Wednesday, March 29, 2006
if u teach me how
i want to learn how to cook.
i announce.
teach me all your signature dishes, friends!
maybe it's a ploy to eat all your good food.
heh heh
cooking.another thing i hate.
let me love it!
dictated by the Queen at 5:52 PM
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Monday, March 27, 2006
my major
eh.unfair quiz.they didnt include business! is my major that insignificant?
dictated by the Queen at 1:23 PM
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track
shoes.
as in.track shoes.
i finally bought the shoes!
yes.joycelyn will attempt to run.
to run faster than you, you and you..
you all.
put a dog chase me i confirm run damn fast.
ok.i shall start running SOON.
dont know when is the SOON coming, but SOON
lar.
expensive shoes. i swear i want to buy a more expensive pair of heels next time.
disgusting to have track shoes more expensive than heels.
anyway.it's lying there in the box now.
hope it will be all dirty, season-ed and comfy SOON.
oh.how i hate running.
dictated by the Queen at 8:54 AM
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
drowning in her sleep
i have got so much to apologise for, not just to you, but to you, to you, you, and you..and you..you...........
the girl is residing in her room,
she rest there, she drowns in her sleep.
leave her alone.
let her rot, let her decompose, let her slowly break down.
she hasnt top up her water, hasnt been cleaning her floor.
she doesnt care about the messy room,
her dirty clothes,
herself.
no lectures, no tutorials, no seminars, no meetings.
wasted.
her heart sways no more.
it has stopped beating.
dont want anymore love.
just want to love herself.
dont demand anymore,
there's no supply,
dont ask anymore,
there's no answer.
just dont do it.
just give her time to drown in her sleep.
down and down.
drown.
joycelyn loves every one around her.she just needs to love herself.she's alright. just drowning.
dictated by the Queen at 4:48 PM
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
i want to fall in love again
bring me the man.the boy i need is one who:romantic. who minds lovey dovey. write me a card everyday tell me how much u love me. i dont care about overdoses.knows how to cook.the way to my heart is through the stomach.cook nice noodles, bake nice cakes. feed me non stop with sinful stuff like chocolates and ice cream.doesnt mind me being fat.hahaha in relation to the previous point.understands what it is to be an active consumer.and pls.you know what.retail marketing is my interest too. doesnt mind cracked heels and ugly feet.doesnt mind me not behaving like a lady.i eat in restaurants cross-legged.i yawn without closing my mouth (i try to close lar).doesnt mind a totally retarded girl. i got this co-ordination problem.cant help it man.can drink much, w/o getting drunk.cos i am bad at drinking.and pls no man should be drunk b4 i do!doesnt just think that i am all about looking good, shopping and spending money.there's just more to it i suppose.i hope.will constantly remind me to drink water and eat well, just like my dearest mummy. i hate it when she nag at me, but i know she means well.if not i would have already been a shrivelled and dehydrated girl, thin n frail.doesnt care whether my hair is short or long. long hair i also like, but you know, i am so into hair therapy.most of the times, the hair doesnt grow fast enough to be long.so ya.snip snip.is effective in dialects, english n mandarin. please.dialects v important. especially canto.cos i dont understand!what if i need go shop in hong kong?oOps. best if know thai, italian and spanish too.hahhaha i am thinking too much.can spend the whole day with me without feeling bored.knows how to peel crabs. forget about prawns.not important. crabs!crabs!crabs!loves to take photos, and dont mind acting stupid.can be my companion. whether it's playing volleyball, frisbee, tanning, yoga, cycling, kayaking, captain's ball, swimming, jogging, drawing, disney on ice, visit muesums, movies, pool, sing, bowling, sit down n talk, roller blading, visiting the zoo bird park or whatever, going overseas, staying at home n rot, eating...anything.can just offer to lend me a listening ear and give me a hug when i am feeling down. one who can encourage me, motivate me, and cheer me up. just being there, physically, mentally or virtually.just a man who can make me want to do all the above for him as well.and able to offer him joy and do whatever he enjoys too.bring me the man!argh.one of those wake-up-and-feel-like-i-shd-be-in-love days. crap.
dictated by the Queen at 10:53 AM
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Monday, March 20, 2006
chapter TWO
the season of joy
the season of giving
presents and more presents
it was after a long long time...
they met
there was the minnie.
the mouse that took much trouble,
the surprise she expected.
smart he is.
there was the bracelet.
a bracelet she fancies.
the surprise that was a surprise.
dictated by the Queen at 8:43 PM
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research results
they say the christmas season brings joy
and they bring people together
how true it is.
dictated by the Queen at 8:43 PM
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up n down
there are days when u were really happy
then the days when u were really sad.....
it's just a cycle,
isnt it?
maybe if there wasnt the really happy times,
there wouldnt be this unhappy times..
i dunno how to deal with this.
i am really lost.
enough.
cant think no more.
joycelyn is tired.
dictated by the Queen at 9:27 AM
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Monday, March 13, 2006
joycelyn is a happy girl
11 march 2006 : Stripes and polka dots
To the people who were there:
My best friend and “best friend”: suan and hansel
The council girls: cass, huixia, huiqing, ruth, kaiting, audrey, peiqi
The council guys: jerhsuan, lenny, shouwen, ck, clarence, gerald, dennis, yee haun
The two guys: eugene and zhixiong
The tuition guys: jameson and yaosheng and fiona
The ntu people: junkai, rebecca, david, giselle, jessica, caizhi, rhys
The guys: kelvin, zijie, koklong, gary, dennis, johnathan, nicholas, chunrong
Those who made special appearances: aaron, zesin, vincent, zhijian, justus
And of course, My Family. my papa, mummy, ma-ma, grandaunt, uncles and aunties, cousins, cousin-in-laws...
everyone!
