Tuesday, June 27, 2006
my prince
i finally have my frog prince.
thanks suan for bringing it to me.
how ironic.
big eyes, big mouth, small crown.
loving it.
really a surprise!!!
wish i was there!
then i can grab everything.
snap!
dictated by the Queen at 11:20 PM
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Monday, June 26, 2006
i had a kit kat
a break from work.
my stomach is on my side.
or issit the intestines.
whatever.
at least i managed to clean up my room.
i told her the state of my room reflects my state of mind
i wanna be zen like my socio teacher too
maybe i should smoke n wear specs.
ho
was happy that you came!!
when i heard storey nine it was great!!
i rarely hugged people,
and i hugged you.
cos like really gan dong.
the third girl to make me gandong this week.
thanks to jun, cass and suan.
all from different groups of girls.
and sorry to ruth for always not replying.
bad habit of mine.
it's nice to stay home.
dictated by the Queen at 11:06 AM
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
sms
disappointed and disgusted.
and,
i made it this way.
dictated by the Queen at 12:55 PM
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the long long story
there's too many things i have to blog down which i cant really rem anymore..
ok...slowly.i shall learn to use my poor memory
1. the day at ubin
WAH.wat can i say.really thought cant cycle that day.and thanks to stupid xx, me n ruth carried so many things.and was glad that i actually wore slippers.but there was this track shoes in my huge bag.really huge.ruth said from the backview i look like some kampong girl.
raining cats and dogs..not really cats.but many dogs.ok.not funny.but really so many dogs.ok.not many.three at our area.THREE is many to me.
we stood at the shelter for almost an hour.me enduring the stray dogs sniffing around.and xx was the shield.well.men are sometimes useful for things.oOps.ok.sounds not appreciative.
then there was this super retro car which we attempted to take a photo of..tried it..twice?or was it thrice?tallking about photos..yes.i mean.how can we not take any photos when we're out?esp out with ruth.hahahha
BUT.guess who brought the cam?!hahhahaha the one with the phobia of photos with us.well.at least this time ruth tan was not too fussy.i mean.photo taking session tend to kinda end up as RE-taking photo session.
when the sky finally showed some mercy..we decided to cycle in the drizzle.then we decided to be funny.and it's the first time i did such an ugly thing. and xx was nice to do it with me!! i know u hated that.hahha oh yes.we wore green ugly poncho to cycle.
about the cycling track.the only memory it gave me was upslope.uphill.hahhaha i've developed this phobia with upslope.it's those kind where me n ruth cycle half way up, and had to stop.cos no more strength.hahah
but the view was good.you would have love it there.the rural, the nature and the laid back nature of the whole place.a whole different feel to the urban places. cycling through the whole place calms me down.
we cycled for almost 4 hours i guess. conquered numerous upslopes, drew our names on the sand, took q a few photos, pushed out bike down this ridiculously slopey slope.ok.lousy vocab.ridiculously steep slope.acted calm and cycled past this dog which laid right in the middle of the road, went down slopes which we cant apply the brakes on, wobble on the roads whenever there are cars..
1st time there.good memories.thanks to the two ugly green ponchos, and the water polo player.heh.
2. the world cup
i seriously dont know what has overcome me. but so far i am good at guessing results!!not that i bet on it.oh well.alternate betting.i mean.not cash related.hahaha
hair and atm card.thank you.not to forget, 4 meals.
3. the country club
WAH!!another WAH day.totally love the pool.there's nobody around there..which is good.cos we felt we were dressed too skimpily.haha
hate my fat thighs.
anyway, we just laid there by the pool side and tanning!!something i cant do in public pool.totally enjoy.relaxing.as if we were at a resort!oh my god. next time we shall go back in.
anyone with membership?
oh.and the ktv was terrible.i dunno why we believe their claim of having the newest songs and all..i mean.the date of print of that claim..i guess was at least ten years ago?oh gosh.but anyway, u showed your power of drinking water. next time really must bring you for ktv more often, slurpe up all my water for me.
and!! wah.there's this dancing night thing at the lounge!!so cool.damn it.i cant dance for nuts.WHy?!haiz.even the middle aged women can twist better. i want to learn social dance. any thick skinned people wanna be my partner, must be able to endure disgusting dance acts, and ability to endure being stepped on, the best if willing to sponsor.
