Sunday, November 20, 2005
in the toilet
ok...we all use shared toilets in hall.means.it's a public toilet.not girls sharing same cubicles k.
anyway,
i hate to see people in the toilet when i m brushing teeth early morn man. just like to have some privacy.
anyway
no one came into the toilet (sunday morn, as expected)...but as i was abt to end....this girl came in.
ok.she wasnt irritating me..but she's
weird.
she carried a book.ok.that's not weird.ppl do read in toilet.BUT
she went into the squatting cubicle.isnt it too troublesome?!
i mean.you need to squat (which is tiring enough) long (cos' you're shitting) and the eyes need to read (wad da?!).. who chooses squat toilets to shit.ok.some do lar.but read too.
what ever.
dictated by the Queen at 10:24 AM
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Friday, November 18, 2005
mickey goes mobile
http://asia.cnet.com/reviews/handphones/0,39001719,39291605,00.htmoh my god. it's launched today.
give me money.
help!
argh!
i want it.
S$598.
oh my god.i cant help but gush over it.
it's all fated.i dont usually visit such sites...but.ar!why must i know abt it?!
dictated by the Queen at 1:48 PM
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
alone but not alone
hmm.this feeling of being alone has been in my mind.come home to an empty room.but i refuse to go home.will i really be mad if stay here?hmmm..weird that u made such a comment.people are always busy..but it's ok.for i m an onlny child, i can be alone.i mean..i'm used to it after all.isnt it?not much of difference whether i am alone here or there.it's all the same.i can never understand myself.i m petty.i m irritating.definitely not craving any attention.so dont give me any pls.just let me be alone.well.u thot i love to be alone, isnt it? where's that familiar person?talk to me.,where have u been?u told me u'll be here for me whenever i need u.but are u?well.it's just some lousy expectation from me.perhaps.i am not sure.it's time to be independent.isnt it?how i crave to be alone.the ideal has changed.from tt of two, to that of the search.well.it's how life has come round to.and i hope i will come round too.no wonder there are so many workacholics.i understand it.i do.i just refuse to admit.i need to wake up.shake me up will you.just do.leave me alone.i help myself.each for his own.go.dont turn back.i need him.do i?in a state of stillness.everything is running here in me, but i m calm.i hafta be.i know what i want.and i know i cannot get it.hmmm.they say that he is confused.so am i.when the world is all against you.i will rise.wait for me.up and down.self therapy, i have my medicine.it's not dark.it's just spoken.
dictated by the Queen at 3:33 PM
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Monday, November 14, 2005
morning thoughts
thinking of someonehad some weird exams dream again..
cant wait for all this to stop
and i mean exams..
hmm
there's so many things i want to do.
1. eat home cooked food
2. stop having to bathe 3 to 4 times a day
3. no need do laundry every 2 to 3 days
4. not climbing up 129 steps from the bus stop
5. avoid eating instant noodles
6. stop spending $$ on grocery
1. swim
2. jog.which means i need get shoes, shorts, top, bra. it's been too long since i jog.really lack everything.
3. learn photography
4. learn adobe
5. blade better
6. learn this thing which i have been wanting to learn
7. apply for ****** school 1. travel.
2. i want visit museums
3. high tea buffet
1. pass my test, no more $$ le.
but. paramount is work. work like hell. earn lots of money. this comes first.i want to see places. i want to climb a mountain. i want to see MICKEY. i want to learn things.
i want to fall in love again.
dictated by the Queen at 9:26 AM
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Saturday, November 12, 2005
THREE
as if exams are not enough, here i woke up first thing in the morning...i did three quizzes.
| Your Personality Profile |
 You are sexy, powerful, and bold.You're full of passion and energy...Sometimes this passion has a dark side.
You feel most alive when you're seducing someone.You never fail to get someone's attention.Quick minded, you're also quick to lose your temper! |
ok.summary:
i am an attention seeking, bad-tempered feline.
| Your Power Color Is Teal |
 At Your Highest:
You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.
At Your Lowest:
You feel in a slump and lack creativity.
In Love:
You tend to be many people's ideal partner.
How You're Attractive:
You make people feel confident and accepted.