Gossip column:
(mumblings here and there by people- friends, cousins, aunts, mum)
deco is nice!!! (almost everyone said this!)
1. cass is pretty. Any boyfriend?
2. ruth how come so tanned
3. lenny is cute
4. zhixiong looks different in photos
5. zesin looks jap
6. so fat, so cute
7. ck and shouwen not bad
8. wah. Who brought the tarts
9. eh. Eh. Which guy here likes you?
10. eh. Which one is your boyfriend?
11. jerhsuan quite good looking
12. how come suan’s bf not here yet
13. my hair is ugly.esp the tail (hmph.i don’t care)
14. I look like a hybrid of nezha and xiao long nu. (walau!)
15. wah.so many guys. Ask them all stand here and let us slowly pick. (pengz)
New records:
Number of balloons used: >200
Number of photos taken: >200
32/41 friends present are single.
Credits:
Deco i/c: jerhsuan (for the shopping trips and ideas and the fabulous backdrop)
Deco team and sofa movers: ck (tape dispenser), clarence (fishing line expert), shouwen (act like engineer i/c) , lenny (technical officer)
Helium contact: jerhsuan
Carbon dioxide providers: jerhsuan, ck, clarence, shouwen, lenny, junkai, rebecca, kelvin
Make-up artists: cass and huixia
Bday dress sponsors: suan and hansel
Photographers: cass and suan
Blueberry tarts sponsor: jameson
Cake pre-paid-er: kelvin
Cake cutters: council girls
Buffet co-sponsor: mummy
And big thank you for presence and presents!
I love them all
The key, the citigem, the bday dress, the white dress, the plaque, the fragrance and lip gloss, the heart and star guess watch, the mickey photo album, the wallet, the liberating gift, the figurine, the makeup, the photo frame, the 3-in-1 guess watch, the colourful self made frame, the polka dots pouch, the silver pouch w mickey, the perlini’s, the air mailed, the multi-container w many mickeys, the hersheys kisses, the godiva, the mickey slippers, the pink mickey top, the pink yoga mat and the ang pows!
And thanks to those who gave birthday cards!
And those who wrapped presents with ribbons!
And to those who couldnt come, but sms-ed and/or called!
And to the guest appearances!
Apologies : Food too little!! Sorry to those who did not get to eat much! The food wasn’t suppose to be this little!!
dictated by the Queen at 2:53 PM
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Saturday, March 04, 2006
my birthday
it's the first time in my entire life that i am actually having a celebration with friends and family
so here's it:
day: 11 march 2006 (saturday)start time: 1730venue: my home (toa payoh)guys wear: stripesgirls wear: polka dotsthat's all.simple?
ok.
presence is MORE important than presents...but presents still important
*LOL
a list of my-mum-really-mind1. soft toys, cushions, pillows etcno more bear bear etc for me, i love soft toysbut she's sick of washing them, besides.i am running out of storagea list of i-really-mind1. those aroma therapy things2. those look too pretty, too complex and too time-consuming things from body shop3. ugly mickey mousea list of i-dont-really-mind(not in order of preference)
1. a pair of slippersthose nice pair where i can wear to school, yet not too nice that i cant wear with shortsmore important, must be comfy2. a photography bookmust not be boring with too much wordspictures are compulsory3. swim wear, track shoesit's difficult to buy. so dont bother buying. even i haven found the right one, dont expect anyone to beat me to it.4. yoga/ exercise matalways wanted one. but cant find one with a nice colour. i mean.exercising is already depressing, dont want to face blue/grey/black while at it.pink would be good.and pls.orange is not a good colour to me.5. watchthere's this pretty watch from guess.6. shoeswith taste.i will never find an extra pair extra. size 38 or size 67. clotheswith taste.flesh imp got nice tees, i got sth for those with gold8. flowersi only love one type of flowers9. jeansi hate it cos i can never find one which fits me well.but i want a pair.but forget it.10. jacketthose feminine ones11. makeup!yes i know, i dont use it. that's cos i dun have.mascara, eye shadow, lip gloss, eye liner(especially), blusher12. nail polish and stickers!any colour.i love nail polish13. hair dryeryes.a hair dryer.cannot ar?!must be good one.can adjust air volume and temperature(hot and cold)14. shower foamhahhahha this is the biggest joke i know.but hey.it's useful.follow me shower foam, floralcos i use them by the litres.15. face mask and eye mask
for face:those moisturing and/or pore finingi need to cure my eye circles n eye bags16. fragrancesomeone bought already. heh hehso dont bother17. bagsany kind ranging from the beach, school, to handbags18. walletbut dont bother. coz i haven found one i like!sian19. necklacesnot those silver ones from perlini etcthose nice colourful long ones.20. look here : www.mbossed.com21. guys in stripes and girls in polka dotsanything else that's practical, pretty n nice also accepted!
dictated by the Queen at 8:31 AM
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chapter ONE
it all begins there..
they say grey is a depressing colour
i thought i've proved them wrong
i thought u've proved them wrong
it's this colour that brought us together
blue pinafore, brown shorts.
it failed.
dictated by the Queen at 7:59 AM
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
underwater
why i go swimming so often nowadays:
i want to tone up. cos someone commented i need to tone up.
when i swim, i think of nothing.i just keep counting the number of laps..just keep on counting..
nothing bothers me during a swim..
other than the occasional idiotic pple who swim in my lane.
i am a fish.a pisces.no wonder i love water.
i love to swim.not that i can swim well.
i just wanna feel free.
and spend time with myself.
dictated by the Queen at 11:34 AM
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