Monday, August 21, 2006
w/o wax
...
it was good talking to you.
although it was a call wrong.
top of the list
cant helped it
i got a lousy phone and lousier retarded fingers
not progressing well
just have to jia you.
happy that we could chat.
been long since we know each other
kinda cute
thinking back
and good luck in there
be the best of the best
got chance can chat again.
...
thanks for the invite
hope you're getting well.
lunch or some meal one day?
get on.
...
i know i was being a total..bitch
hurtful words worked
the attitude face worked
at least you said you're happy now.v happy.
how true i dont know
but it's comforting
it relieves me of some guilt.
someone important in one's life isnt suppose to just disappear
but i made it this way
i understand.
i understand.
there's no side of my story
just plain selfish-ness
i hate this episode of my life
and making you miserable
i've done wrong.
sorry.
nothing else i can say.
nothing else you will hear i know.
....
i am happy now.
i am.
it's simple.
finally simple.
there's nothing romantic
or particularly sweet
but i am beyond that
time is enough.
nights were good.
mornings were great.
people around are great too.
really.
i never really know friends.
thanks to printer machine etc
match was good
sun was bearable.
nothing special.
yet special.
without pressure
without wax.
...
red yellow green blue
JOYcelyn
dictated by the Queen at 8:39 AM
