Friday, November 24, 2006
the mixed feelings
well.
last day of exams.
yes.
envy me.
i want that fragrance.
packed many stuff to go back home with.
leaving this land of many hubs
to the land of many smiles.
oh.and i m looking forward to work.
cos i need the money.
yes.
refill my bank account.
and as i m typing this,
in around 27hours time i will be in another land.
need to take care of myself.
and not wander off from the group.
and not spend more than what i have.
and to take care of my belongings and my weak stomach.
and today i am finally going home.
three weeks since i was last home.
quite powerful.
miss my home.
gonna miss staying in hall too.
guess i am most likely gonna have a new roomie
the next time i come back hall.
handed in the form today.
and take care my boy.
and no presents for anyone.
cos i m selfish and am spending everything on myself.
dictated by the Queen at 4:01 PM
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
feeling grey
had dreams again.
this time multiply.
and many people in the dream.
whom i know.
scary.
cars, booze, lust.
didnt know people will behave this way.
two more nights.
please dont let me have any more nightmares.
one more night to no more blogging.
dictated by the Queen at 10:24 AM
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
love hate
list three things.
list three things u love and hate about me.
list.
dictated by the Queen at 10:08 PM
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
teeth-ed again
i dont know how many dreams i need to have
of being toothless.
but this time is a horrible one.
basically in the dream i took out every single tooth in the lower row.
means left the upper row.
the usual molar was shaky.
i took it out.
then i tried the other tooth
so one by one,
i took them all out.
just what are these toothless dream telling me?
my health weakness,
teeth, legs, stomach.
heart?
and will all the diarhorrea stop please.
i want hard solid waste.
update: from dream moods online"My Teeth Are Falling"
Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams we here at Dream Moods receive. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumbling in your hands or your teeth falling out one by one with just a light tap. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?
One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.
worried about how i look, yes. but not to this extent.Another rationalization for these falling teeth dream may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.
not so paranoid either.Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth represent power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream is an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the value of your own opinion.
powerless. interesting.maybe?In the latest research, it has been shown that women in menopause have frequent dreams about teeth. This may be related to getting older and/or feeling unattractive and less feminine.
hahaha definitely not.Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition which may be applicable to some dreamers.
hmmm..coupled with diarhorrea.maybe it's a sign?Other Perspectives
A scriptural interpretation for bad or falling teeth indicate that you are putting your faith, trust, and beliefs in what man thinks rather than in the word of God. The bible says that God speaks once, yea twice in a dream or a vision in order to hide pride from us, to keep us back from the pit, to open our ears (spiritually) and to instruct and correct us.
In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.
According to the Chinese, there is a saying that your teeth will fall out if your are telling lies.
since i m no greek and no christian..so the chinese one should be more related to me? but what lies?It has also been said that if you dream of your teeth falling out, then it symbolizes money. This is based on the old tooth fairy story. If you lose a tooth and leave it under the pillow, a tooth fairy would bring you money.
so since i was toothless. hope i see lots of money coming my way. but seriously. feel i will tend to give more $ away the next week then earning $. hafrom a dream dictionary:"teeth"Normally an unfavorable sign in a dream. It signifies displeasure and also shows that you are afraid of losing someone dear to you. knew it was unfavourable. knew it! how can anything good come from falling teeth?! a total nightmare. worse than going to the dentist. well. well.
dictated by the Queen at 11:17 AM
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Monday, November 20, 2006
a blueberry tart
u sit here in a room.
with no one.
only lots of pooh bears and a frog.
and 5 jay chous.
if only there's a blueberry tart.
something to cheer you up
motivate you
play games with you
make you cant stop feeling happy
tell you you're not fat
even though you know you arent exactly thin
make silly faces to make you laugh
tell you your shampoo smells good
share with you how studying sucks
but at least you're not alone
give you a tight hug and make you feel like crying.
pet you to sleep.
what's your blueberry tart?
dictated by the Queen at 10:10 PM
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living together
love the show.
cos it shows people who love their job
and after all,
they are just normal people.
and the recent focus on differences.
super messy dont wash underwear and just keep buying new ones girl had to learn how to live with ultra neat man who arranges his books according to the dewel decimal system.
and the fact that he believes in xmas and while she's jewish.
on top of that.