3. library
my most frequented library!!in the past.hahhaha erm.well.managed to find some good stuff.ok.good= crappy love witty stories. it's funny why i read such books.i mean.the plots are usually the same, with the same single girl talking about men, having grandmas who worried that they may be left on the shelf, the having a lousy job and no career to speak of etc..the same old story.
guess the humour drew me. some looks like these crappy love stories genre, but they are just not witty.hate those.
i fell aslp. i cant believe it. but it was comfy.
4. the meet up at ps
stuck with two guys from the crappy com.well.
but!we'll be good.it will be great.
5. the doctor
this tall handsome man spoke to me!since when i have affinity with cute men?never.
ok.he's middle aged.
see what i mean.and probably towering at 1.8+metres or 1.9+metres.
i was straining my head to during the whole conversation.oh gosh.
Dr dominic.
ok.he was just asking for directions.but at least we chatted for like 15mins.heh
fine.so be it.anyway, i prefer asian men.
6. the starbucks
chocolate was good. the game was crazy. and it was really lucky for you. hahaha
now i know why such coffee spots are popular.
they close the latest.
and thanks for the company the whole week! now i love 858.
warning: dont take cheapo neoprints. take those $9 kind.
i am craving to take neo prints. somehow. i wanna draw and stamp and add background!!
fishes and lightsticks. wow. impressed eh.
7. retail therapy
well.i had more than i asked for!!i had a good 36minutes. i felt it was good!well well.like so long never see you.really.ok lar.a bit gan dong when u said u missed me.though i still doubt the sincerity of that..oOps.ok lar.doesnt matter.cos it was good chatting with you. wah. cant wait to see you! dont fret over that matter anymore k..still got me!!
shopping alone was fun.but like you said, end up with many things. hahaha when i shop with people it's not too bad. wah.we both enjoy shopping alone. impulsive behaviour. bad bad bad. when we shop together like dont buy much eh. and i just love it when they have my size. hahaha Yipee. but my mum fainted at my buy. but she didnt know that's not all. shhh.
and thanks to the girl who came to ask me for money!! you're funny lar!to the max. hope we meet soon. i nearly thot u're a crazy woman, until i turned around and saw you!!!
but i resisted many things. got two tops i wanted quite badly.but. she refused to give me better bargain.and i hate that.so HPMF.
no one tell you things.listen to myself!!no one tell me nice or not.have to be rationally impulsive. i love myself. i love my own taste.
i only love spending on shoes. i realised. they cheer me up.
8. omen
finally we watched a good show.scary at times. there's nothing much about the plot i feel though.but the catholic or was it christian belief behind it was interesting.
i will recommend this show. and i seldom recommend shows.
9. the airmail!!
WAH!! another wah thing!!i will write back soon. made me want to go melbourne. if only someone will do all the admin stuff for me. then i will go after my PA. oh gosh. i miss you all.really. gan dong.
girls are better.
10. the attitude girl
yes. it's at work again.i cant believe myself.
no motivation to do things for anyone but for myself.
and yes.freedom is important for me. guess i should be alone.
5th time i am doing such things to people.
help me people.
11. office transaction
hahaha the thing was cancelled. sian.but! there was another recommended site.
hahaha the things we do. yeah.
12. hair therapy
i cant resist it.but i did. shall keep my hair long. please remind me.
dictated by the Queen at 9:22 AM
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
u made me love
haha..ok..this style is sort of inspired by the dearest always-being-rejected-by-me kaiting.
u made me love to yak on the phone
thanks for the many times you hang on when i fell aslp
u made me watch your lovey dovey
showing me how sweet love can be
u allow me to sleep on your bed
and had to squash at the same corner next to it
u made me love stayovers
thanks for the many times for washing up the dishes
u made me give you my honey dew
showing me how good you are at gobbling
u allow me to call you when i am down
and had to listen to my nonsense and crying
u made me love making birthday presents
thanks for the many times of rushing things with me
u made me eat supper
screwed up my bio clock and made me fat
u allow me to share your love stories
and now i am happy for you
u made me love small eyes boys
thanks for the many times we ogle at different type of boys
u made me watch you eat raw fish
and made the fish hater in me even more disgusted
u allow me to bully you
glad i no longer do that
u made me love being called joyceeeee
thanks for the many times u called my name
u made me watch you being wild
and make me wanna go out so much more
u allow me to tower over you
actually i wish i was a shorter girl like you
u made me love msn n multiply more
thanks for the many times you listened to my crap and shared with me
u made me look at your thousand and one acting cute photos
and had me wishing i had a cute face too
u allowed me to feel close
though you're miles apart
u made me love meteor garden
thanks for the many times u urge me to watch
u made me look out for you on msn
though we seldom chat online
u allowed me to make you feel a bit comforted
and i m glad i was able to help a little
u made me rejecting people
thanks for the many times you declared ur love for me
u made me look uncute
when u wore that fairfield uniform
u allowed me to feel being out of love is not all that bad
and telling me to let it all go
u made me have someone with the same history
hope you know what i mean
u made me share my birth date with you
when i keep thinking 17 is so unique it should only be mine
u allowed me to wear blue
and made me want to have a birthday party too
big thanks and higs for...
