Wednesday, May 31, 2006
food n kids n songs
monday
wah.food fest.i thought it ended le!cos i mean.food fest, book fest, IT fair, all dont usually end on Mondays rite?always end on Sundays wat..rite?
anyway.my 1st time to a food fest.i think.
hahhahahahha
cheese tofu, sharksfin soup, city satay, beancurd, soya bean drink, cai bing, watermelon juice, instant noodles, bak gua, fishball n tofu...etc.cant rem.
tuesday
wah.was doing survey, got this cute little boy came up n told me i m pretty.
hey.i dont care.at least the boy is sincere!and it's really little boy k..like.3yrs old?
wah.i love little boys.
i mean.how i can i resist him?!
oh my god!
wednesday
wah.somehow i ended watching sg idol.
my dad switched to ch5.
ho!
my fav person.
jonathan leong.
somehow lar.the small eyes are attractive. (my mum dont understand wat's attractive about small eyes...well...everything!)
the confidence.
more imptly the voice.
powerful.
really.POWERFUL!
and i insist my mum watch him sing, although she doesnt understand english.
hahahahha
and she says she'll support him!why?cos she said she'll support whoever i support!
hohoho.
really.must look out for him k?
oh.and paul is good too.voice is good.
dictated by the Queen at 10:17 PM
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
the 男人s
something my mum said (don’t ask what) yest made me recall the following.
all the nice guys.
i ought to thank you all.
the coming to go sch with me all the way fr home. even at 645am
the taking bread for me thinking that i may get gastric
the sending me dou hua when it's alr late at night outside school gate
the ice cream and appearing at my doorstep when i mention i had the craving
the seeds in the bottle
the book of songs
the remote control car
the heart shaped sparklers
the many bouquets of my fav flowers
the pink felt JOY
the stars in the heart shaped bottle
the cushion with my mouse
the dress w the ribbon
the mambo top
the good smelling love at first glow
the home cooked barley water
the home cooked dinner
the forever will not die plant- flip flap
the cheesecake
the slippers on the car
the maplestory
the mickey game
the late nights suppers
the helping me to wash my feet
the menstrual pills
the offer to get sanitary pad
the dan browns
the puzzle fighter
the desperate housewives
the speakers
the microphones
the mickey mouse bag
the big bear
the happy birthdays
the mini fatfat
the singing postcard
the chocolate chip cookies
the packed lunches
the east coast parks
the lip gloss the bleach
the late nights
the roti pratas
the watch the chalets
the massage
the first time in a club
the Mario
the hearts
the lost
the playground
the 17 cents stamps on the envelope
the stickers
the auntie
the entries
the cleaning of birdshit
the hersheys
the drinking games
the pool sessions
the waking up early to wake me up
the telling me its past my bedtime
the knowing my eating preferences
the telling me i m attitude
the mopping of floor
the gems card
the act cute times
the Liverpool matches
the photos the puzzle
the toy catcher
the locker stuff the beard papa
the carrying of bag
the movies
the chocolate cakes at taka
the daytona
the balloons
the shoes
the drawings of mickey mouse
the coasters
the wild wild wet
the medicine n food
the porridge
the desserts
the mahjong
the honey water
the washing feet
the singing
the leaving of present on my bed
the yakking
the pink Minnie
the fav blueberry tarts with my name
the knees
the soccer game
the breakfasts
the wrapping of books
the fund transfers
the sending me home even when its late or out of way
the bracelet
the butterfly
the cute, sweet and unique card
the asking me to take care
the taking care of me
the good memories
(not in any order)
and my bad memory.
