Thursday, November 09, 2006
poor
which leads to me working.
1st,2nd,
6th,7th,8th
at least there's $ to replenish my bank acct in dec.
i've been thinking about the trip
is it worth it?
parents have evolved.
i used to not able to..
stay out beyond 11pm...
then midnight...
then...2+am
then kinda no limit.
but hey.she gotta know who i go out with n coming back what time.
and now i've got my way with going abroad.
stop me from gg abroad she said its too controlling.
doesnt stop me, she said doesnt care.
so either way its bad.
she made me think.
and he said even parents cant stop me from doing what i want.
so who can?
well.
i dont know what is love sometimes.
or at all.
looking back,
i know i was no good.
you knew too.
yet i kept defending myself.
you too.
so the best now is to cherish what i have now.
talking about working.
3 consecutive days was crazy.
especially since...
monday night i had to do project.
tuesday night come back sch.
wed morn presentation in sch.
then went down to work.
and work is 10 hours a day.
just for $6 per hour.
and all these for those clothes, bags, shoes.
am i crazy or something?
and thinking of working maybe 3days per week nxt year.
get $ to go europe.
or some road trip.
i m interested.
i want to go somewhere quiet, serene and beautiful.
and see those urban nice architecture too.
the company is the most important i guess.
and council chalet.
the last one before most girls are going into another phase in their lives.
so pls attend.
really not expensive too.
$25 for 3days 2nights and food.
gathering with people whom may be diffficult to see from next year onwards.
so come.
lots of effort is put into it.
and now back to $.
living on a $6.00 per day budget.
so far i've been sticking to it.
wasnt successful the last time.
but now i am gonna make sure i do.
so good with $ mgmt.
shd have picked it up then.
so i have $150 to use till 24th nov.
and i m gonna park myself in school till then.
3weeks=$150
1 week=$50
1 day= approx $7
so extra maybe slightly better food on weekends?
no mac' bfast for me.
9 more days to 1st paper.
and i haven studied much.
today marks mugging day.
so feel like going waxing.
but it will be one week's $.
and joycelyn shall be self motivated to spend less, study more, sleep enough.
dictated by the Queen at 9:01 AM