the being my best friend since 8 years ago
the sleeping on the sleeping bag
the big pink sweet you sewed
the watch you searched everywhere for
the photoframe you gave
the countless cards you've given me
the company in class and council
the sentosa outings
the sending me to the doc when i wasnt feeling well
the taking care of me in hall
the chatting till late at night
the helping me stay awake at chalets
the seeing me play lousy vball at sentosa
the adventureous kayaking at east coast
the chance to try double biking someone for the 1st time
the shopping and the helping me to bargain
the painting of banners
the wearing of uniforms at 21
the telling me honestly that i look most like a school dropout
the birthday surprise i had last year
the mickey bag and balloons that i still have with me
the many photos we took
the invite to your big big house witht the pavilion
the shopping trips to malaysia
the bringing me to mos
the sharing of fear when we took cab at night in msia
the shoe shopping
the sending me home
the protecting me from cats
the late night suppers
the many movies i watch at your hse
the dreams of pink car, condo and good job
the going to lucky plaza with me
the playing pool
the ktvs
the footprints
the cheating and acting drama in front of ms wong
the gossipings of the disgusting people in school
the curry noodle
the asking me to study for A levels
the studying at macs, mos burger, wdlands library
the waiting with me at hair salon
the green jacket and brithday dress
the polka dots ribbon-ed shoes
the love advice and stories
the evaluation of guys
the letting me know that toes do experience cramps
the having a dog and a cat under the same roof and torturing me with their mere presence
the discovery that a girl can be hairy
the all of you giving me the inspiration to keep long hair
the making me feel good growing up
thanks to all the girls, the young ladies, the career women in the making, the mothers to be.
may we get to see each other age.
dictated by the Queen at 8:16 AM
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
running
running till i am tired.
i sit back.
all sticky and niam...
tired to the max.
should go and bathe.
been so tired.
all i watch is world cup.
am sad that japan lost.
haiz.
and i cant watch brazil later.
since when have i become so enthu about soccer.
beats me too.
ha
dictated by the Queen at 9:20 PM
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Sunday, June 11, 2006
i am bored part 1
this is a sign of boredom.
About Yourself
001: Real Name - joycelyn
002. Nickname – erm.. do I have any?
003. Single or taken - thinking
004. Zodiac Sign - Pisces
005. Male or Female – Female
006. Elementary School – erm. primary school?canossa convent
007. Ipod – is overpriced.haha
008. How many buddies on your list – cant be bothered to check.very few.
009. Friendster name: joycelyn
010. Hair Color – half black half brown.in a mess
012. Hair Long or Short – neither here nor there. compared to selle is long..compared to bec is short?
014. Eye Color – brown.nic says look better than brown contacts.ha!
015. Are you health freak – usually this doesn’t last longer than a meal. Pastries and desserts and chocs are hardly resisitable.
016. Height – proclaimed myself as 1.65m
017. Do you have a crush on someone – seldom anyway.
018. Do you like yourself – lovin’ myself.
019. Braces? – too painful too expensive. And don’t really need.
020. Think you're awesome? – if I am not then who is?! oOps.
021. Piercings – ears only. One each side. Low threshold for pain.
022. Tattoo – thinking of getting one. But probably wont get around to it.cos too pain.again.
Your 'Firsts'
024. Surgery – erm minor one yes.my stupid root canal.
025. First piercing – secondary TWO?
026. First best friend – same as the one now.
027. First Award – second in PAP. Cos the first is more favoured by the teacher lar. We got the same marks lo!hmpf.
0 28. First Sport You Joined – floorball. Surprised eh?
029. First pet – chick or terrapin or fish?cant rem.
030. First vacation – to genting!!
031. First Concert – primary two.i danced.surprised again.
032. First love – well well. First love. Interpret it as the first time I felt really in love.yes.
Favorites
033. Favorite movie - only have favouriteS.
034. Favorite tv show – favourite tv channel used to be cartoon network.but well.show..now?lost n desperate hswives?
035. Color – many. white silver pink (being consistently loved since young)
036. Music – R&B. jazz is nice if not too prolonged. Rap?
039. Drink – don’t like to drink. Other than alcohol. Sounds bad. I mean. No favourites.
040. Body part not on the face – don’t really have. Ugly feet is quite loved stimes though.for fitting into pointed shoes. Heh.