Cant recall too many things.
heh
dictated by the Queen at 11:50 AM
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
children's day
today is children's day for me!
so happy.
cos so many kids out there!
and i tell you...
toa payoh has the friendliest kid k!
there was this two boys at the platform..
totally cute looking n quite active..
i love active kids.
not those noisy, irritating and naughty ones..
but those damn cute n vocal ones!
oh gosh.
anyway, when i was entering the train..
the boy waved happily at me!!!
hahahaha
vincent thought i know them
hahahah
they super friendly..but their chinese is bad..cos the ang mo accent.
anyway.saw this other pair of kids earlier in the evening.
the elder girl is kinda abnormal (i only realised this after her behaviour)
she cant really talk, but make noises
at least 5 years old girl.
then v hyper, keep walkin here n there
stand up, sit down, walk to her pram, walk to the mrt seats
etc.
then the little brother (about a year old) also quite active n noisy
keep fidgeting etc.
throughout the 3 stops i was observing them..
really quite a handful..
but the amazing thing is..
the parents look v lovingly at their kids
and was v patient with them...
parents are wonderful.
then there was this girl who fell aslp on her mum's laps.
then the mum use a jacket to cover her legs...
totally sweet.
ok. my writing today totally sucks..kinda like..
some lousy storytelling language.
boo.
but anyway.
yup.
just feel i want my own child too.
children i mean.
>1
erm.not like right now..
but i guess i want.
after all.
ok.thinking too much.
heh.
children are the best gifts to the world.
and oh.there's kids fest at taka square.ho!mickey mouse!
thank you.
dictated by the Queen at 11:16 PM
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006
# 2423457 incident on the mrt
gosh.
lucky i was kinda having a block nose
and i was sleepy
bad breath sucks.
please.
it was just next to me.
i mean.
he was just next to me.
those two seater kind.
ok.if you happen to have bad breathe.
at least speak softer.
there's no need to project bad breathe.
faint.
and pls.of cos it's not someone i know.
for goodness.
dictated by the Queen at 11:04 PM
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Sunday, May 21, 2006
the aftermath
forget and forget.
i am the dory fish in nemo.
so many things i cant remember.
the mind is blank.
but some memory is forver in my mind.
everyone has their painful memories.
let me think.
think properly.
and feel less.
let me come back to equilibrium.
dictated by the Queen at 7:46 PM
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aloha
pasir ris.
i travelled far.
and was glad had company.
more than glad.
it was sweet.
the birthday party.
happy birthday to zijie.probably the most ACT cute fat guy out there.
thanks for the invitation.
and it was a good break from the weekdays.
the food.wah.really a lot.and almost all i love.
hahaha
i admit.
i am the most greedy one there.
the first to eat.
totally not paiseh.
looks irresistable.
satay is horrible.pls.
totally overcooked or mostly undercooked.
ok.well.
at least i dont need diy.
shouldnt complain.
chicken franks are too salty.
the stupid pepsi n 7up game.
hate pepsi k.
i jus totally give up at the 17-21 range.
but it was sth new.not bad.
funny to the max too.
the "animal"etc
learnt mahjong.ho.
thanks to all who tolerated my slow-ness and retarded-ness.
and the times when i sounded fierce.
i know i would have gotten whacked if i was a guy.
hahaha
in any case.mahjong was really noisy.
especially with zijie n kok.
please.can just faint.
the constant "if you're happy ar..." chants
etc.
it's such a thinking game i kinda feel retarded.
that's all i can say.
thinking games were never my type of games.
but.i think.
it's in my genes.
mahjong.
after all.my mum plays so often.
well.
i m supposed to have the driving genes cos of my dad.
apparently not.
hahahaha
anyway,
mahjong was fun lar.
lucky no $$ involved.
if not i'll have to empty wallet.
hahaha
i wanna learn how to feel the tiles without looking.
be it a frivolous skill.
heh
heart attack was totally wu liao.
i feel.
no effort lo the birthday boy.
truth or dare turned out to be truth or truth.
wah.
quite powerful gossips there.
my lips are sealed.
and everyone kinda keep targeting one another.
and some are really killer questions lo.
and vincent is lousy lar.
took forever to answer.
friend, you still owe us an answer lo.
dictated by the Queen at 7:22 PM
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Monday, May 15, 2006
here i am
thinking things.
thinking things 5 years down the road.
i understand.
i shouldnt be.
who knows what the future brings?
who knows what can happen.
no one.
i know it's no point thinking whether it'll work
it's about making it work.
i'm sorry but that fear lies within me.
i dont dare to fall too deep,
and fall badly again.
i cant help but think.
i hate to make assumptions.
yet. i have to think about my life too.
if it fails.
