Thursday, March 23, 2006
drowning in her sleep
i have got so much to apologise for, not just to you, but to you, to you, you, and you..and you..you...........
the girl is residing in her room,
she rest there, she drowns in her sleep.
leave her alone.
let her rot, let her decompose, let her slowly break down.
she hasnt top up her water, hasnt been cleaning her floor.
she doesnt care about the messy room,
her dirty clothes,
herself.
no lectures, no tutorials, no seminars, no meetings.
wasted.
her heart sways no more.
it has stopped beating.
dont want anymore love.
just want to love herself.
dont demand anymore,
there's no supply,
dont ask anymore,
there's no answer.
just dont do it.
just give her time to drown in her sleep.
down and down.
drown.
joycelyn loves every one around her.she just needs to love herself.she's alright. just drowning.
dictated by the Queen at 4:48 PM