she has partial asian roots
while he's afro american.
can you imagine living together with someone totally different?
i cant imagine living with someone ..
who is totally into eating fish and seafood (save for crabs and stingray)
doesnt brush teeth before sleep
dont fold clothes and simply stuff them into the wardrobe
have a thousand and one things left on the dinning table
doesnt make the bed.
doesnt make the bed.
doesnt make the bed.
who washes hair less frequent than once every two days
leave dishes in the sink over two meals
who tells me to stop snacking
frown upon desserts (then we cant share ice cream etc)
throw their shoes everywhere
the house my mum made is the house i can live in.
not much deviation can i accept.
too high expectations?
hahaha
dictated by the Queen at 11:04 AM
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
the dream
shows that i cant wait.
just that the setting is weird.
but there was a bunch of cute guys
i seriously cant rem what they look like.
but.
they are the damn cute kind.
u know i seldom squeal over cute guys.
but those in there are real good stuff.
oh.there was like 18 of us or sth..
3 cars and one motorcycle.
hmmm.
dunno how we managed.
but we did.
and we split into 3 groups.
and i arrived at this wacoal shop.
i must be mad about shopping.
there wasnt as many bras as there were bra accessories.
crystal and beads etc.
and the whole place feels v japan.
and.
i was forced to eat some metal hotdog.
which is actually like those metal chain at the end of the regular nail clipper
yes those kind.
but its supposedly is some hotdog flavour.
dreams are weird.
but i know what it is telling me.
i want to buy lingerie.
cant wait.
and i m kinda amazed by the details i can rem.
maybe i should go into surrealism.
dictated by the Queen at 12:11 PM
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Saturday, November 18, 2006
my first post again
now u see it.
yes.
got the skin i always wanted.
and yes.
it's "adapted".
hahahhahaha
but well.
more me now.
so now,
i am suddenly switched back to blogspot again.
hahahhaha
its so personalised.
look at the background picture.
the colour,
the spade,
the barcode.
yes.
even the barcode stands for something.
try decoding.
ha
am so happy.
satisfied.
credits to leon.
and i learnt many things yest:
1. wearing a cup size bigger will make ur breast grow bigger over time.
cos the actual size will restrict growth.
and not wearing any will make it out of shape.
so she said.
worth the try, girls? maybe.
2. never irritate people who drives you around.
they always threaten to not send you back.
and this lesson was learnt twice in a day.
3. never play drinking poker with a person with lots of luck
will end up drinking too much water.
4. when a person cry, all is needed is a tight hug.
5. sleep more the day before the exams.
and i am loving the new me.
my new skin.
dictated by the Queen at 2:55 PM
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Friday, November 17, 2006
throw away 311
haiz
haiz
haiz.
write till my hand hurts.
hope everything turns out well.
fall short of target i guess.
well.
and we still see sm everywhere.
diversification
competitive strategy
organisation design
internationalisation strategy
complementor substitute
sustainable competitive advantage
strategic control systems.
throw them all out of the brain.
now.
its time for retail.
and we started off with vivocity.
again.
everytime i go there,
there's something new.
and its not the shops.
isnt it suppose to be a retail attraction?
oh.
and i hate the chocolate shop.
lousy decor.
like putting chocolates all over the house.
disgusting.
what an eventful day.
exams at src
trip discussion in room
lunch at novena
wasting time at vivocity
book exhibition on a real ship
back to hall.
i so want to go swim.
dictated by the Queen at 7:05 PM
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
the evil laptop
you know.
dont be fooled by a laptop.
they are ALL evil.
and the best of all,
they are coupled with the number one evil.
the internet.
though i have been accumulating fake wealth.
but hey.
at least it trains me well.
i am so much less risk adverse.
but i think i still cant stand to lose.
and.
i cant stand to watch what happen in the OR.
as in operating room.
cant imagine cutting people up.
oh gosh.
and i just cant stand blood.
and pls guys.
not the same as menses
lar!
and.i am so enthu about mulitply now.
that i have said i am enthu there,
and now i have to once again proclaim it here.
oh gosh.
and am happy that far away frens like ruth and huiqing being concerned!
and.
cant wait to see you all.
been like...super super long.
cos i missed 2 birthdays.
not intentionally.
so.
pls come to the chalet.
its been a long long long long long x infinity
since i miss council outings..
so.