041. Cartoon – mickey.who else?!
042. Favorite piece of clothing – lingerie
043. Brand Of Clothing – pierre cardin
044. What do you sleep with – minnie mouse bedsheet
045. Favorite School – PAP?
046. Favorite Animal(s) – mickey?
047. Favorite Book – no favourite
048. Favorite Magazine – erm.her world? Though I don’t really read. then now at workplace..i really love "eye reporter", its some mag about advertising...and when i was young.i loved "young generation".
Currently
049. Eating - none
050. I'm drinking - none
052. I'm about to - have my breakfast
053. Listening to – my mum vacuuming the floor
055. Waiting For - a day to cut hair
056. Watching - none
057. Wearing – shirt n shortsYour Future
058. Want Kids – yes pls. 3.
059. Want to Get Married – want to.hope able to.
060. Careers in Mind – preschool teacher, retail chain owner, brand manager
Which is better with the Opposite Gender?
068. Lips or Eyes - eyes
069. Hugs or Kisses - Hugs
070. Shorter or Taller – Taller, but short. Don’t like tall guys.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous – romantic cos I am spontaneous.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms – stomach.abs pls.legs more impt than arms.
074. Sensitive or Loud – erm. sensitive and sociable.
075. Hook-up or Relationship – long term.
076. Sweet or Caring – I guess both kinda comes together
077. Trouble Maker or Hesitant – huh? Erm.neither?
Have you ever
078. Kissed a Stranger – no way
079. Drank bubbles – what’s that?
080. Lost glasses/contacts – don’t have chance to lose if I don’t really have.
081. Ran Away From Home – got shoo out of hse.yes.nthing surprising. Was a naughty kid.
082. Broken a bone – chicken wing bone.yes.
083. Got an X-ray – yes.
084. Broken Someone's Heart – yes. Hate it.
086. Turned Someone Down – yes.
087. Cried When Someone Died - yes
088. Cried at school - yes
Do You Believe In
089. God – yar.since young.
090. Miracles – maybe.
091. Love at first sight – no.
093. Aliens – no.
094. Magic – yes.
095. Heaven – kind of…
096. Santa Claus – nope.
097. Se-x on the first date – i believe there are people who do it.
098. Kissing on the First Date – peck on cheek is still bearable… but prefer not to.
099. Angels – no.
Answer Truthfully
100. Is There someone You Want To be with right now? – good question.
dictated by the Queen at 10:11 AM
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Saturday, June 10, 2006
walking non stop
wednesday
went to john little sale!
hoho.at expo.
working near expo is one of the many advantages!
heh
well.got there the crowd wasnt really there yet.so yeah!
hmmm.as usual i bought lingerie.
i dunno for wat.
3 for the price of 2!!
cannot resist.
oh wow.
and now i got a white mouse!
thursday
was so tired i came home!
well.i thot nothing interesting will come by.....since all i did was stand all the way on the 45min train ride home...well.
i discovered another advantage of wearing heels!
ok..if u listen to strangers' conversation then it's eavesdropping
then i guess i was a peeping tom!
hey.think striaght.
i was standing right behind this lady.about late twenties..i think.
oh gosh.
i was so bored of reading adveritisements...
i read her sms instead.
oh gosh.ok.yes.i dint respect her privacy.
sorry.but it was there for me to see..ok.not a right thing to do.
BUT!
if it wasnt this interesting then i'll probably not look anymore.
well..
wat i saw: "i wanna shower together with you..haha"
well well.can u resist looking?!
cannot lar.and for the fact that i was towering over her..i had a very good view.
heh
ok.so.while waiting for the next msg, i analysed the woman from her back view..
not fantastic.really.not i being mean.
then i keep looking lo...
