.must be the influence of the general elective i am taking, take a look at the art of moisturising.
must be the influence of jackson pollock's action painting.
dictated by the Queen at 12:08 AM
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
the girl who loves you
my friend has the guy version.
so, to give the girl version:
The girl who loves you , if she can't always see you, she looks at that photo of your bus pass that she has and laughs at how cute you used to look.
The girl who loves you, can't tell you the reason why she loves you. she just do.
The girl who loves you, can only see you when you are out with her. in this world, she only sees the one she loves.
The girl who loves you, seldom compliment you, but in her heart, you are the best.
The girl who loves you, will be upset if you dont reply to her messages.
The girl who loves you, will hold back her tears, but cry her heart out when she buries her head in your chest.
The girl who loves you, doesnt remember everything that you say and likes as well as you can remember of hers, but she tries her best.
The girl who loves you, doesnt need your promise. she trust you with all her heart.
The girl who loves you, always tell you not to think too much about the future, because she wants to plan it and spend it with you.
The girl who loves you, doesnt like you only because you look cute. she loves everything about you. The girl who loves you, will go to the airport to fetch you, she will give you a great hug and take a good look at you. and you notice that her eyes are welling up. The girl who loves you, will listen to you when you are mad. and when you are done, she will stroke your head, and tell you, you look cute when you are angry, but cuter when you are not. The girl who loves you, pampers you like a little boy, but everytime she wants to make a big decision, she will first want to hear your advice. The girl who loves you, carries the soft toy that you gave whenever she goes. The girl who loves you, keep the self drawn card that you gave her, even when you know that your drawing aint that fantastic. The girl who loves you, wakes up early to give you a morning call, so that you wont be late.The girl who loves you, makes you little gifts for no reason.The girl who loves you, while quarelling, she will apologize uncontrollably, although you are the one who's wrong, and later, she will sent a message to you with, baby, i still love you. The girl who loves you, although she hates to cook, will cook for you. and only you.
i love you this much
The girl who loves you, loves you.
dictated by the Queen at 1:08 PM
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
across the causeway
this was on monday.i.e. yesterday.hmmm. i dont know if Malaysia is truly asia, BUT! one thing is sure, the queue at the msia customs is truly LONG!!! and they have to torture us with no fan and pretty much non-existent air-con. of course, the shopaholic in me is calling out so strongly that i somehow managed to get thru' that w/o much complaints. my mind is set for higher things. *laughsjust as in all stories, something bad will happen before anything good comes. s0 yes. instead of hitting the malls right away, we went to eat duck rice. why duck rice? not as if singapore dont have right? well. i dont get it too!! so we braved the torment of the sun and the reckless driving on the roads and finally spotted the duck stall. ok. it's so prominent, you dont exactly have to spot it. here's why:
*laughs. damn big right? you should go there see it for yourself.really.reminds me of those monster in the powerpuff girls series. *laughsok. of course, like any other story, there's always the surprise or twist in the story. the duck in the stall and their beancurd...FANTASTIC! i finished a bowl of rice, even though my stomach was already cramped with ya kun kaya toast. i cant exactly describe how good it is, but really! good! probably coz the monster duck under promise, therefore the food seems to over deliver. but. TRUST me. good!but then.of course.eating is not the main body of the story and intention, so i HAD to remind everyone that we shouldnt spend too much time eating. eating is an EVERYDAY affair. get it over and done with!next is the shopping. i've got lots to say. i found out that:i feel that it's not enough.my friends feel that i spent a lot. well. of course. RM59.90 is a cursed price. i am still thinking of my pants.my feet are too gigantic. if it was a size smaller, everything will be wonderful.i should train myself to sashay in high heelsshopping isnt about buying things you need. i dont wear watches, but i cant resist.i need to go with more people who really know the art of bargaining.mickey mouse is my favourite.more shoes boutiques pls. or rather. shoes butik.metro is called metrojaya over thereVNC is called vinicci over therethe names of cold storage, coffee bean and secret receipe remains.Popular is so damn popular they have outlets there.FM93.3 can be received in JBdont ever ponder too long whether to buy something, just do it.40mins of leg massage costs RM25.worth it. it's amazing. it's foot massge, fortune telling, pain and regret all rolled into one.dinner was pale in comparison to lunch. went to their hawker. nothing much. just 3 things to comment:never look beyond the stall. you will see things like sugar cane being stored on the floor.sit cross-legged. the stray cats over there are fatter. beware.soya bean drink is retro.here's why:
ignoring the long queues, the pay-to-enter-yet-still-dirty toilets, and the overcharged (but still cheap in singapore cab fare std) taxi fare, i cant wait for the next trip.
dictated by the Queen at 11:16 PM
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the cat
ok.enough of the zebra. it's all a lie. but here. my pet. one of my pets!