CHALET.
oh gosh.
and now,
i am gonna be banyan-ed,
again.
good luck to those who are
losing it,
feeling stressed,
cant study,
staring blankly at the books.
and boo to those who are able to study non-stop.
ha
kidding.
chop off the tree?
well.
i'll harvest the tree.
so...
str
Ategic m
An
Agement here i come!!!
dictated by the Queen at 8:28 PM
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giddy
dont like waking up to giddy-ness
holding the walls up the stairs to the toilet
sudd i sat up on my bed and realised.
one more week!
and i am still drowsy.
cold.
shall start my engine.
and gear up.
dictated by the Queen at 9:17 AM
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
addiction
of all times to be addicted to.
played till 3am?
crazy.
losing it soon.
cant exams just come sooner?
get it over and done with.
then again.
need to do well.
getting kinda excited.
yet scared.
dictated by the Queen at 11:27 AM
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
banyan tree again.
same case.
different subject.
is there a shortage of case or something?
so yes.
and i said i hated the case at retail.
BUT.
now using strategic mgmt,
its a total new perspective.
now i know what peter meant by RICH case.
so many concepts.
compeitive strategy
differentiation
strategic grp analysis
Rs and capabilities
value chain
organisational design
internationalisation strategy
innovation
retail
industry life cycle
OMG.
starting to use my brain.
finally.
dictated by the Queen at 12:22 AM
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Monday, November 13, 2006
pitter patter
ridiculously slept at 4am.
but at least.
got people to chat with me.
thanks for calling!
erm.and
got nice cheese to eat.
and didnt spent a cent yest.
and i forgot to pray for sun.
woke up raining.
and went to do many things.
and now my floor is squeakly clean again.
magic cleaned
then wiped with cloth.
yipee!
and i tell you.
pens are gettin more n more expensive.
for those lousy pilot pens.
$0.95
prices went up again.
u mean inflation's so much?
ok.cos i m in the cheapo mode.
and.
i finally eating fruits today.
cos i bought.
haven ate for like..
one week.
am waiting to go DXO.
pls dont quit yet!
dictated by the Queen at 2:14 PM
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
upcoming
happy birthday boy n girl.
today and tmr respectively.
november is so exciting.
cos i gotta to love both my McGraws.
love hate relationship.
and studying in hall is good.
cos its so quiet and there's no Tv
but of cos
there's the so many d/l-ed shows on my com.
so i just plug out and let the lappy die for today.
and yest i finally went to the tiong bahru market.
hate the self service.
but well.so clean.
food was not too bad.
and the initial plan to be near my ulu hall
was changed to far away city hall
now i got a big head mickey
and i guess we won the basketball game.
and thanks leon for the maps and the bag.
oh gosh.
and lucky i m not staying at chinatown.
and now i am studying.
and clara!
i am using ur table.
change of environment.
and to the boy who came.
thanks.
upcoming stuff....
1st paper:17thnov
last paper:24thnov
and no paper in between.
then off i go!
then chalet?
then birthday.
and work!
and i so wanna go somewhere nearby to relax.
and i m sad i cant go hongkong.
but europe is more important.
yes ruth tan.
and ruth tan.
stop slping.and stop reading.
STUDY.
so let me go back and continue to love my McGraw.
dictated by the Queen at 2:33 PM
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Saturday, November 11, 2006
trips
so in the mood to travel.
used to think those who travel are wasting their money.
BUT.
now.
i realised i m becoming one of those "fools"...
the pictures of europe is disgustingly nice!!!
i want to go there too!!
but backpacking is so different from tour.
and the amt of $$ too.
like.i seriously wont spend $10k per person on a tour!!
ok.
i want to go!
and i wan to go in the tulips season.
and i dont care how ugly is the london bridge.
i want to hear the bells on the cows.
the clocks on the street
the very painful cathedrals
and the weird parliament house.
oh well.
and!
genting trip only costs $110?