22+5=27.
past my ideal.but well.
i know i cant afford.
i dont want to see myself in such a situation.
i cant put myself through hurt too often.
i cant help but think.
the only child has added responsiblities.
and i certainly dont want to prove my mum right after all those years....
i worry too much for my own good.
maybe u just listen to them?
it's back to being -ve again.
i know.
it's precisely with the possible commitment that i am getting all uptight.
i believe in you.
but i cant just live day by day.
i cherish every day and every single moment,
but i dont want to do it knowing that it will all be lost down the road.
nothing is guaranteed in this life journey,
but we should perhaps look ahead,
think of possible obstacles and think of how to solve them.
isnt it?
problems need time to solve.
everything needs time.
problems need longer time.
i dont want my worries today to still be worries by then.
i need assurance and plans.
i dont need fuck.
love, me.
dictated by the Queen at 12:00 AM
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Friday, May 12, 2006
the XL cockcroach
from my experienceS with cockcroaches:
they shun light.
so.i went back to my bedroom after bathing
switch on my room lights
and there i saw it
the big fat XL cockcroach scrambling to behind my studying table
so.insects gallop too.
ok.but so be it.
i am really ok with cockcroaches.but not with lizards.
but this one here left me cold.
and crying.
it's really big lar.
too big to be able to carry its weight against gravity all the way up to the 9th storey k.
and since when do they like aircon?!
argh.attitude is a hereditary trait.
hence.i lament about men.
my dad refused to take the extra step to move my table out to catch that XL fellow.
he even kinda raised his voice and said how silly i was.
it's not too much to ask for
not too much a request to a man who can catch lizzys with his bare hands.
pls.
i can even slp with lizzy in the room.
i tolerate.
but this i cant.
it's too fat k.
prob BMI=26.
pls let my man be one who dare bring away such disgusting things from me.
dictated by the Queen at 11:48 PM
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all the three things
Name 3 schools you went to?
PAP kindergarten
Nanyang Business School
Convent
Name 3 things in your purse/wallet?
pink panadol
plasters
photos
Name 3 things you always wear?
an attitude face
pretty shoes
long fingernails
Name 3 things you do when you are reallystressed?
cry
pack and tidy room
stone
Name 3 favorite songs right now?
cant think
Name 3 favorite persons in life?
mickey
Name 3 places you go to on a daily basis?
toilet
online
home
Name 3 things you will like to try?
driving my own car
marriage
diving
Name 3 favorite fruits?
banana
durian
blueberry
Name 3 things you are addicted to?
ice cream
shoes
chocolate
Name 3 favorite hobbies?
swimming
reading crappy fiction
taking photos
Name 3 ideal career choices?
shoes designer
imagineer at disneyland
tai-tai
Name 3 goals in 2006?
grow longer hair
earn more money
exercise more
Name 3 plans for tomorrow?
swimming
birthday party
going out
Three Parts of Your Heritage?
droppy eyes
big eyes
ab+ blood
Three Things That Scare You?
animals, esp when they are galloping
losing people I teasure
height and speed both together
Three of Your daily Essentials?
cash
satisfying meals
lingerie
Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now?
big t shirt
short shorts
ugly feet
Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artist?
none
Three Things You Want in a Relationship (OTHERTHAN Love)?
trust
commitment
passion
Two Truths and a Lie (in no particular order)?
i kissed a girl before
i ate a bettle before
i ran around in my panties before
Three Physical Things about the Opposite Sex that appeals to You?
