Saturday, May 06, 2006
a single day
kinda overwhelmed by thoughts now....
today was supposed to be good.
not that it was not good.
but in between some parts were quite bad.
ok.i am a bad host,
but at least!
we went on a heritage tour.
hahaha
saw many sides of singapore which are so beautiful.
rare and quiet.
food was bad.
i am a picky eater.
i dont consume most seafood..
and seriously,
my love hate r/s with seafood is rather extreme
i adore crabs and stingray
hates all the rest.
i know i am fussy.
but i tried.
seafood is just the only category that i hate the majority.
and thus,
i dont really fancy most jap food.
though i love their tofu and ramen and curry n anything non seafood
and i looooovvvveeeeee their desserts!
haiz.it turned out bad.
was tearing at the place actually.
cant help it.
not that i can do anything to help the situation
ms attitude dunno how to handle mr attitude.
maybe one day.
you'll just get sick of someone, just like you get sick of the food...
just like it happened before.....
i was scared at the moment.
and too scared to say anything then.
is there no cause to be romantic anymore?
i know all guys give their best to the girls...
but does a second time means a different experience?
perhaps?
i know you dont take people for granted..
i dont too.
hmm.i dont know why all these silly thoughts are running through my mind.
i need to think.
independent girl i try to be
but i was just hoping for an offer home.
just an offer.
girls always act tough.
attitude is getting more often..
i know i play a part too..
but i cant help it.
anyway.....
i got this natural phobia of work.
can never picture myself working seriously.
haiz.
but still.got to take myself through it.
one more day to go only.
jiayou, joycelyn.
dictated by the Queen at 10:48 PM