3 days?i forgot how many days.
lets go!!
december?
places i want to go:
bangkok
taiwan
hongkong
japan
india
bali
shanghai
maldives
nepal
paris
london
barcelona
holland
italy
rome
germany
greece
sweden
norway
prague
belgium
vatican city
south africa
dubai
egypt
UAE
new york
canada
florida
las vegas
DISNEYLAND
ok.the list is like crazy.
so let it be.
top top priority is EUROPE.
dictated by the Queen at 9:29 AM
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Thursday, November 09, 2006
dilema
a diamond ring or a tour.
some sweet guy is deciding which to give his gf of like..5 years?
so sweet.
which one will you choose?
guess which i chose.
dictated by the Queen at 2:06 PM
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poor
which leads to me working.
1st,2nd,
6th,7th,8th
at least there's $ to replenish my bank acct in dec.
i've been thinking about the trip
is it worth it?
parents have evolved.
i used to not able to..
stay out beyond 11pm...
then midnight...
then...2+am
then kinda no limit.
but hey.she gotta know who i go out with n coming back what time.
and now i've got my way with going abroad.
stop me from gg abroad she said its too controlling.
doesnt stop me, she said doesnt care.
so either way its bad.
she made me think.
and he said even parents cant stop me from doing what i want.
so who can?
well.
i dont know what is love sometimes.
or at all.
looking back,
i know i was no good.
you knew too.
yet i kept defending myself.
you too.
so the best now is to cherish what i have now.
talking about working.
3 consecutive days was crazy.
especially since...
monday night i had to do project.
tuesday night come back sch.
wed morn presentation in sch.
then went down to work.
and work is 10 hours a day.
just for $6 per hour.
and all these for those clothes, bags, shoes.
am i crazy or something?
and thinking of working maybe 3days per week nxt year.
get $ to go europe.
or some road trip.
i m interested.
i want to go somewhere quiet, serene and beautiful.
and see those urban nice architecture too.
the company is the most important i guess.
and council chalet.
the last one before most girls are going into another phase in their lives.
so pls attend.
really not expensive too.
$25 for 3days 2nights and food.
gathering with people whom may be diffficult to see from next year onwards.
so come.
lots of effort is put into it.
and now back to $.
living on a $6.00 per day budget.
so far i've been sticking to it.
wasnt successful the last time.
but now i am gonna make sure i do.
so good with $ mgmt.
shd have picked it up then.
so i have $150 to use till 24th nov.
and i m gonna park myself in school till then.
3weeks=$150
1 week=$50
1 day= approx $7
so extra maybe slightly better food on weekends?
no mac' bfast for me.
9 more days to 1st paper.
and i haven studied much.
today marks mugging day.
so feel like going waxing.
but it will be one week's $.
and joycelyn shall be self motivated to spend less, study more, sleep enough.
dictated by the Queen at 9:01 AM
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
swingz
i want to learn how to dance too.
more useful than singing.
ha
well.and i was walking at the rooftop that day from SSC
and i was thinking n thinking..
$700 x 6 = $4200
$6000 x 3 - $4200= a lot.
oh gosh.
groovy.
like mr tan said.
its cool to dance w your spouse.
dictated by the Queen at 12:39 AM
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Thursday, November 02, 2006
aunties
its the ultimate auntie i tell you.
what she looks like:
is quite young (assumed,since she said she got a 4yr old kid)
but actually quite old.
and the top she's wearing.....
i tell you..
it's worse than my mum say that its low.
which means
it's ultra low.
i tell you.
and the top, to top it off,
is ugly shade os red.
like those chilli red, but the unglam version
and.
ok.nvm.
the top is so super V neck
and her boobs are so big..
they are joined together.
prob C or D.
but never.big so what.
boobs are just fats.
bigger boobs then me then nvm
she lean over to look at things on table and
it's like
spilling all over my field of vision.
and i tell you.
she keep choosing n changing
and changing her mind and choosing.
all this while, telling us how naughty her kids are.
she's partly responsible for their behaviour too right
in the end she whined so much,
she went back to what she wanted in the 1st place.
what's worse.
ask for recommendations and
insulted my mickey mouse.
the super auntie auntie said mickey mouse is outdated.
and to that msn nick:
giselle exclaimed:haha she insulted your husband.
ruth said:relax fren!
jerhsuan told me:slap her!hahaha
oh well.
she is so much more outdated.
dont think even she can carry off red clothes as well as mickey lo.
oh pls.
oh pls.
shudders.
dictated by the Queen at 1:53 AM
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