Monday, April 24, 2006
all about joycelyn
- A joycelynometer is used to measure joycelyn.
- A lump of joycelyn the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court!
- Joycelyn invented the wheel in the fourth millennium BC.
- Red joycelyn at night, shepherd's delight. Red joycelyn at morning, shepherd's warning.
- If joycelyn was life size, she would stand 7 ft 2 inches tall and have a neck twice the size of a human!
- There are roughly 10,000 man-made objects the size of joycelyn orbiting the Earth.
- While performing her duties as queen, Cleopatra sometimes dressed up as joycelyn.
- Twenty-eight percent of Microsoft's employees are joycelyn!
- Koalas sleep for 22 hours a day, two hours more than joycelyn!
- The National Heart Foundation recommends eating joycelyn at least three times a week.
most sentences point to how fat i am.
well.
and there's a link about me n a queen.
ho.
and thank me for the wheel, folks.
ok.u must have figured that i was damn boliao.
indeed.
ok.shall get back to the serious mode.
exams at 1.30pm later.
dictated by the Queen at 8:44 AM
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
last night
i cant sleep late thses days cos i've been slping before 1pm everyday.
almost everyday.
i'm tired today.
as expected.
instead of waking up at 7+ or 8+
woke u at 10+.
how idiotic.
since young i actually wake up before 11am.
even if i slpt very little the previous nights at chalet.
it's the auto bio clock in me.
therefore, i dont like waking up late.
i like the morn feeling.
the fresh grass smell.
not that i can smell any here.
but the morn sky is just different.
and to me, sleeping time is waste of time.
just like eating time.
ok.eating is not that bad.
just a sian feeling now.
but i am actually not really sian.
wait till my eyes are open
my head stops hurting
my shoulder stop aching
and i stop feeling like i am floating.
oh.yar.
to make matters worse.
i had a bad dream.
and dreams are bad.
cos means i dint get much real rest for my mind and body.
and that added to the waste-ness of the sleep.
ok.i m done with whining.
wah.i feel i can eat lunch already.
hungry.
feed me shoes, clothes, money,
and info for my exam tmr.
and the sme burger from mac.
dictated by the Queen at 11:02 AM
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Monday, April 17, 2006
you
you put a smile on my face everytime, too.
dictated by the Queen at 11:38 AM
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
this girl
the only child.
the pampered upon, the lavished upon.
not used to not having my way, not having my own life.
not that i am not having my own now,
but which person doesnt want to one day be able to share their life with another person?
sharing a life is not easy.
you need to be a listener sometimes, and a talker at the other times.
what if one happens to be none at any one time?
silent.i dont need to win.but i want to be respected at least.
i may be the bubbly and talkative girl many a times,
but more often than not,
i wish to just keep silent.
not that i dont have anything to say.
not that i am totally not thinking.
it's just all in the process.
and sometimes, i too, can think and say no more.
i still have that attitude in me, i know
it's called personality.
not that i proud of it,
not every personality is perceied positively, i know.
it's been long since anyone really raised their voice at me.
n it's been long since i raised my voice too.
or is it just my perception that it has been long?
what one perceive may not be the reality.
what gives the person that perception then?
all efforts are not wasted.
i see.
i feel and
i think too.
but pisces will be pisces.
we dream too.
and too much.
38 missed calls.
happened that i am born on at 1738hours.
girls grow up to become ladies.
but they are still girls.
this girl is playful, is rebellious
is childish.
dictated by the Queen at 2:02 PM
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Monday, April 10, 2006
the fall
i walked down with my mum, only to see her on the floor.
stunned.totally stunned.
my grandma was stitting on the floor.
she was too weak to walk sudd, she told us, and she just collapsed.
she collapsed onto the floor at the void deck.
she sat there too tired to move.she never said anything about pain or sprain or whatever.gosh. old people cant take falls. at least no serious physical impact.
what struck me more was..she wanted get up on her own.
she kept trying.
n boy was i so glad when she's finally stood up.
never had this happen before. and she goes downstairs regularly on her own to walk and chat with friends. and we only left her alone for 10 mins. gosh.luckily this didnt happen when she's all alone and further away from home.
i dare not imagine.
i was already stunned when i saw the chair in the bathroom a few weeks back.and now this.
is this call life? the cycle of life.
will i be like this too when i am old?
may You bless her. we pray.
dictated by the Queen at 10:28 AM
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Thursday, April 06, 2006
marker
get SET go.
dictated by the Queen at 12:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
my box
second day: i never got my box again tonight.
it's nothing sad, just disappointing.
u're not alright.
so am i.
dictated by the Queen at 11:54 PM
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
i'm cold
the stuffy room
the empty room
seek and you shall be be given
too tight n you might just lose it
she is no such person.
dont talk to her.
maybe she has had enough.
and to think she wanted more.
mum. she wants her mummy.
she just want to feel wanted.
dictated by the Queen at 10:34 PM
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Monday, April 03, 2006
my 倒带
你所謂的安排
說的未來到底多久才來
你累積給的傷害
我是真的很難釋懷
我們面前太多阻礙
你總是要我乖
我的眼淚卻一直掉下來
過去怎麼交代
看到記憶慢下來
過去甜蜜在倒帶
而我對你的期待
要怎麼拼湊跟重來
。。。他们看不见你的好
只懂你的坏。但我与他们不相同。
dictated by the Queen at 10:52 AM
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