Your Eternal Question:
"What Impression Am I Giving?" |
summary:
hmmm..oh well.not quite.but yet.not bad.
| Your Brain's Pattern |
 Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be. |
What Pattern Is Your Brain?
summary:
this is the reason why i chose to do these quizzes.not many words.i m better at visuals.and colours.
dictated by the Queen at 9:49 AM
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Friday, November 11, 2005
Live Reporting
the other side of the
ROOM world:
time zone- 10mins ahead of Sinapore time.
the loaf of expired bread mounts proudly on the table
an antena set with one broken limb stand firm, one limb outstretched
0.7 m tall lucky goldstar (ie. LG, yes.it's really called lucky goldstar) decorated with "declared"
and a hello kitty magnet (not my doing, it came free)
the bed depicts the sky upside down
there's this table cloth lookalike posing off as a blanklet
and a 金枕头 which is all stuffed up.
four animals on that side of the world. a pig, a lamb, a pigpig, and a hideous lizard.
oh.five animals.one missing monkey.
lexmark is stuffed with wires and has a paper sword stashed behind it.
the rest, it just too messy.
reported by,
i-cant-bear-the-other-side-of-the-room
dictated by the Queen at 9:18 AM
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
a sure sign my friend has not studied for tmr's exam
hmm.it goes like this..
i heard "crunch" and "crunch"..
she's eating.
i went over. and she defended her cup, covered it and refuse to let me be near it.
apparently her fat hand still didnt quite managed to cover the entire cup.
i see honey stars floating on milk!
so.she gave up.and let me eat..
our conversation went sth like this..
she says: "i wanna eat honey stars, u know?"
me : "eh?"
she: "we eat stars to score A stars."
someone.i need help.
dictated by the Queen at 11:02 PM
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i had two dreams
no.not my aspirations.
my nightmares.
it's been really a loooooong time ever since i dreamt. hate the feeling of waking up with parts of the dream inside my head. and feeling like i haven slpt a wink.why?!and the "best" part is having two dreams.not sweet ones.kinda towards the scary side..not horror though.in any case, one is bad enough, why two?
i woke up, felt tired, turn off the snoozing alarm and fell back onto the bed.wow.thought i could slp well.BUT.i dreamt, woke up feeling damn sweaty and hot.i feel a fever.so i slpt.again.WOW.am i blessed or wat?well.i dreamt again.woke up.and here i am blogging.
bet many of you have the experience of wanting to narrate some weird dreams to friends or whoever, but by the time u get to the middle of the story, u have already forgotten the storyline.well..
i better jot down my dreams.they are dis jointed, weird, and ridiculous, bits n pieces which i can rem.
1. was flying on a plane
took a plane where they serve wonderful food
seated 4 in a table
my entire family was dinning tog.means.my whole extended family.
suddenly, we're underwater.i was alone.but well.i enjoyed swimming..saying hi to friends as i was swimming around..then
sth happened, not sure wat.and i had to start running.
run and run...just keep runninng...
and i hate to run..i m always running in my dreams.does it signify something?
2. was in some kung-fu training camp
with friends..
had to push some trolley (like those ntuc trolley) then jump onto some pull-up bars..
i got a problem w jumping upwards...which is true in real life too.
anyway..
kept trying n trying
run and jump.
run and jump...
just couldnt make it.....
people one by one going on to the next stage...
while some frens are still stuck there w me..so not so bad.at least not alone
then time's up!we reported to the master..
and i tot he resembled andy lau.ok.i know it's ridiculous...
but it's my dream
anyway, got to know that the next stage is dancing.
i was like.."WTH"
i cant dance for nuts.
so..we get to rest awhile..beside this pond thingy..
then sudd this monster appeared out of the water!
like those godzilla kind..damn big damn ugly kind...
then i grabbed my frens and hurry run n run............
then sudd i realised they were carrying their bags..but i dun have mine w me..
damn.
my handphone, my money etc...was all i could think of.
of course.no time to grab my bag.
dont even know where it is
and everyone is runnning
like the whole world is running
serious.
run or die kind
and i was running n running.....
nearly die....
and all this while.
i was thinking
who can i call when i reach safety
i m bad at remembering numbers........
then i woke up.
*phew.too much running.i woke up feeling damn tired.and i m hot.forehead. and whole body is sweaty.
maybe i should really go train up on running. *dread.
dictated by the Queen at 9:42 AM
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
unlucky or lucky?
tapped farecard, no more value.no coins.kind lady beside me search all over her bag to exchange for my $2 notewent up to ask bus uncle the fare how much, he said nvm!free ride i got there!sat down at the back, realised the lady gave me $1.90walked very fast to take mrt. got a seat.damn happy!then this old lady stood in front of me.i had to give it up.reached bugis. everyone waiting for me le!which means no need wait for people!tried on this black top, simple but nice,but too tight.mum bought this other green top for me. damn nice!needed go toilet. crowded to the max.came home.carried food and standing on bus.hand nearly died.got a seat one stop before reaching sch.better than nothing.reached room.everyone waiting for me!dinner.show.talk.
dictated by the Queen at 10:40 PM
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