dictated by the Queen at 10:14 PM
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
it's official
yes. i am finally admitting to it.please do not be stunned.relax.ok. i got a confession to make.it's official.i am addicted to arcade.dont you dare "chey" me...i used to think that those toy catcher machine cheat money. actually they still do. BUT! managed to get toy out of it! not me though, my friend did! and it is real addictive! i just got this thing for soft toy. BUT! i will NOT tolerate ugly soft toy.and i m gonna practice my ball throwing skill..i love that game. can train my flabby arms and win tickets!i swear i want that purple dinosaur. no. it's not barney. it's so much cuter. and i am 70 tickets away!!just one thing i dont really like about arcade.it reminds me of taking public transport. well. x zone dont use token anymore you know? can tap!like ez-link!anway, i just learnt how to upload photo!yes.i know i am slow.here's my cat!only stuffed animals are cute.ok.apparently.i CANT upload. go ahead.laugh.
dictated by the Queen at 2:17 AM
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
clay butterfly
no.again.the two words dont exactly make sense. i didnt create a butterfly from clay. i am just plain lazy. lazy to use a conjunction. irony, isnt it? i am lazy to add one word, and rather spend one whole paragraph explaining why i am that lazy.well. the world is fill with ironies and weird people.
anyway, to begin proper, today, is the first time i tried to use clay. not the clay you use for art. but the clay for hair.well. at least today is the first time i tried to use clay on myself. terrible outcome. *laughsand guess what's worse?i've learnt that what's goes on does not necessarily comes off. well. yes. dont gloat. it didnt come off easily.here's the butterfly part of the story. something quite heavy landed on my head while i was waiting for the bus at the interchange. i was like thinking aloud to myself, "WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?" then the thing went off. i was like "PHEW!"so i asked my friend what was that. and the reply: an insect. gosh. the image of a gigantic grasshopper came to my mind.
BUT! when i looked at the floor, i saw the thing. A GIGANTIC butterfly. really big. not exaggerating. almost as big as my palm. i am not lying. i was traumatised.they always say that we learn something new each day..
i think butterflies are attracted to clay.
*laughs
and! must be the influence of the butterfly. i've transformed myself into a flower, tempoarily. for the record. i have just used up the 6th bottle of shower foam since i moved into hall.1000ml per bottle. why flower? well. follow me- nature path: floral essence.smell me.
dictated by the Queen at 2:03 AM
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
this online quiz is DAMN accurate
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. |
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
dictated by the Queen at 1:16 PM
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a haircut
heard from someone or somewhere that when something good or bad, usually bad, happens, a girl will go cut and change the style of her hair. i enjoy cutting hair so much, i dont think it's accurate for me, but well...u people can observe those girls around you..yup.cutting hair makes me feel good, that is if the hair cut is good. if it's bad, i swear that i will make a din in the salon. and even cry.really. but if it's good, WOW. the whole feel is different. just feel fresh and happy. it's call hair therapy. and i tell u. it's even better than retail therapy. trust me. *laughsanway,found this article online...According to sociologist Rose Weitz, author of the recent book "Rapunzel's Daughters: What Women's Hair Tells Us About Women's Lives" (Farrar, Straus & Giroux, $24). When it comes to hair, she says, "we decide what image we want to present to the world. And the world responds in kind, deciding how to treat us based in part on what our hair looks like." We asked Weitz to straighten out our current hair psychology: Our No. 1 critic. Ourselves -- 68% of women have cut their own hair because of "a bad hair day," a recent survey found. Women aren't the only ones obsessed with their follicles. Men's home hair color is the fastest-growing segment of the hair color market, and hair restoration is a $900 million-a-year biz. The metrosexual backlash. "Overdone" hair is over, Weitz says. That may explain why more men are shaving their heads. "It's become a macho statement. It suggests you don't care." i think that quite brave for those guys to shave heads, but pls do so only if you have a nice head shape. and especially if there's isnt much left to begin with. *oOps.then there's this other article:(picked some parts out from there)Yale study ponders psychology of bad hair days
By Diane Scarponi, Associated Press, 01/25/00 Bad hair days affect not just what's on your head, but what's in it. A Yale University study of the psychology of bad hair days found that people's self-esteem goes awry when their hair is out of place.
The results themselves are not surprising: Bad hair days make people feel, well, bad.
But it's the way those days mess with people's lives - making them feel less smart, less capable, more embarrassed and less sociable - that surprised researchers.
"If bad hair has negative effects over and above thinking about other things, then we've got something that's real - something that's important,'' said Marianne LaFrance, the Yale professor who did the study as part of her research into body language and gender differences.
Contrary to popular notions, men's self-esteem may take a greater licking than women's when their hair just won't behave. Men were especially more likely to feel less smart and less capable when their hair stuck out, was badly cut or otherwise mussed, the study found.
"The cultural truism is (that) men are not affected by their appearance,'' LaFrance said. "This is not just the domain of women.''
Janet Hyde, a psychology professor at the University of Wisconsin at Madison who conducts studies of body image and self-esteem, said personal appearance can have an enormous impact on people, especially adolescents.
