Sunday, June 04, 2006
screws
i screwed up the start of the day again.
yest was about the "told you"
today was the "havent given me money"
well. good start to both weekends.
now i feel like just staying home.
really.
it's already screwed up.just no point going out.
she thinks i m money-faced.
well.fine.
then i am.
i dont spend money wisely i know,
i buy clothes, shoes, bags, whatever etc
i spend money like no one business.
well..
that's cos i choose what i want to spend it on.
cos things which are unneccesary to me...
i will not spend.
like.how i rather be traumatised by freaking man at 12+am at the mrt
and end up frantically trying to seek help
then being paranoid about some man at the lift lobby area, and
ended up climbing 9 storeys in heels to my house.
than take a cab which will prob cost me so much much much more
like how i used to not really like watching movie,
unless it's a good one.
but shows these days are really crappy.
BUT at least company is good.
so i dont mind.
like how i hate to spend money on expensive food which i dont really fancy
and rather eat at some foodcourt n coming out smelling terrible.
well.not really.
smelly bad is bad.
but still.
anyday, i rather eat hokkien mee than udon.
yar. not a good analogy.
cos i dont like udon. but love ramen.
haha
anyway, i know how stingy i am when it comes to money.
but certain things i m not.
like there are those time when i spend on other ppl without minding.
though seldom.
but i try k.
cos $ is precious to me.
only child doesnt mean anything.
and in any case, these days i dont feel too good about myself.
and everyone's reminding me.
oh well.
should learn to take it easy.
dictated by the Queen at 11:47 AM