nice eyes
strong legs
nice abs
Three Places You Want to go on Vacation?
rome
dubai
nepal
Three people I would like to see take this quiz?
you and
you and
you
dictated by the Queen at 4:49 PM
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006
saying i do
oh.suddenly remember this other thing too.
my book.i mean.i didnt write it.i was reading it.
anyway,
i am on the one book a week campaign....
hopefully by the time my PA ends, i will have read TEN.
ho.
i am glad enough if there's 5 actually.
well.and.i seldom read serious books.
it's usually those crappy romantic n funny books.
dont ask me read books which are too learning..
they kinda become too idealistic for me.
and to think a piscean actually feel that some books are idealistic,
then that book must be idealistic man....
cos we are probably the most dreamy n idealistic sign....
ok...
anyway,
the book : "For better, for worse."
some crappy love story.dont bother reading it.
here's the plot.
main character josie just got separated with the her bastard husband,damien, who apparently had an affair with someone from the office.
ok..then josie had to attend her fav cousin's wedding in NYC (josie lives in england), so she took a plane and met matt. (hahaha..met matt, what a lousy way of putting it.terrible joycelyn)
so.they apparently got along well on board.
so he asked for an afternoon date...
then a dinner date.
and he stupidly screwed up by losing the piece of paper he scribbled the restuarant's name one.
so yar.he missed it.
and he alr fell in love w josie.
meanwhile, josie sat there feeling all men are bastards..
and ok.
she had a wedding to attend in a few days time...
meanwhile, matt tried desperately to remember josie's hotel
but all he could recall was that josie's cousin is martha....
so he started calling the hotels..
and there was this one long list...
he finally got a martha....but who knows.
it's all wrong.
and he went to find this girl, Holly, for company instead.
who knows.as fate has it.
Holly was actually going to a Martha's wedding too.
and this time it's THE martha.
so..matt made all the excuse and draggged Holly.
at england...damien had enough of his fling
and realised that josie was the one he still love..
so.
he left melanie (the fling), and left with a super expensive diamond ring to NYC
planning to give tt as a re-engagement ring...
so yes.
anyway...at the wedding...
martha was kinda regreting her choice of husband (jack)
and she ran off half way to make love with the best man (her ex, Glenn)
well well...
and they decide to leave and martha pleaded w josie to tell this to jack (jack was still in the dark)
meanwhile, matt was searching for josie
okok.....this is so not summarised.i m tired of writing.
anyway,
in the end, the twist.
martha went off with glenn, but decided that actually, she was more comfortable and jack was more suitable for her.
so she left.
and luckily, jack being the nice man..told everyone that martha wasnt feeling well (a big fat lie) and ended the wedding early....
so..it was so sweet when martha went back to jack.......
he was forgiving, and gentle.
(ok..this is crappy story)
then...anyway,
in the end matt also found josie the next day..
some super coincidence at some park.
and i always picture myself running away from my own wedding.and that's a scary thought. runaway bride.ho.i hope i am just being paranoid.marriage is scary.maybe i am just commitment-phobic.
then again, i love being in love. and once i have decided, i will make sure i stick to it..
ok.anyway...
the most memorable line:
dont marry someone you can live with,marry someone you cant live without.
dictated by the Queen at 11:16 PM
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today is wednesday
somehow i rem sth my mum told me long ago.
hahaha
it's weird how come i rem.
she told me wed is "pak-tor" day.
for her era, that is.
anyway,
i am beginning to lament about how tiring i am these few days.
whining too much i guess.
i feel i learn things too.
but i am just v tired.
not so much craving for rest,
more for excitement and encouragement.
a friend found happiness.
happy for my friend.
what lies ahead for me?
good things,. joycelyn.
dictated by the Queen at 10:34 PM
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Sunday, May 07, 2006
the day has come
whatever happened to the 9 to 5 job?
it's extended..............................
ok.just to whine one last time
with this headache of mine.