But Hyde, who had not seen LaFrance's study, said she was surprised to hear that bad hair had a stronger effect on men than on women in some cases.
"Traditionally we think of women being more concerned with appearance than men. Although men certainly have some concerns, women are more socialized to think these things are important,'' Hyde said.
For the study, researchers in December questioned 60 men and 60 women ages 17 to 30, most of them Yale students. About half the students were white, 9 percent were black, 21 percent were Asian, 3 percent were Hispanic and the rest were other races or did not answer.
The people were divided into three groups. One group was questioned about times in their lives when they have had bad hair and what bad hair means to them.
The second group went through the same questions, but were instead told to think about bad packaging, as a way to get them in a negative mindset.
The third group was not asked to think about anything negative.
All three groups then were asked to respond to basic psychological tests on self-esteem and self-judgment.
The people who pondered their bad hair days showed lower self-esteem than the people who thought about something else. ok.shall not talk about women's hair loss. *laughs. just pretend that only the guys have it all. *oOpswell well.who doesnt hate bad hair days?and who doesnt have bad hair days? i hate it when i wake up and see horrible hair.luckily, there's the invention called the hair dryer.
dictated by the Queen at 12:03 PM
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
celebrating stripes
i m finally writing an entry. i was busy, very busy. with what, u ask?busy celebrating stripes.you all know i dont particularly like small animals..doesnt mean that i dislike BIG ones!i have just adopted a pet.yes.it's not my 1st pet of my life..but it is my favourite.i've always like stripes and polka dots. well. but stripes have always been more appealing to me. so here. i looked at Stripes for the first time and i fell in love with him.(i cant tell if it's a boy of girl, so i just assume)i've never love an animal so much. ok. i have never love any animals before actually. *laughs___________________________________________________________________
Stripes is a zebra. beautiful hoofed animal. so here's some facts about his species in general..
characterised by one toe. and this single hoof is probably an adaptation for fast motion on hard ground. which is totally suited for the cemented ground downstairs.
rely almost totally on a variety of grasses, along with some additional browse like leaves and twigs.that explains why those grass at the ground level of my hall looks pathetic.he ate them all.almost.
twins are rare.
know what the young of a zebra call? a foal. stripes is a foal. and it is learning how to walk. well.just like a baby eh?
noisy and restless animals (due to predators). They have a distinctive call, which may be described as a frequently repeated barking whinny. gosh. noisy.really. he woke me up a few times.
At night, families gather together while one family member remains awake to look out for predators. Stripes still think he needs to do guard duty, so he actually stays up on some nights.
Seen One Stripe, Seen Them All?Not when it comes to zebras! While all zebras are easily identified by their dark and light stripes, each species of zebra has its own variation of striping. At first all Zebras look alike however, every Zebra has a unique and different stripe pattern, like a fingerprint.
my dearest Stripes is unique, k? come visit him one day. you're invited!
Zebras have shiny coats that dissipate over 70 percent of incoming heat, and some scientists believe the stripes help the animals withstand intense solar radiation.
The black and white stripes are a form of camouflage called disruptive coloration that breaks up the outline of the body. Although the pattern is visible during daytime, at dawn or in the evening when their predators are most active, zebras look indistinct and may confuse predators by distorting true distance.
oh. Stripes is a plains zebra.
in captivity, zebras can actually live up to 40 years. i have a long-lasting pet! can keep it till i am 60yrs!
Family groups are stable members maintaining strong bonds over many years. Mutual grooming, where zebras stand together and nibble the hair on each other's neck and back, helps develop and preserve these bonds. so now i have taken over the grooming. have to keep stopping him from nibbling my hair off.
the ultimate question: Are Zebras White with Black Stripes or Black with White Stripes?Apparently, most Africans think zebras are black with white stripes. Zebra skin color is mostly black, but what we see are rows of white and black hair. This question is something similar to "which came first, the chicken or the egg?" well well. i dont know what's the exact answer to this.but i thought the same as the Africans. must be the influence of the roads. tarred road with white zebra crossing. *laughs
on a more serious note:
The plains zebra is the only species of wild equid not near or on the verge of extinction. Both the Grevy's zebra and the mountain zebra are listed as endangered, along with one other species in the family Equidae.While plains zebra populations remain plentiful, their numbers diminished greatly in the last century. This is for several reasons. Humans hunt them for sport and their skins. Zebras have also lost much suitable and expansive enough habitat, due to the rapid expansion of human populations. As with so many large animals, both prey and predator, humans pose the greatest risk to zebra's continued existence in the wild.
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old habits die hard. since when i love animals?! gosh.and who keeps a zebra. (although u can be a zooParent- which means u pay for maintainence for an animal at a zoo)and for your information,a foal can stand almost immediately and run within a day. zebras are highly social animals. they cant live alone.While several attempts have been made over the last two centuries, zebras have never been successfully domesticated!
dictated by the Queen at 9:24 AM
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