"i just checked..they said they have many rooms left."
oh man.i thought.the guy is going to book a hotel now?!
strong urge eh.
oOps.
ok. turned out i think too much lar.hahhaha
apparently they going overseas for some getaway..
ho..
and then it was time for me to get down lar!!!
ok.sian.but!
i turned back to look at the woman's face just in case my back view judgement was bad.
but well.
my judgement remained.
hahahahha
told u i am evil.
ok....but the weird thing is..the woman stored the guy as X Y Tan*
(*not the real name)
which is funny isnt it?i mean.if it;s ur bf or wat..shouldnt the name be more intimate?
hmm.issit some affairs?!*gasp.
or those lunch time affairs extended to after work?!
ho.
ok.imagination ran wild for a while.
friday
ho.walked the whole bugis village.
haiz.cant find a decent pair of bottoms.as in pants.denim kind.either jeans or 3/4s.but cant!
so well.
at least the skirt i've always wanted was clearance stock lar!
$10.
happily.
and germany is probably so gonna win.
and the number of goals is powerful lar!
crazy.heard the commentor said sth about the no of goals....
cool!
bring me to germany!
wah.i wana get soccer boots and a jersey!
dictated by the Queen at 12:38 AM
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
deepest truest
i secretly wish that i...
am smarter
didnt study business
can dance very well
am shorter
dont have eye rings
have smaller feet
can draw and design
am a good runner
have collar bones
read more literature books
dont have to work
dont have to work for too many years
can speak fluent jap n malay
can go to disneyland by next year
am married with three kids
am working with children
have studied overseas
can pull off the short spunky hair look
am good at html, java, programming etc
can take part in some sports competition
am on the dean's list
am not the only child
can play the violin and piano
have a dog
am not afraid of animals
can enjoy both love and freedom
can look good in jeans
am not fussy with food
own a shoe retail chain
am a model strutting my stuff somewhere overseas
have blonde hair
know how to dress ghotic
love to exercise
am able to cook many good dishes
can own some pub
am able to hold my liquor well
have completely gotten rid of my alcohol allergy n rashes
have a baby at home to play with
am giving tuition and financially independent now
am a researcher or architect
have loved well and am well-loved
have the guts to try those thrill rides at amusement parks
can climb a mountain with my loved ones
know how to make money grow
have the chance to go overseas to do community work
have my own house with my own deco
am well travelled
can manage my time better
can either study or do volunteer work the rest of my life
treat people the best i can
can learn to be more sensitive to people
can bake nice cakes and pastries
can be complimented as being a nice girl
will not be left on the shelf
can still have the same best friend till old age
can still keep friendships that i hold dear now
wont want to run away on my wedding day
am able to be a volunteer at SPCA
will be happily remembered by people at my funeral with white n pink tulips
will be happy for the rest of my life
can do all of the above in my life before i die
wah.actually have a long long list one....
hahahaha
but that's the best i can think of now
well..maybe my friends too have these kind of secret hopes n thoughts too...
so,share with me?
dictated by the Queen at 9:27 PM
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screws
i screwed up the start of the day again.
yest was about the "told you"
today was the "havent given me money"
well. good start to both weekends.
now i feel like just staying home.
really.
it's already screwed up.just no point going out.
she thinks i m money-faced.
well.fine.
then i am.
i dont spend money wisely i know,
i buy clothes, shoes, bags, whatever etc
i spend money like no one business.
well..
that's cos i choose what i want to spend it on.
cos things which are unneccesary to me...
i will not spend.
like.how i rather be traumatised by freaking man at 12+am at the mrt
and end up frantically trying to seek help
then being paranoid about some man at the lift lobby area, and
ended up climbing 9 storeys in heels to my house.
than take a cab which will prob cost me so much much much more
like how i used to not really like watching movie,
unless it's a good one.
but shows these days are really crappy.
BUT at least company is good.
so i dont mind.
like how i hate to spend money on expensive food which i dont really fancy
and rather eat at some foodcourt n coming out smelling terrible.
well.not really.
smelly bad is bad.
but still.
anyday, i rather eat hokkien mee than udon.
yar. not a good analogy.
cos i dont like udon. but love ramen.
haha
anyway, i know how stingy i am when it comes to money.
but certain things i m not.
like there are those time when i spend on other ppl without minding.
though seldom.
but i try k.
cos $ is precious to me.
only child doesnt mean anything.
and in any case, these days i dont feel too good about myself.
and everyone's reminding me.
oh well.
should learn to take it easy.
dictated by the Queen at 11:47 AM
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Thursday, June 01, 2006
big
the voice was big.
i was trembling.
bad temper scares me.
cos i was shouted at since young.
well.that's expected of naughty kids like me.
but it was good that i dint get out.
stand by me.
oh.anyway, on a lighter note, my jonathan got in!
ok.
pls refer to previous post IF u dunno who's jonathan.
dictated by the Queen at 10:03 PM
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