tired.
hope i have good news for myself tmr.
hope all goes well.
at least i still can coax myself to have hopes.
good night.
hope i can pull myself out of bed!!
dictated by the Queen at 11:49 PM
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the move
i made the first move.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
and i shifted the bag out of my room!
hahahaha
ok.not v funny.
anyway.i vacated my room.totally.haiz.even returned the keys.
and i did so one week early.
ho.dumb.
now i paying one week extra rent for nothing.
well.i stupidly chose it.
so be it.
in any case,
my parents helped!
so touched.
though i had to tolerate a mildly attitude dad early in the morn at 7am.
oh.and something funny happened.
lifts are dumb.
i was unloading from the lift at my house's storey
then mum was controling the lift door from outside...
and the stupid lift closed and went down.
p
e
n
g
s
can just faint.
but luckily.
only 8th storey.
if not my clothes, printer and shoes will be travelling on their own.
and yes.
my dad complained about my shoes.
"bring so many shoes for what?", in a q attitude tone
well well.....
9 boxes.some box contain 2 shoes.
ho. a few only lar.
so maybe ard 12 pairs MAX.
oh.
and the first time in my life i wear a pair of shoes till there's a hole.
so i threw it away.
woohoo.
issit 旧的不去，新的不来 also applies to shoes?
but actually..
新的已经来了！
oOps.
so now.my room is offically declared a refugee zone.
too messy.
i am literally putting the mess behind me.
cos i am here sitting n typing with all the bags of stuff behind me on the floor..
ok.
should get going.
dictated by the Queen at 10:20 AM
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Saturday, May 06, 2006
a single day
kinda overwhelmed by thoughts now....
today was supposed to be good.
not that it was not good.
but in between some parts were quite bad.
ok.i am a bad host,
but at least!
we went on a heritage tour.
hahaha
saw many sides of singapore which are so beautiful.
rare and quiet.
food was bad.
i am a picky eater.
i dont consume most seafood..
and seriously,
my love hate r/s with seafood is rather extreme
i adore crabs and stingray
hates all the rest.
i know i am fussy.
but i tried.
seafood is just the only category that i hate the majority.
and thus,
i dont really fancy most jap food.
though i love their tofu and ramen and curry n anything non seafood
and i looooovvvveeeeee their desserts!
haiz.it turned out bad.
was tearing at the place actually.
cant help it.
not that i can do anything to help the situation
ms attitude dunno how to handle mr attitude.
maybe one day.
you'll just get sick of someone, just like you get sick of the food...
just like it happened before.....
i was scared at the moment.
and too scared to say anything then.
is there no cause to be romantic anymore?
i know all guys give their best to the girls...
but does a second time means a different experience?
perhaps?
i know you dont take people for granted..
i dont too.
hmm.i dont know why all these silly thoughts are running through my mind.
i need to think.
independent girl i try to be
but i was just hoping for an offer home.
just an offer.
girls always act tough.
attitude is getting more often..
i know i play a part too..
but i cant help it.
anyway.....
i got this natural phobia of work.
can never picture myself working seriously.
haiz.
but still.got to take myself through it.
one more day to go only.
jiayou, joycelyn.
dictated by the Queen at 10:48 PM
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Friday, May 05, 2006
chalet
ok.
although i got cheated about the escape thing,
and tt was a bad start,
at least it all ended well!
bbq
makes your hair stinks
tt's why fussing over nails is more impt
ok. thats bimbotic
hey
i am the sataywoman afterall
i did something k
heh
bathe
take note of bottles containing non-original contents
lux shampoo is not for the hair
girls bathe v slow
esp that giselle
drinking session
everyone has a game they are bad at
a friend was so red she camoflauged with the orange wall
solo tribal dance was quite entertaining
beer taste too bitter
out of the 5 or 6 brands, none tastes good
bow and arrows are in the bag
so is the sun
it was good fun being sober
laughing and laughing
should have such sessions more?
good post exams activities.
dictated by the Queen at 8:07 PM
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
9314
it was the best day there.
i sat in.
and i thought to myself.
so cute.
somehow especially cute that day.
it was good that we didnt get lost,
and nothing bad happened.
i was being paranoid days before that.
it's a different feeling.
a good one.
free, relax, enjoyed.
iSqueeze
stingray and rojak
danga bay
the wooden swing
the shoes
the lousy parking
the cat
the rabbit
the cock
the no sense of direction
the sponsorship
the wrapping paperssssss (no. of s indicates no. of wrapping paper bought)
it was hectic.
i was so toot on the bus.
dictated by the Queen at 11:48 PM
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
it's hip to be square
Marina square
Hmmm…
It’s amazing that I spent so much in one day.
Almost ridiculous.
The most I ever spent on a one day shopping trip.
And there was no sale.
Instant membership.
Ok.at least it’s not just on one item!
It’s 7 items altogether.
And it’s the first shop i entered!
Ho.
And some idiotic friend laughed when I first came out of the fitting room
Nice friend I’ve got
Hoho.
Anyway,
The cut was good, at least I managed to take size S.
Been a long time man.
I upgraded to a M at Giordano.
Whatever.
Hahaha
And to think I don’t look ridiculous in pants.
So I am happy!
This is the few times where shopping wants meet needs.
Working clothes can be not too bad after all.
Should spend less on street wear.
And how many guys can pronounce the following:
GG<5
m)phosis
You should have seen them before at least..
I hope.
Guys. Go shop with girls more often.
Benefits:
Know more girls’ fav stores
Learn how to appreciate clothes
Train your legs and patience
Have a better eye for details (not every piece of clothes is the same)
Train biceps by carrying weights (shopping bags)
Learn new ways of commenting (not every piece of clothes fall into the category of “not bad”, “not nice”, “nice”)
Choose better ice cream flavour
Disadvantages:
Only happens when unable to see the benefits.
So…ok….
Want to thank that idiotic friend for company.
And we both managed to sort of get things that we NEED
dictated by the Queen at 11:40 PM
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miss me
i am going away...
away from the ulu ulu boonlay to the noisy toa payoh.
yeah!
so..as you all know.
internet at home is so ' fast' ,
i rather not use it.
so. wait till my real fast internet comes..
hmm.so everyone.
miss me.
till then.
see you.
no more msn, reading blog, posting of blog..
till then.
dictated by the Queen at 9:30 AM
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Monday, May 01, 2006
this 10days
oh.for those who dont already know.
let me lament......
28th ended exams
8th start PA (attachment)
so there's only 10days.
including the 28th april.
and i have used up 4days.
counting down..
excited about certain days to come.like wed n thurs!
so far no other plans yet.
and i have failed in my quest for office wear.
clothes just turn ugly when u hafta get them.
when you desperately want to get clothes, they are just not there.
and when shoes are on sale, they just dont come in your size.
and even lingerie department hates me.
please!girls pls ask me out for shopping!
help me get clothes.
10weeks of work.erm.only got one set of clothes now.
being underpaid and kinda comparatively overwork,
at least i should get to wear proper nice clothes!
ok.and i get tired so easily these days.help.
ok.and there's a good thing!
my aircon is finally ok.
thanks to the sacrifice.
i thought they will let me die of heat.
ho.
happily..............
and there's so many things in hall i need to move back!
got any nice
free labour friends?
hahahahahhaha
ok.i am evil.
there's so many things i want to do for the next few days.
i want to.....
meet up with long-time-no-see friends, just to sit n eat n relax
sing
return things that i borrowed
swim
jog
read book
apply for broadband
buy office wear
get that charles n keith shoes
go out with my mum
try something new
learn how to play mahjong (any shifu? i m recuiting)
clean up my bedroom
ok.that's all.
pretty long list eh.
dictated by the Queen at 8:40 AM
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